JJ sniffled as she felt Derek's hand continue to stroke her head calmly. She knew that as much as she loved the feeling of Derek petting her hair, this had to stop. She should've woke Derek up when she woke up, but she couldn't overcome the feeling of being in bed with Derek Morgan being something that she has been waiting for. She pulled back from Derek and looked him in the eye. His eyes were filled with warmth and trust and JJ felt it overwhelmed by the feelings he invoked within her. She smiled weakly at him and wondered what she was supposed to say but she had a feeling that there was nothing they could say to each other to make this situation any less awkward or stressed. She sighed and leaned away from Derek's embrace. She wanted to snuggle her face into his chest, and try to hide from the embarrassment she felt. She groaned before pulling completely away and climbing out of the bed. Derek gave her a questioning look as to what he should do but she shrugged it away before asking, "Do you want coffee? I know you like yours black."

Derek only nodded as he watched JJ grab a shirt and put it on before heading out to the kitchen. He rose from the bed and sighed, wanting to kick himself for letting things get out of hand, but he couldn't deny the fact that it felt right having JJ in his arms. But she wasn't his to hold or love, she was the mother of child to another man, a very much in love with JJ man (as far as Derek knew). He didn't know what to do and he wasn't sure if he should do something. Since last night JJ had been acting weird and he didn't make mattes better by sleeping with her. What kind of friend was he? He knew that she was upset last night and he allowed himself to take advantage of her. He sighed again before picking up his clothes and started to get dress. He slept with a woman in a bed she shared with another man. Derek felt disgusted with himself. He was tipsy yea, but he was coherent enough to know what they were doing was wrong. He should've stopped them; he should've stayed in cab and say good night. JJ and him had a very good relationship but this could have strained it immensely.

He looked at the bed and flashes of the night they shared entered his mind and Derek couldn't help himself but groan at the things he remembered them doing. He would be lying if he said that he had never imagined him and JJ spending a night together in his arms but she was engaged with a baby and that made things so much more complicated than they already were. This should not have happened. It was a mistake but Derek couldn't ignore the thought in the back of his head that what him and JJ did should've happened a long time ago. Derek sighed again before looking for the linen closet to get a new set of sheets. He didn't think it would be good for JJ if Will came home and laid in sheets that smelled like sex. Derek took the old sheets of the bed and threw them in the hamper before spreading the new set on the bed and heading out to the kitchen where JJ was standing in front of a coffee maker that finished making coffee about 5 minutes ago. Derek felt horrible because he did not know what to say to make this situation better. JJ was not one of those girls that he brought home for a one-night stand; she was his friend, a very good friend that he cared a lot about.

He reached out to touch her, but he hesitated, not sure if she wanted him to touch her after what happened. It was like she did not know he was standing there; he was about to retract his hand when her shoulders began to shake from sobs and Derek knew that he had to comfort her. He reached out and pulled JJ into his arms and held her close. He waited a minute before turning her around so she could bury her face in his chest. He felt horrible for this and he couldn't help but feel like this was his entire fault. How could he do this to her? He knew that family was important to JJ and the fact that she cheated on the father of her child must be eating her alive. Derek sighed as he continued to stroke her hair in the hopes that she would calm down. He pulled away slightly when he felt her sobs subside a bit. "Hey, you okay?"

JJ looked up at Derek and the concern that he showed her was cutting right through her. They had just slept together; she just cheated on Will even though she had a sneaking suspicion that Will started cheating on her a long time ago, the fact of the matter was that she was supposed to be keeping her family together but she did something that could tear them farther apart. She felt so ashamed of herself; what must Derek think of her? She came onto him, she encouraged him, and he probably thinks she is accepting of cheating on people. She felt like she was going to be sick, this was horrible. What made the feeling worst was the fact that she could not stop her eyes from glancing at Derek's lips and she couldn't stop thinking about kissing Derek again. This was horrible. He had to leave before she did more to embarrass herself.

She pulled away from Derek and looked everywhere she could that did not include him but she knew that Derek is the type that would want to talk about this, but she was not ready for that. The more she thought about it, she doesn't think she could ever be ready for that discussion. Derek was one of her best friends and she had a feeling that she completely ruined it. How could she let this happen? She felt claustrophobic in her own home and she felt tears come to her eyes again. She was starting to get annoyed with those. She could not remember a time that she has cried so much. It just wasn't healthy. JJ was so caught up in her thoughts that she forget that Morgan was still there trying to decipher the emotions that were crossing her face. Morgan wished that she would say something to him, anything to give him a clue as to what he should do. He wanted to make her feel better but he couldn't do that if she did not give him some insight to how she's feeling. He needed for her to give him more than silence and tears.

It didn't help that his eyes kept straying to her lips, he wanted to kiss them again, he wanted to feel her lips against his body again and to be honest he wished they could do what they did last night, just sober. He wanted to smack himself, this was not the thought of someone who respected the fact that she was in a relationship; this was the thought of a man that looked like he wanted to continue making trouble for his friend. He looked down from JJ and tried to clear his mind of those thoughts but they wouldn't leave, if anything they were getting stronger and the urge to kiss her was getting stronger. He needed to leave, but he couldn't do that until they cleared the air between them. Derek was coming close to dangerous territory again. Derek felt his hand twitch, it was like his body had a mind of itself and before he knew it, he was grabbing JJ by the back of her neck and pulling her to lips to his. At first JJ did not react but then she started to return the kiss. She wrapped her arms around Derek's neck, pulling him closer to her body. This was so wrong, they shouldn't be doing this again.

Derek groaned as her hands started on his buttons again and he knew that they were going around in a circle again. He pulled his lips from hers and moved down to her neck and he knew that they were going past the point of no return. She moaned as he continued to lick and kiss her neck, careful not to leave a mark. JJ started rubbing her hands over his head as she felt him begin to unbutton the shirt she was wearing. Derek began to move JJ back to the counter and was prepared to put her on it when her hand knocked over a cup she had on the counter and fell to the ground bringing them both from under the spell of Derek's kisses. JJ gasped as she slightly pushed Derek back from her and she tried to get her breathing under control.

Derek cursed himself silently. He couldn't believe that he did that again. He so fucked up. That should not have happened. He definitely did not think touching her would be a good idea. Damn, this was not good. He opened his mouth but he closed his mouth again, not sure what he could say about his actions just then. He scratched the back his head and he coughed, trying to clear his throat. "Uh, JJ…" He paused when she cut him off.

"I think you should leave. It's fine, but I need you to go." JJ finally came out of her thoughts, unwilling to hear whatever Derek wanted to say. He opened his mouth again to try to say something but she raised her hand and Derek knew that there was nothing more to be said between them about this. "Derek, what happened last night and this morning was a mistake and it will never happen again, so there is no point in talking about it." Derek was surprised at how badly her words cut him and he knew that he was in trouble. Whatever happened between them last night was not a one-night thing for him and he already knew that he was going to have a hard time forgetting this. All he could do right now was nod and leave. He just hoped that he and JJ could fix this when she was ready to talk.