Chapter 5

Barriers

What I had failed to see were Jacob, Sam, and Paul standing in the porch staring at us. Was that why he ran from me because at that moment nothing mattered it was as if my universe had shifted and so were my priorities. "WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN? WHY WERE YOU WITH THAT LEACH?" Jacob broke my reverie.

In this moment I felt like a seventeen-year-old girl "Jacob calm down. He's my soul mate. Remember when you imprinted and you tried to tell me how it feels. I couldn't understand at the time but now I do" I was so ecstatic to relay this news to them, they knew how I had always struggled with what I was. I was so enthralled in my bliss and the after affect Edward had on me that I failed to realize that they were not as thrilled. Their faces ranged from surprise, disgust, and the most prominent was anger. Jacob was vibrating with anger and for the first time in my life I was scared of him. I did not see the big deal but Edward had known. This would be a good enough reason for Jacob to dismiss the treaty or even see the recent event as a breach of the treaty.

He was coming closer and he was still shaking. I knew he was not in control. When he had officially became a wolf he told me that whenever he became too angry its best to never approach him. So what do I do when he's approaching me?

I didn't need to think long about that because all the sudden I was being moved around, and I looked up just to be faced with Edward's back. He let out a growl it was nothing like the one I heard in the meadow. This was terrifying and I was scared for the three of them. I knew I had nothing to fear when it came to Edward, but I couldn't say the same thing for my brothers in the opposite end.

I put my hand on his triceps and I could feel how tense his muscles were. He was about to pounce, "Edward, I'm alright. Please calm down." He closed his eyes when my hand made contact with him and in hearing my words he forced himself to rein it in. He turned his head half way to look at me, and I could see him struggling to find a solution that would keep me happy. Suddenly he looked focused on something but so did Jacob, Paul, and Sam. They looked like they were being hypnotized.

It took about five seconds, then Jacob, Paul, and Sam broke out of it, their actions identical as if it was rehearsed. Suddenly they looked at me and told me that they were worried when Renee and Charlie had phoned letting them know I went out for a run in the woods. "Well Bells, will see ya tomorrow. We got to go we have a meeting with the leaches tomorrow. Bye Bells." Said Jacob followed by Sam and Paul; I waved robotically until they disappeared. I couldn't understand what just happened. It was like Edward was invisible to them and they had forgotten everything. "Wha.. what just happened?" I was stuttering.

Edward turned around to face me his hands came to my face and wiped the tears that had leaked out without my knowledge. He was so gentle with me, and he looked at me so lovingly. But he was still tense "what's wrong" I asked getting closer to him and then I put my arms around his waist embracing him. All the tension in his body was released instantly.

"Forgive me for my departure earlier. But I did not want a dispute to arise when I have not been bestowed the goodwill to mollify myself. But they are considerate to have the fortune of your affection for that was the only instrument that saved them; I will not tolerate anyone to cause you harm." He was breathing hard trying to control himself, like the very thought of danger to me had to be terminated. Oh god, witnessing him get angry and protective is making me feel tingly; I'm not going to even mention his speech.

"What happened it was like they forgot everything?" I asked "I have recalled to you in the meadow of my ability to read minds 'among other things,' to be precise they simply don't remember ever encountering me." I looked up just in time to witness a smirk making its way on his face causing my heart to flutter even more. I couldn't help but lick my lips causing his eyes to darken. I could see the young man around my age and I could sense that this is a side of him I only have got to witness.

Suddenly he leaned down so that his lips were adjacent to my ears "does it please you when I smile love?" he whispered causing a cliché of goose bumps to sprout, and my breathing to quicken. His lips closed in on my ear lobe making me release a strangled moan, and my arms that were around his waist pulled him closer so that I could feel his body against mine. I was in heaven and in return he let out a groan. He continued his journey to my neck with his lips parted as they brushed the contours of my throat. I was panting so hard.

The spell was broken when I heard my moms voice that would not be heard had I been human but Edward and I looked to the house. When he saw me looking, he seemed confused as if things were not adding up. "One of your wolf friends was insinuating in his thoughts that you are not human. If you are not human may I ask what you identify as la mia anima gemella (my soulmate)?" "I don't know" I answered sadly. My mom called my name again and his phone rang in the same time. We both reluctantly parted with numbers being exchanged, and then he took my hand kissed the back of it. The blush rose to my cheeks. He waited until I got inside before he disappeared into the night.

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I woke up feeling refreshed. I was really curious about the meeting, but I had promised Charlie I would go fishing with him today. The meeting between the Quilettes and the Cullens was last night. He called me around 1 to tell me that everything went well and he wished me a goodnight.

Edward had told me that the only reason for his trip to Forks was the meeting. We did not talk about whether he was going to leave after they discussed the treaty. We did not need to talk about it because it was as evident as breathing. I was bound to him now as he was to me.

Yesterday he grudgingly stayed with his family. He did not want to but I thought it to be best. It was easier to tell him that over the phone had he been close it would have been very difficult to release him from my custody. When I expressed this to him his laughter boomed in the speaker of my phone. Stating he would gladly be my prisoner whenever I wanted. We talked on the phone for hours and I thought it would be best if we didn't meet since Billy was over watching the game. Once they renew the treaty the pack and I are going to have a talk. Everytime I think about how I will confront them, I remember the way they looked at me. I really need to see Edward. This intense feeling and longing is scaring me, but I dont care.

