Time
"No, I'm not happy to leave either."
Carlisle was calling the hospital. He had to tell them we're leaving.
I heard the assistant on the phone, her voice sad.
"Are you sure Doctor Cullen, We're going to miss you here." She asked. I was a 99 percent sure she meant herself in the first place as she said that.
"But we have too. Doctor Snow can replace me, can't he."
"Of course he can, but it won't be the same. There is no better doctor than you, Carlisle."
"I'm sorry Anna, We have to."
"Will you come over soon?"
"Probably not. Will you pass my greetings."
"Sure. Uhm...Goodbye than…doctor Cullen."
"Goodbye Anna, I'll miss you too."
He shut the phone and sighed.
"You're really going to miss them aren't you." Edward's voice came from behind me.
Carlisle sighed again.
"Yes, I will."
I got a strange feeling in my stomach. Like I was going to puke or something. That look on Carlisle's face, it reminded me of something.
"Mommy?" Renesmee called, she'd probably seen my expression.
She reached out for my cheek.
Everything's going to be fine, isn't it?
"Yes sweetheart," My voice broke. "It will be."
Where's Jake?
"He's thinking honey, this isn't easy for him." My voice sounded weak.
Renesmee sighed.
Suddenly I thought about another problem.
Charlie.
"When will we leave?" I asked. Suddenly fast thinking.
"Uhm, in a weak maybe two." Edward said, trying to read my face. "Why?"
"Charlie."
"He'll understand."
"Yes, I know but will he let me go without him?" I started panicking.
"He should."
"I can't think of leaving him. He'll cry Edward." My arms made panic gestures in the air.
Edward, suddenly, wrapped his arms around me. I calmed down.
Dry tears rolled over my cheeks.
"Why am I such a cry baby?"
Edward shrugged.
"I don't know." He smiled his crooked smile. My smile. "Before, you were so brave. Now, now you have what you wanted, it seems like your braveness faded with your humanity."
"I'm sorry."
"Don't be. I understand." And he did. I looked up into his eyes, and he did understand me.
Someone knocked the door.
Emmet went to get it.
As he did, Edward stiffened besides me.
"What is it?"
"Bella, don't panic."
"Who is it Edward?"
Renesmee reached out for his face.
She started smiling.
"Grandpa!" She cried out loud. Trying to get loose from Alice' arms.
My mind went black.
Why now.
Was this coincidence?
Was there even something as coincidence in this world?
I'm sorry I didn't post for a while.
And that this one isn't that long.
But I had a lot on my mind these times.
But I'll try to post more often.
I hope you still like it.
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x fien