Thank you for being as understanding as I write this story. I have a lot going on with school and my job. I will do my best to get another chapter posted as soon as I can. As always I own nothing but the story line. Please enjoy.

BPOV

A road trip with a bunch of vampires is something that needs to be written about. It's one of the things not at the top of my too do list. They seem to forget basic human needs. Like bathroom breaks and food. If I have to make Carlisle feel better about all this one more time I'm finding something to hit him with. He is driving me fucking crazy. I need to find a way to bring back the old Carlisle. The strong man who was head of the family. He seems like a lost puppy and that's going to change. In case anyone didn't figure this out I hate long car trips.

My mom would take me out when I was a kid and we would be in the damn car all day long. It was hot and I got bored. That leads to being yelled at and all that fun shit. So ya I don't like them. Damn this shit I'm hot and hungry and I need fucking space. "Find a place to stop right the fuck now."

I end up yelling it out and having heads turn to me. I shrug and look out the window trying to be nice and not push Carlisle off me. Like I fucking could anyways. Finally they pull over at a run-down looking rest stop. I jump out of the car faster than I thought I could. Hell I'm getting good at this. "If you keep up all the stops we will never get there." Peter states looking at me like I'm crazy.

"I can't be in a cramped car for long." Glaring at him

"Well just sit down and shut up and we will get there." Hes getting mad and I find it funny so what do I do. I fucking laugh.

"You look like a pig when you're mad." I finally am able to get out as I'm laughing.

He ends up glaring at me causing Carlisle to growl at him and me to huff and stomp off in the directions of the bathrooms. I do what I need to do and stand in front of the sink. I splash some water on my face and take a few deep breath. "You know I understand you don't like car rids but safty is important." Rose says softly next to me.

"I know that Rose but damn I haven't been able to fart in piece since you all got here, and everyone is different now and its all messed up." The longer I talk the angrier I am getting.

"I know Hun and I know its hard but we just need to get to a safe place first then we work on getting everyone back. I miss Em and him being playful, or Carlisle always wanting information and being a strong leader, Jaspers quiet place in the house, Alice and her shopping. Its all different now and im with you I don't like it."

It's a look shared between us that makes me feel better. I have someone on my side to help me get everyone back. That thought helps me decided no more stops unless we really need it. A hug and we are back on our way to the car. Coming into view is Char and Peter arguing. Well she's yelling at him and he is hanging his head. I know it funny but it's the wrong time to laugh. Everyone else is standing around watching. Finally, he comes to me mumbles an "Im sorry" and were on the road once more.

I let Carlisle hold me as we drive and I take the time to piece the plan together. This needs to be worked into whatever we are going to do about the bitch. But to get her the right way we need everyone to be back to the way they once were. Oh this is confusing, I don't like it but it needs down. Damn I also need to be changed at some point in all this shit. I know that's coming and I'm lost on how I feel about that shit. One damn thing at a time.

I don't know how long we have been driving once Peter pulls into a long ass driveway. Could you imagine walking down this shit to get your mail? No thank you on that. I gasp as the house comes into view. "Holy Shit it's beautiful."

Thank you for reading and taking the time to review. I had someone ask last chapter if Carlisle will always be as he is. No I like him stronger but he has a lot going on right now. Hang in there he does get better. Thank you.