OH WHOOPS. HAD A WRITERS BLOCK, NOW GOING THROUGH A TERRIBLE BREAK UP, HERE WE GO WITH SOME EMOTIONAL DISTRESS.

HERE WE FUCKING GO. :o)

From anyone's perspective, this probably would seem more gruesome than what it was. Though that doesn't mean it wasn't bad.

Gamzee stood there, frozen, in shock. His eyes were wide, and his jaw was dropped; the look of being caught off guard.

When Gamzee lunged his hand forwards, you swung your left arm out. The arm that was cradling your side held glass that you picked up when you fell almost face first into it. Now Gamzee's fingertips were lodged into your stomach, your arm was out to your side, extended.
You let out a cry of pain, feeling his hand twitch. Tears streaming down your face, as you mouth 'I'm Sorry' over and over and over. Blood dripped from his mouth, indigo finally staining your red.

You take a slow breathe, and swallow. "G- Gamzee?" You hesitate, not sure what to do.

"Mother fuck..." He chocked and fell to his knees. You're forced to follow, yelping and hissing softly in pain. He starred at the ground, his hand (that was still at your stomach) slowly fell limp, and soon the fingertips slid out. His eyes glazed over, and soon his body fell limp, collapsing into yours.

You drop the piece of glass you snatched up earlier, and held him close. "F- Fuck-" You whimper, "I- I'm sorry-" You close your eyes tightly.

"Yo' KaRbRo!" A call was herd. You were snapped out of your thoughts for a moment. Looking up, you didn't see it, but you were asleep on the floor in the lab. Gamzee stood there, with a slight smile on his face. That glint wasn't there still. You didn't care, it was still probably him just over reacting. "YoU sEeN tAvRoS aNyWhErE?" He blinked a little, worried.

"No..." You groaned slightly. "...I haven't... uh... I thought you two were out hanging with each other like always..." Gamzee sighed softly and shrugged.

"wElL, uH, bRo.. TaVrOs WaNtEd SoMeTiMe AlOnE aNd So I lEt HiM bE.. I wEnT bAck To My ReCpItEbLoCk aNd WaS tAlKiNg To OnE oF tHe HuMaNs, YoU kNoW.." Gamzee gave a sheepish look, "i WaS sEnT a MoThEr FuCkIn LiNk... aNd I wAtChEd AnD iT wAs LiKe I mOThErFuCkInG bLaCkEd OuT, yO'.." Your eyes snapped wide, and you grit your teeth. "EvEr SiNcE tAvBrO's BeEn MiSsInG... aLoNg WiTh SoMe OtHeR tRoLlS..."

"YOU DID WHAT NOW?!" You stand up, clenching your hands to fists. You grabbed Gamzee by the shirt and pulled him in close, "GAMZEE, I TOLD YOU TO NEVER TALK TO THOSE THINGS. WHAT HAPPENED TO FOLLOWING NOT ONLY LEADER ORDERS, BUT ALSO MOIRAIL ORDERS?!" You yell. He gives you a death glare for a split second, and then pushed you away.

"gEt ThE mOtHeRfUcK oFf Of Me, BrO." He growled, "NoW I tOlD yOu NoT tO dO tHat." You hiss, and pull him in again, but this time, you push him against the wall.

"YOU DON'T KNOW HOW TO FUCKING LISTEN DO YOU?! YOU JUST DO WHAT EVER THE FUCK YOU WANT, DON'T YOU?! YOU KNOW GAMZEE, JUST BECAUSE YOU FUCKING DON'T HAVE A LUSUS AROUND ALL THE TIME DOESN'T MEAN YOU CAN BE THE FUCKING JACKASS HERE AND-" He had grabbed your neck, and pinned you to the wall you had him against. You see tears already weld in his eyes, falling freely now. "O- Oh fuck- Gamzee I'm sorry I didn't mean to-"

"Idiot-" You growled, "Moron! Dumbass!" You hissed in disgust, "Stupid, idiot, moron, stupid, stupid, idiot!" You beat yourself up. In fact you're so consecrated on that, you fail to see the movement of what you thought was your vest friend's dead body. A slick grin grew on his face as a cold hand gripped you tightly. You yelp in surprise.

"Mother fucking... dumbass..." He started to grin widely. You reach for the piece of glass, but he caught you by the wrists. His grip was tight. He wasn't playing anymore.

"O- Oh fuck me-" You shutter, eyes widening.

"It's NICE to mother fucking here you ACTUALLY MOTHER FUCKING care..." His other hand came up and gripped your neck. He began to slowly stand, your hands snapping to grip his tightened hand and wrist. "But the mother FUCKING SHOW must go on... right?" Your eyes are locked onto his.

A shuttered breath was taken, a death glare locked in his eyes. "Karbro.. I'm mother FUCKING stronger than you. I wouldn't push your LUCK by the fact we're MOIRAILS. Because if I have to, I won't hesitate to kill you." His voice was shaky and cold. You even let out a small gasp, hands shaking. That's when Sollux walked up, seeing the position. You, a foot off the ground. Gamzee an inch or two from your ear, whispering. A hand clenching your neck, nails threatening to draw blood. And worst of all, your hands shaking like there is no tomorrow. You didn't expect this from Gamzee, but you blame yourself. You brought up his lusus. YOU crossed the line.

"Heh heh..." He grinned widely, his hand readying back again. You're squirming now. You don't know what to do, your just squirming around like a little wriggler. You don't know what to do anymore. Your plan failed, but how?! How could that of failed?! You cut his throat! You know you did-

Oh.

You cut his throat. But what are the FUCKING odds; you didn't catch the vein you wanted. Curse your short like arms.

"GAH-!" You cry out, screaming. His hand was lodged, nails digging in, into your lower stomach. He pushes and forces, and claws at it. Blood begins to pour and pour. Soon enough, your passing out from the pain. The disgusting pain that surges around your body, God, it hurts so much. You want it to...end...

...Oh... Okay... bliss... Did you die yet?

ACTUALLY, I'M GETTING WRITERS BLOCK NOW. SO... I SUPPOSE A TORTURE CHAMBER IS IN PLACE FOR THIS. /:B

I GUESS I'LL SEE WHERE THIS IS GOING TO GO, BUT OTHER THAN THAT, TO EXPLAIN HE SITUATION IF YOU DIDN'T UNDERSTAND IT.

KARKAT IS HAVING FLASH BACKS. AND NOW THIS IS WHERE SHIT REALLY GETS GORY. SO I SUPPOSE YOU BETTER HAVE TWO DIFFERENT BUCKETS. ONE FOR YOUR TEARS, THE OTHER FOR YOUR GUTS, BECAUSE EITHER WAY, THEY'RE GETTING FILLED EASILY TONIGHT. (;B

ANYWAYS, YEAH, KARKAT IS HAVING FLASHBACKS AS TO WHAT HAPPENED *before* THIS EVER HAPPENED. HE, (being the dumb oblivious ass he is here) IS FINALLY SEEING WHERE HE WENT WRONG, LETTING HIS IMPORTANT LEADERSHIP DUTIES GET IN THE WAY OF HIS BEST FRIEND, AND OTHERS. NEPETA, SOLLUX, GAMZEE, TEREZI, KANAYA... THEY'RE ALL PLAYING THE IMPORTANT ROLE, SO STAY HERE BECAUSE THE NEXT CHAPTHER IS MOST LIKELY A FLASH BACK ALONG WITH THE REST. (:B I JUST LOVE CLIFF HANGERS~