JJ groaned as she turned over away from the light coming through the crack in the drapes blocking the windows. She felt a heavy weight as she shifted across her waist and moaned in satisfaction as Derek's arm pressed her closer into his body. Her eyes cracked open as she took in his face barely an inch away from hers. His eyes were still closed and the little snore that escaped his lips let her know Morgan was still asleep. Last night for her was a blur and the last thing she could clearly remember was calling for Morgan after her argument with Henry. She winced at the memory at the pain in her little boy's eyes and she wondered if there was any way she could save their relationship before it further spiraled out of control. JJ almost felt guilty lying comfortably in Derek's arms when everything else was crashing down around her. Her eyes itched from so many tears spilled and yet they burned with tears once more as JJ's mind continued its mind-numbing descent back into the darkness that was despair.
JJ was so lost in her thoughts that she didn't notice Derek's arm tightening around her or that his breathing changed. Derek woke up not too long after JJ and just stared at her as she continued to sink deeper into her despair. Morgan spoke quickly to bring her back to him, "Hey, everything is going to be okay?"
JJ's eyes widened as she focused back on her now awake lover. "How do you know?" She asked quietly. She needed the certainty more than anything in the world right now.
"Because I have faith everything is going to work out the way it's meant to. I can't tell you that everything is going to be fine by tomorrow, but what I can say with confidence that no matter what comes next I'm going to be by yours and Henry's side always. I promise." JJ drew in a deep breath at Derek's solemn vow and she hoped that she could have him forever but JJ had a bad feeling that they weren't going to make it through the impending storm unscathed. Derek could see the doubt burning in JJ's eyes and it hurt him that he couldn't bring her the assurance that she needed. He tried once more, "Jay, we've come too far to let this go without a fight." He said strongly, before continuing cheekily, "I wouldn't bet against us in any situation." He finished the comment with a rakish grin making JJ chuckle lightly.
She felt a bit lighter after Derek's comment and gave him a small look of gratitude before leaning up to give him a quick kiss. She pulled back to stare into his eyes for moment before leaning in to take his lips into a kiss once more. She needed a moment to forget everything and kissing Derek made that possible for her. She coaxed his lips open so she could meet his tongue with hers and she groaned out in pleasure as Derek immediately acquiesced to her wants. She whimpered as Derek rolled her onto her back to rest his weight between her thighs to press against her.
Derek grinded his hips against her once forcing JJ to pull back and moan in pleasure. "Derek, please!" Derek chuckled huskily before trailing his lips along her neck.
He kissed down the left side of her neck before nipping her gently. She moved her hands to grip his head to bring his lips closer to her throat making Derek chuckle once more. He brought his hands up to grab hers and held them down by her head. He slowly brought the tip of his nose up the other side of her neck to nudge her ear making her arch up in pleasure. He nipped her ear making JJ whimper before whispering, "Patience baby."
"Derek!" JJ arched once more to bring her body to meet his. She pulled back to glare at him as he continued to hold her down. "Derek, let me go." She said as calmly as she could.
A rakish grin made it's way across his face as he continued to hold her down. He rotated his hips once more pressing his growing erection against JJ's heat once more making her moan. "You sure you want me to let you go?" He asked cheekily. JJ was going to respond when he continued to grind against her making JJ's eye shut tightly as she tried to fight back the whimper at the back of her throat. Derek brought his lips back to meet hers in a deep kiss as he continued to thrust against her. JJ felt her mind haze as tried to keep up with Derek's passion. The urge to touch Derek was strong and JJ began to fight back against Derek's hold to get him to release her but Derek was stronger. He forced her hands to come together above her head before holding both her wrists down with one hand while the other came to rest against her cheek as he continued to kiss her.
He pulled back slowly as he continued to thrust against her, JJ's breaths coming out in hot pants against his lips. "Derek, please." She needed more.
Derek growled out, "I know baby," before leaning down to nip once more at her neck. His hand trailed down her body, wishing he had more time to explore, but Henry was in the house and he could come to the room at any moment. He wanted to do more, wanted to make love to JJ completely but he didn't think Henry knew about them and while they may be able to come up with an excuse for why Uncle Mo' is in bed with mommy, he didn't think there was anything they could say if he caught them naked.
Derek pulled his hips away making JJ's rise to bring them back into contact, the lack of pressure torture to JJ's haze filled mind. "Derek." Her voice was begging now as her pleasure was bordering on pain now.
Derek brought his hand to rest against her stomach before dipping his hand beneath her pants to rest over her lace-covered heat. He pressed the heel of his hand against her once making JJ arch up in relief as moan was ripped from her throat. "Jay you need to be quiet or you'll wake up Henry."