It was nine in the morning my parents were making breakfast. Renee was relaying her latest hobby and my dad seemed happy with anything that pleased her. She was a kindergarten teacher and she loved to teach yoga on the weekends. "Good morning mom. Good morning dad. Can I help?" "hey honey ready for a day of fishing?" "Yeah, dad. Just don't complain when I get more fish then you old man." He snickered. "Honey, yesterday and today you've aura to happened? I bet its a boy?" My father automatically choked on his coffee and his face was turning purple. I was scared he was going to have a heart attack. Suddenly the bell was ringing. My mom went to answer the door while I continued what Renee started and pored the mix for the pancake. Watching it heat up and trying to avoid my dad's gaze; I knew he would be able to tell something was off if I look him straight in the eye. I wanted to tell them about Edward but the truth is I was afraid.

Mom came into the kitchen with the largest and the most beautiful batch of flowers I have ever seen. She came straight to me and said, "Here honey, someone sent you these flowers. There is a letter inside for you." My mom was jumping up and down like a little girl. I took them and put them on the table taking out the envelope. My parents were watching, I took out the card.

Dear Isabella,

The few hours I spend with you are worth all the hours I spend without you. I wish to have the pleasure and honor to court you tonight. If you are willing I will be at your door by seven.

Your Always

Edward

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I confessed everything to my parents as I read his beautiful writing over and over. I showed my mom and we were going to go through my closet so we can pick a dress. Mom was going to get everything I was going to wear ready while me and dad went fishing. I had already called Edward to tell him that I accept. Dad and I were going to come home around three instead of six, giving me ample time to get ready. I didn't cancel the fishing trip. Charlie and I needed to have a heart to heart. This is going to be difficult for him, I don't think he ever thought he had to worry about this. How does he deal with his daughter not only going on a date but with a vampire? I had already called Edward to let him know that I accept his offer and I will see him at seven.

We were currently sitting on a boat. "Bells, I don't know if this is a good idea. Are you sure about his intentions? Billy described vampires to me and to tell you the truth they seem like monsters out of a nightmare. You're my daughter and I don't want anything to happen to you. How old is he? Didn't he make the treaty with Billy's dad? Oh god Bella, forget it, call and cancel this date!" By now Charlie was breathing really hard. I know how hard this is for him and I don't know how to placate him. "Dad please, please trust that I know what I'm doing. He might have existed for a long time, but he's my soul mate. It already hurts to be away from him the only thing that is placating me is that I know I will see him tonight. I feel complete, and his family doesn't drink human blood. Their like me, do you think I'm a monster?" "Its no the same thing" "yes it is dad." He remained quite and thoughtful.

"How do we know he doesn't hurt people?" "Because his eyes dad. If he drinks human blood they would change color. Your my dad, I need your approval with this."I replied. He turned his head to the left so he can look at me trying to see something. "You have my approval honey but I want to meet the young man. You understand?" "crystal." I texted Edward telling hime that my dad wanted to meet him.

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When we finally got home I ran up to my room got my towel and got in the shower. I was both excited and scared out of my mind. All I cared about was spending time with Edward. God he was beautiful. I have never been with a man, but I wanted Edward. I've been in his presence for a couple of hours and he's already turned me into a horny teenager. Maybe thats part of his power. I'm going to avoid looking into his eyes because I truly believe I will jump him not caring if there is an audience present.

I got out of the shower and blow-dried my hair. When I got into my room to see what my mom had picked out I liked what she picked. It was a cotton red dress and she got me a bra and underwear set. I knew I was blushing, they were black and lacy. Only Renee. I put everything on and went to look at my self in the long mirror in my bathroom. Thank god my parents have their own bathroom in their room. Surprisingly I looked sexy but still elegant. I want back to my room to put some eyeliner on. Renee also got me mascara, so I tried it on and it had a nice affect on my eyes. They seemed to make my eyes really pop.

I heard a car racing toward my house it caught my attention because I couldn't hear a heart beat. I guess he didn't care about human appearance because he was moving to quick. Two seconds later I heard the bell ring, and mom came into the room letting me know my dad wants a moment with him before I went down. I heard my dad go to the door, "come in son" oh no, is he seriously cleaning his gun trying to intimidate a vampire. I heard him sit on the table, I knew the sound that it made when he cleans his guns. Oh god he's doing this on purpose to embaress me. "Thank you, sir. You have a lovely home," he replied. I heard my dad gruff. "What are your intentions with my daughter?""I care a whole deal for your daughter, she is my life now. I have searched years on end for her." "I want her home by 11" "yes sir."

I had enough I started descending down the stairs before Edward has enough of pretending to be intimidated. When Edward and I finally finally catch sight of each other his breath hitches and I closed my eyes so I can have some constraint and find equilibrium. I opened my eyes and the way he was looking at me was making my ache for him. I didn't care that my dad was in the room I wanted him to ravage me right now. Fuck the date, lets find a place I can release this tension that is causing havoc to my system. All of the sudden my mom came down the stairs with camera in hand and when she finally caught sight of Edward the camera fell from her and she held her breath. I caught the camera before it met its doom "Mom breathe," oh my god they are trying to embaress me to death. I looked up and Edward had a smirk and an eyebrow raised. He looked sinful, "stupid pretty boy" my dad muttered. Edward was pretending to cough to cover his laugh "Ok we're leaving" I announced. "Wait pictures" my mom finally came to the land of the living. She made Edward and I pose a couple of time. Edward looked so amused as if he was in a circus and the whole situation was both bewildering and hilarious. I could tell he was trying to keep his composure for me. He was doing everything out of his element for me.