I do not own Twilight I just like doing fun things with the story line. I'm not a writer; I know this so please forgive any mistakes you see.

BOPV

I woke up the next day my head pounding and my back cold. The arm that was wrapped around me was holding on to me for dear life. Carlisle's face was buried into my hair, he was breathing in deep and purring softly. One thing was for sure, I had to pee. I tried to wiggle away but he just held on tighter. Well damn, "Hun I need to pee."

He huffed but let me go. I ran to the bathroom and did what I needed to do. When I made my way back to the bedroom it was empty. I decided I needed coffee or something and went off to find it. As I walked out of the room the best smell in world caught me. Coffee, I just let my nose tell me where I was going and I found everyone sitting around a table with coffee and a bagel in front of an empty chair.

I had a feeling whatever they wanted to talk about was going to either be bad news, or was going to cause me some major stress, I sat down and took a sip, god it tasted so good. Peter was just about to say something but I held my hand up and he waited till I finished my coffee. When I was done I waved for him to go on with whatever the hell he was going to say.

"Ok, now that I have permission to speak we have a few issues that need to be addressed. One being the issue of Victoria. "

At the name being said many growls could be heard and I was afraid others in the building would hear the odd sound that I had no way of explaining. Just as I was about to say something they all settled down. I looked to peter for answers because let's face it, I'm human and don't stand a chance against the bitch. I looked back over to Peter as he began speaking. "Ok, now I think first things first we need to get away from Texas. Too much can go wrong and it's too bright for us to be able to go out. I think the best place to go would be Char and I place in Montana."

Everyone nods and seems to agree with him. I don't have any real ties down here and really this was just were the map took me to. I notice everyone's looking at me so I nod my head. This is just all so much I seem to have gone mute. "Good now when we get there were going to have to figure out what she wants and how all this is going down. Our first thing is to keep you safe Bella."

"I would agree to that I like being alive way to damn much." I chuckle as I say this. "So we are going to need some things if we are going to make this trip. You all may be ok running but I sure as hell am not being carried all the way there. We need a vehicle, I need some food and the stuff from my place. I don't have much but still."

Carlisle very softly says "we already got your stuff from your place." Well ok then guess that's done. "Ok why don't you all go get a car then?" After much debating it was finally decided that peter, Char, and Carlisle would be going. Thank god, it's nice having everyone back, but I was alone for two years it's all so overwhelming.

Once they leave I go and plop my ass down on the couch and sigh. Not too much time later a bottle of Jack is put right in front of my face. Oh Jasper, I knew there was a reason I liked him. "Thanks." I say.

"You're welcome." He reply's as he sits next to me. He looks like a man who has the wait of the world on his shoulders.

"What's on your mind Jasper. And don't say nothing because I fucking know better." I say then take a drink.

"None of this would be happening to you if I just would have followed my gut. I can't help but feel this is my felt."

"Jasper listen to me, I had a fuck tone of growing up to do. No one is at fault but the two the fucked over tis family. You all came back that's all the fucking matters. Let's just deal with the now and leave the past where it belongs. In the past. I don't blame anyone here and I never will. So you need to stop blaming you self." I finish my rant with a big drink.

He thinks over what I say then turns to me "How did you get so damn smart."

"Life and Jack my friend Life and Jack." I say and sit back to enjoy just that my jack. I have a lot to work over. Jasper knows that and just let me stay here and think. Carlisle is a good man, and hot as hell, but he seems like he needs someone to take the lead. He has spent the last 300 odd years being the leader. Always having someone come to him for direction. He is so broken right now. I will not be the weak one this time. I won't get hurt, so do I open my all reading falling hear to the man. I can't hurt him.

Remembering how broken he looked when I first saw him. It makes my chest hurt. I don't want to see him this way. He seems so much like someone exploring his life for the first time. In a way I'm guessing he really is.

Will get the next chapter up as soon as I can. Thank you all for reading. I hope you liked the story so far.