JJ quickly brought her lip between her teeth to quiet herself before nodding for him to continue. She felt like she would die if Henry were to interrupt them now. Derek grinned once more before bringing his hand down to pull JJ's underwear to the side before entering her quickly with his fingers. JJ groaned at the feeling of Derek inside of her, already feeling close to the brink of an orgasm. JJ's moans were muffled as Derek continued to thrust his fingers inside of her. "More." JJ gasped out hotly. Derek nipped at her neck once more as acknowledgement of her request before pressing harder against. JJ's hands fight to get free, needing to grip on to something as Derek continued to touch her.
Derek groaned as he pulled back to watch her as JJ's hips rolled to meet his hand. She was beautiful like this, her skin flushed with heat and sweat, her eyes almost black with desire. Her lips were swollen and bruised as they parted to draw in short breaths. "Derek." Derek brought his lips to meet hers in a heated kiss as he continued to thrust inside her.
JJ could feel herself getting close when Henry's muzzled voice cam through the door, "Mom?" Derek pulled back quickly in surprise frozen in panic at what to do with Henry standing on the other side of the door. They stared at each other for a moment in panic over what to do, Derek's fingers still inside of her.
JJ could hear the knob on the door turning as she quickly shouted out, "Just a minute bud!" Derek and JJ sighed in relief as they heard the knob released but the bedroom door remained closed. Derek and JJ continued to stare at each other for another moment before getting into action. Now that Henry was up, they couldn't risk finishing what they were doing now. Derek slowly removed his hand from between JJ's legs, her whimper at the loss of his fingers making her disappointment at their interruption apparent. Derek leaned in to kiss JJ once more as if to promise that they would finish what they started later before collapsing to the side of her. He watched as she slowly climbed from the bed; her awkward walk toward the door made the discomfort she was feeling obvious.
He trailed his eyes down her body, their early play putting Derek in the same boat as JJ, and he wanted nothing more than to grab her and toss her back onto the bed and ravish her the way he wanted to, love for her little boy the only thing that is maintaining his restraint. He could barely hear the hushed voices of Derek and JJ from the door, but he was glad to hear that they weren't arguing and thought that maybe things were finally starting to make a turn for the better. Derek zoned out as JJ and Henry continued to talk in the doorway, the little boy had yet to see him, and was only brought out of his thoughts when JJ leaned over to put a chaste kiss on his lips. "Where'd you go?" She asked as she pulled back and sat down beside him.
Derek's eyes locked with hers before replying, "Nowhere important. How's Henry?" He asked immediately.
JJ shrugged for a second before reminding herself that she didn't need to put up walls with Derek. He asked because he genuinely cared for her and for Henry. "Okay I think. He didn't say much, but he hugged him before he left to get ready." She looked away before continuing, "He and I have a lot to talk about. I think he's still processing everything." JJ's eyes filled with tears again and she cursed herself that she was back at this point after the high Derek had her at earlier this morning.
Derek quickly moved to sit up before bringing his hand up to bring her eyes up to meet his. He leaned in quickly to give her a kiss before pulling back. "Hey, everything is going to be okay. I promise." He kissed her again, JJ taking her time to respond belying the return of her feeling that something really bad was going to happen. JJ didn't want to worry Derek so she swallowed the feeling best she could and gave him a small smile to try and show him she believed him as he pulled back to search her face once more. She wasn't sure if he believed her act but he didn't say anything else on the subject. "We should get ready for work." He kissed her one last time before pulling away to climb out the bed. JJ continued to sit there as the feeling of dread built up again, worst now more than ever. "Jay?"
She quickly turned to face Derek, the question burning in his eyes as he looked at her. "I'm okay, just lost in thought. I'm coming." She gave him another fake smile before rising to get ready herself; the dread now sitting like a weight in the pit of her stomach.
Everything was so quiet for a moment you could hear a pin drop and then it was like resounding roar as JJ's world shattered in front of her. She shook violently as she stood frozen in the middle of the bullpen. Her eyes couldn't process Derek flying across the bullpen and tackling Will to the ground, his fists meeting Will's face over and over again. She was numb to everything, unable to feel Emily or Elle wrapping their arms around her as they tried to steady her, her body on the verge of collapse. Her ears could barely hear the shouts of Rossi and Jason as Hotch and Spence tried to pull Derek off of Will as Will's words continued to loop in her mind like a broken record.
"Can somebody tell me why this bastard is fucking my wife?"
A/N: Hey guys. Sorry about the delay. Holidays were pretty crazy, but it's a new year, and I'm going to try my best to update a little bit more regularly. Hope you guys enjoy the chapter. As always, please leave a review, and thank you all for your continued support.