I do not own Twilight I just like doing fun things with the story line. I'm not a writer; I know this so please forgive any mistakes you see. I am only doing this for fun.

The look on his face when I said that had me rolling on the floor laughing. He looked like a fish out of water. It took him several times of opening and closing his mouth before he could even say anything. "You still want to be changed?"

"I can't believe you would even ask me that." I huffed out. Stupid man and shaking my head. I swear men are all stupid.

"Yes I want to be changed. I want to defend myself. I want to be like the rest of my...family."

The last word was almost a whisper and I ducked my head in embarrassment. Out of fucking no ware I was picked up in a hug by none other than my bare of a brother and swung around. That is until I heard a growl that sent shivers through me. Could only be one person or well man that can make me feel like that. Em set me back down on the ground "sorry Pops I just got excited."

As soon as he backed off I was wrapped up in his arms. Oh boy here we go again. He picked me and started running with me. Really now he wants to run away with me. I don't know how far out he ran but he stopped by a beautiful lake. Setting himself down on a rock he started taking. "For so long I prided myself on my self-control. I had come so far and now I feel like a love sick child. The thing is I'm happier now then I have ever been. I'm feeding off humans, I have my mate, and my family... I know I should feel bad about it all but I just don't have it in me to give a damn."

I listened to what he had to say. The thing is understand. "For so long you denied who you truly were. You denied the animal that lives inside you. Now you are coming to accept that. You found out that it does not make you a bad man but a stronger one."

I watched as the change came. He seemed like a weight was lifted of his shoulders. His eyes went from the scared boy pleasing his father to the strong man I was so hoping would show himself. It was like he finally understood. "How is it you can understand something as a human that I could not even get for so long?"

"Because I tried to be something I was not and I ended up broken because of it. That's how I know. That and when I look past the scared shit head that found me I saw you were finally embracing who you really were."

He looked at me and one second he was on that damn rock the next my back was pushed up on a tree and his lips were on mine. Well guess were doing this here and now. He was kissing me with new passion. And I gasped when his lips went down my neck. I had my legs wrapped around his hips and as he went down my neck I ground my core into him. Moaning hit from both of us before we heard "Good god can't we get settled in before you all go attacking each other." And a huff followed.

That could only be one person "Yes Rose." He was resting his head on my shoulder. Fine by me I need a few minutes as well. Finally he set me back down. "Guess it's time to play adult is it not?" The smirk that followed made him look so young and free. It's nice to finally see that. "Who said we had to do that?" He just laughed and picked me up running back to the house.

We hit the back yard of the house and Em was outback with Jasper. I was put on the ground before I say a blur and then two bodies rolling around on the ground. Guess my mates feeling playful finally. I just walked around to the back steps and sat down to watch. It finally all feels like it is right.

Thank you all for reading. I know it I a short chapter but to make up for that next chapter will have some lemons in it. There are a lot of family issues right now and work issues but I will be getting a chapter out soon. Thank you all for reading.