Your breathing is rather heavy... You can hear your heart beating heavy and fast... The sound of silents is ringing in your ears, only driving you insane. You realize now that there is no hope. You realize now that you are a dead man. You can't do anything while Gamzee is simply sitting there watching you with hazed eyes. The burning in your wrists haven't stopped yet.. you can't tell if the pain is just going numb, or if you finally have just given up every sense in your body as the pain in your wrists dulled to a minimum.

The pain in your wrists hurt. They hurt beyond belief! You're precious love.. your poor precious love... she has to bare the pain of watching as those 'monsters' come at you with clubs and their swords, and their fists and their hammers hitting you, -beating you to death-! You cough and spew blood. You cry out in pain, you beg for them to stop. You cry out blasphemous words and cry for peace.

but they won't stop...

they won't...

they are forcing you to suffer.

To suffer the pain of watching your dream shatter... to watch it crumble in your hands as you cry out for them to listen and to give you a chance to lend an ear to your words... but it's too late...

...they broke you...

You snap back, gasping. You wiggle a little, whimpering softly. You can't see anything now.. you're blind folded again... you see nothing but black. And then-

WHAM!

"AUGH-!"

WHAM!

You fall silent, your jaw still dropped open as the pain is shooting though your body. You've been whacked with two heavy clubs, hard in the stomach and chest. Your senses are up, and now you are beginning to pick up the breathing rate. The clubs rest on your stomach and chest as you hear footsteps walk back out to the right side of you. You listen carefully wanting to figure out what the room would look like...

A clinging noise was heard... and soon enough footsteps are coming back. You closed your mouth, only to feel something pressing against your lips and slowly forcing it's self it.. It's your sickle.. you recognize that metallic taste anywhere..

"Say 'Oh' mother fucker... or else this cuts through like butter..." He grinned widely. You take a few short breaths, whimpering softly as you begin to shakily open your mouth. It's not working all to well.

"O-Oh- Aghh-!" You cry as the sickle is shoved down to the hinges on your jaw. Skin tares, you can hear it. Blood is running, it's warm on your ears and back of your neck as it begins to dribble off of your neck and hair. You begin to cry, taking in gasping and raspy like breaths.

"Shh... shoosh... sh..." He snickered and laughed. "It's alright..." His fingers begin to prod your mouth, and tug your jaw down. You cry out more, shaking your head, but that only makes things worse. He yanked hard down, a snap emitting from your joints.

"The bones in my body have been smashed..." A voice whispered, blood running off of you lips. "...they have been smashed and slashed... cracked and broken... split in half... and snapped in fours..." You whisper slowly getting louder and louder. "You have beat me, and slashed me, and cut me, and stabbed me. What are you going to do next?! Tear me down mentally?! You fools cannot see what you are doing is nothing compared to what will happen. You are simply showing your arrogance more but defying the fact of the truth I SPOKE!" You snarl, chains rattling, "You blasphemous, ignorant fools know nothing of the visions of what I see! What I saw and what I will dream is nothing compared to watching the sets of a thousand moons. It is nothing compared to the torment and rage you are filling me with, and it is nothing compared to anything you have ever seen." Those of the 'higher blood' stare at you with eyes of anger and hate.

"..." Their mouths move and their bodies move.. you cannot hear them. But you continue to speak after they are done, a small grin on your expression.

"...You have no idea of the pain I suffered... you don't know of the torment I saw..." Chains ring again, "The things I have seen cannot be described with a thousand words. They are indescribable..."

Your jaw hangs open, as you kick and squirm, wanting to be free. Your teeth are slowly being yanked out one by one. Gamzee is sitting ON you and is forcefully forcing one tooth out, one by fucking one; placing them on a mettle dish. He's laughing and grinning, as your crying and yelping.

Finally the last tooth is out and now he begins to mess with the still bleeding cuts on your face. He tugs and pulls on them, you simply yelp and hiss. Finally the blind fold is off, and soon enough you are starring into the eyes of a mad clown, his eyes are red, indigo orbs starring at you. You whimper softly, beginning to choke a little on your blood. You swallow.. beginning to really choke now. You hicc and hack, squirming and wriggling around desperately. He through a tooth in when you swallowed, and now he's choking you! "Eat it! EAT IT MOTHER FUCKER!"

You're still... your head is hung low... your eyes half lidded... You precious love has kissed you, and as if you were choking on a rock, a lump has developed in your throat. You resist the urge to cry, but you feel as if you have betrayed those you loved and cherished most. You promised them you'd protect the,... you promised...

...how are you keeping your promise?...

You lay there, your eyes half lidded... your tired, but your afraid to sleep... your jaw hangs open... blood has finally stopped coming out... you choked hard on the tooth, but soon manage to get it down your throat..

Now you simply think...

You promised everyone you'd protect them... you promised everyone you'd keep them safe...

they're all dead... how did you protect them?...

"...honk..." Snores are heard on the far end of the room. Snores are heard from the horn pile... that clown is asleep... you have no hope.. you KNOW you're going to die here... those hot plates around your wrists finally cooled off... their cold chains slowly beginning to mold to your wrists... you can feel it..

You close your eyes... nightmares are beginning again... oh god... no more please...

PLEASE-

NO, PLEASE STOP-!

WHAT ARE YOU DOING?! NO! PLEASE NO! DON'T TOUCH HER- OH MY GOD-

PLEASE STOP-! NO! THAT'S MY LOVE- THAT'S MY FAMILY-! WHAT ARE YOU DOING TO THEM?!

GAMZEE PLEASE STOP!

SO...

I FELT ANGRY AND THIS IS WHAT HAPPEN?

SORRY IF IT DOESN'T MAKE SENSE...

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