Ok I know it has been a long time. For that I am very sorry. Life just kind of got in the way of my writing. I know that is no excuse so to all my readers I am deeply sorry. So next chapter and like I said there is a lemon in this one. It may not be one of the best ever but hay I am no professional writer here. Please remember that as everyone reads.
I know there may be some mistakes, I do try to get them all but sometimes, ok most times, I don't. Thank you all for reading my stories. I will be getting back on writing them once more. No on to the story.
I watched the boys play around for a while before I stood up and decided to explore the home. They didn't follow me like they use to. They know now how much that truly bothered me. I like having some freedom. I am not going to go run away or anything, and they can all hear me, Jasper would be able to feel my emotions but what's really going to happen. First things first I want coffee. I go to the kitchen and make a small amount for myself. A nice strong black cup of coffee. The smell is divine. I don't know what kind this is but its way fucking better than anything I have ever gotten. I am sure it was expensive. I shake my head at the thought. Right now I am not going to care.
I started walking around the house. The grand scale of things should not have surprised me like they did. But hay what can I say, it's just the way I am. The home is beautiful just all in white. Ok that will be changing soon. I am not living in a home that looks so clinical. So of course that means shopping. I don't really see Rose or Alice having any issue with that. Everyone here is technically young so I want to bring that out in this home. We will need some type of background story. Oh goody so much work. But the good thing is I am not doing it alone this time.
The thought of finally having someone there to back me up. To hold me and protect me but to also let me stand and fight is thrilling to me. I am finally being seen as the adult I really know I am. My mind is spinning with thoughts. So much is going on its all so very fast. Would I change anything? That's the true question. The answer, no not a damn thing. Well except being in danger. That being said I would not be who I am if danger was not involved.
Right now I want a nice hot shower. That will help me slow down some. After everything that has gone on I feel I need one any ways. In a normal tone of voice I say "I am going to go take a shower." I know they can all hear me. I go and rinse my coffee cup out and head upstairs to where I find a shower fit to be called a spa. The kind with many jets that spray at the same time. The bathroom is white and a pale blue. To be honest it looks kind of nice. I never would have thought that. I turn on the water to get it just right then start pealing of my clothing.
By the time I step into the shower it feels perfect. I just stand their enjoying the feeling of something much better than I am use to. I must not be paying much attention to my surroundings when I feel two hands grab my hips. I know who it is I can smell his smell. The one I love so much. I don't really need to say anything as I back into him feeling he is already hard. He gasps when my ass finally touches him. I grind against him and arch my back wrapping my arms around his head. He gets the picture and gently starts to suck on my neck. I moan softly because damn that feels really good.
That one sound must have broken the small thread of control he had because as soon as it was out he had me turned and pinned to the wall of the shower. He started kissing me and I did what felt right. I wrapped my legs around him and kissed back. Without warning he plunged into me. I clung to him and let out a scream that I am sure people miles away must have heard. He started slow and I knew it was because he was scared of his control. Me I was not having it. I started bucking my hips in a faster motion hoping he would get the picture. He finally did and just let loose. He was growling into my neck kissing and sucking it. His hips pounding into me. It felt amazing. The sounds I was making should not be normal but damn this man can fuck. I am so fucking close I know I am. I can feel it building in my core. Without warning everything bursts. I see stars, fucking stars. I think I moan his name maybe I scream it. I am not really sure. I can tell he finished with me. He stopped moving and is just holding me.
He moves so we are now sitting on the floor of the shower. He is still inside of me, and clinging to me. I wish I could know what he is thinking. This is way too good right now to speak/. I just lay my head on his shoulder and wait for him to settle back out. Enjoying the feeling of being in his arms and the hot water spraying down on us both.
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