Myca's P.O.V

I am step out of car and as I am trying to fix my shirt, I realise that my pant leg is caught on my prosthetic, I groan very loudly before leaning down trying to fix it.

"Stupid fucking thing" I say trying to get it out

"Here let me help sweetie" Rachel says before helping me get it out

"Thanks Rach" I say tears brimming my eyes

"Awh sweetie, I have no idea how hard this is on you but Quinn and I are right here whenever you wanna talk okay?" Rachel says before giving a quick hug.

"Thank you" I whisper as she does a quick fixing of my shirt and pants again just as Quinn asks her to head inside with her, she gives me a small smile before walking over Quinn and disappearing inside the church.

"Are we going to go in mum?" I say to mum

"Yeah, it is time to say our goodbyes" Mum says before turning to me,

"You look just like your Ma, and she would be so proud of you, you know that right?" Mum says looking me up and down

"Yeah I do, but I wish we didn't have to do this" I say quietly before readjusting my pant leg

"You ready to do this Mija?" She says turning to face the church

"As ready as I will ever be" I say then I feel her wrap my arm around my shoulders and we head towards the door.

When we get inside I see all of my Aunts and Uncles, I see Puck or as I call him Noah stand up before walking over to us and giving each a hug before leading us to our seats. I sit down with Noah on my Left and my Mum on my right, I stare at my feet for a few seconds before I look up to the podium where I see a picture of her sitting across from her coffin and as I look at her smiling face, I barely notice the tears that are slowly falling down my face.

I can't remember the majority of the service, I can remember all of my family's speeches though. As Quinn finishes hers, I know I am next up and then I hear the priest start talking.

"Now, we will hear from Brittany's daughter Myca" He says before moving away from the podium.

I quietly stand up before walking up and taking my place in front of my family and friends.

"I have been thinking about what to write for this speech for weeks, but I couldn't think of a single thing because how can you prepare yourself for something like this, how can you prepare to lose your mother?

I could talk about now great a mother she was but if you knew her then you would already know that I am her pride and joy, that even if I failed she would still tell me now proud she was time after time. I know that as you all look at me, you see her standing here because as she always used to say I was her photocopy and I was her second chance to mark a on this world.

I could talk about how I miss her every second of everyday and how every time I look in the mirror that instead of seeing me I see her looking back at me with a smile that could light the night sky or that when she died I lost a piece of me that I will get back because it has gone with to wherever she is, so that every time she misses me she has a part of me there to remind her that I miss her too and the day I get to see her again, will be the day that I get that part of me back but until that happens, I have keep going knowing that somewhere and somehow that she is smiling down at me, when things get hard she will give the push I need to make it through because that is Mother's do and even though she might not be here anymore to do it herself, she will find some crazy way to do it so that I know I am never alone in this horrible world.

I could tell how I wish that it was me that died instead of her but what use will that do, it won't bring her back, it won't take away the pain that I feel every day, it wouldn't change the reason we are all here today and it sure as hell won't change the fact that I lost one of the most important people in my life and that I will never get her back.

I miss you Ma and I know you are probably yelling from wherever you are and telling us all that we will be okay but right now in this moment, we need to grieve because all us lost a friend, sister, soulmate and mother so if you could let us grieve even if it is just for today that would be great.

I Love you so much and I wish I could have to the chance to tell you that before you died but this will just have to do" I say and I realise that my tears have finally dried up as I slowly walk down to my Ma's picture and give it a small kiss before I head back to my seat.

After I sit down, Noah wraps his arms around me and pulls me into a big hug before he whispers "That was great Kiddo." I just nod my head as my eyes tear up again, I feel my mum stand up and then I hear the sound of her heels as she walks to the podium. I pull myself out of Noah's grip and turn to face my mum, as I look at her I see that she has dried tears on her face but that will change in a few moments.

Santana's P.O.V

I watch as Myca finishes up her speech before she walks down and kisses Britt's picture, She walks back to where we are sitting like a robot, I let out a small sigh as the priest walks up to the podium but I choose to ignore that when I see Puck hugging Myca before I hear whisper to her "That was great kiddo" I let out a small smile before I stand up and walk up to the podium. When I reach the top and look out into the crowd I see Kurt and Blaine, Mercedes and Sam, Puck and his girlfriend Christine, Mike and Tina, Will and Emma with their child, Coach Sue and her daughter Robin, Rachel and Quinn and then I finally look at my daughter Myca but all I can see is Britt smiling at me.

"Today is the day, we say goodbye to one of the most beautiful people in the world Brittany." I let out a small laugh before I continue my speech "I had this big speech planned where I would tell you all the great things she was and how many lives she had affected but as I look out, I realise that everyone who knew Brittany knows that she was one of a kind and how there is was no one else in this world like her except for our beautiful Daughter Myca. Brittany was the most kind hearted person in this world but more importantly she was my inspiration to become who I am today because without her I wouldn't have turned out to be who I am and I wouldn't have the family I do today. To the people who know Brittany, Myca and Me, you would know that there is nothing more important to me than them even now as I stand here saying goodbye to my Wife, my soulmate and more importantly the mother to my child. Brittany was a bright light in this horrible place, she shouldn't have died so early in her but if I know Brittany which I do, she wouldn't want us to crying over her rather she would want us to be celebrating her life because she got everything she ever wanted out of it. So today we can grieve because we have lost such a beautiful person but tomorrow we have to smile and make her proud because even though she may not be here anymore, she is with us in our hearts and in all our memories we have with her. I love you so much Britts and one day I will be able to hold you again but for now I will have make do with our memories until I see you again and I will try to get there as soon as I possibly can, but first I have to look after our daughter and make sure that she is brought up the way you always intended." I say with tears running down my face, I walk down to where she is and place a kiss on her picture before heading back to my seat.

I wrap my arms around Myca and Pull her into a long hug before I whisper to her.

"I am sorry for not being here when you need me" I say to her as I say holding her tight.

"It's okay mum, you lost her too" she whispers back to me before she hugs me back

"No, we both lost her" I say placing a kiss on her forehead, I see out of corner of eye that Quin is smiling at me.