Holy Scheiße! I just realized I hadn't updated in like FOR EVER! I'm so sorry about that! I just started at medical school and it has been stressing as hell!
I JUST wrote this chapter just to make sure you all sure I'm still here!

Disclaimer: I still don't own anything, TMI belongs to Cassandra Clare... Other than Josh and Lilac, of course.

5. Chapter

"Oh God," Alec moaned and tightened his grip on the cold surface of the chair. Magnus had taken him to the doctor, who was in fact a very good friend of his. It was a woman called, Catarina Loss. Her hair was a light blue color and was pulled up in a messy bun, and her lips were a dark shade of red. She was very friendly and made random jokes. Alec wasn't sure it was something intern between Magnus and her, or if she was trying to make him feel better.

"Don't worry," she said and smiled sweetly and turned on her chair, with gloves on and a fresh needle in her hand. "It's just like getting pinched. You won't feel a thing."

"I don't mind blood and all that," Alec said and shook his head. "It's just the fact getting something in me, there is going to suck out my blood. That freaks me out."

"We can try on Toto first," Lilac said and showed Alec her blue teddy bear. It was very old and had a sewn on eye patch. "Toto always tries first and then me. It always makes me feel better."

"Erm… okay," Alec said and looked up at Magnus who just smiled at his daughter. He let Lilac jump down from his lap and she walked over to Alec. She gave Catarina Toto, and Catarina smiled sweetly at the little girl. Catarina placed Toto on her lap and slowly put the needle into Toto's arm.

"See, nice and easy," she said and looked at Alec, who just starred back, not sure what to say in a situation like this. Was he suppose to say, 'nice one teddy' or 'what a good teddy you are Toto.' Alec wasn't good with situations like this. He was good playing with kids and that was all. She took the needle out and grabbed a Hello Kitty bandage and placed it on Toto's arm. "And I'm sure Toto is very healthy." Lilac giggled and she grabbed Alec's hand and slowly caressed his knuckles.

"Now it's Alec's turn," she said and looked at Alec. "I will hold your hand. Daddy holds my hand when I don't like something." Alec looked down at her small fingers grabbing tightly around his hand and he couldn't help but feel warm inside and smile at her. Catarina took a new needle and Alec watched her every move. She slowly pushed the needle inside and Alec had to look away as the needle penetrated his skin. He bit his bottom lip at the pinching feeling and the feeling of his blood being sucked into the needle. Lilac was slowly caressing Alec's knuckles and she kept smiling at him.

"There we go," Catarina said and smiled, removing the needle. She grabbed a cotton pad and placed it on the crook of the elbow. Alec bend his arm and captured the pad.

"You were so good, Alec," Lilac said and she tip-toed and gave Alec a kiss on the cheek. "It's a kiss of good health. Daddy always does it." Alec blinked and blushed at her sweet words. He slowly nodded and glanced slowly at Magnus who just smiled and tried to hold back a laugh. Lilac looked at them both, before saying.
"Daddy you should kiss Alec too," she said and Alec's head snapped back to Lilac. "Alec wants you to kiss him. Don't you, Alec?"

"Erm… errr, I-" Alec stammered and blushed harder and looked back at Magnus who looked surprised himself. "Wh- why would you think that?"

"You always look at Daddy. And daddy always looks at you. And daddy talks about you when you're not here with us, an-"

"Lilac," Magnus interrupted and his face was red. "I'll give him a kiss okay?" Lilac smiled and tightened her grip on Alec's hand. Magnus got up on his feet and slowly walked towards Alec. He leaned down and placed a kiss on Alec's cheek. It lasted longer than a normal kiss on the cheek would. It was sweet and soft. Alec closed his eyes and unconsciously leaned into the kiss. Magnus leaned away and they locked eyes, and Alec's eyes glanced down at Magnus's lips and he licked his lips. Magnus looked down too and his eyes narrowed when he saw Alec's tongue dart out and lick his lips.

"Helloooo," Someone sing-songed and they both turned their heads and looked at Catarina who smirked at them. "Don't start to make-out. This is a professional working place." Magnus snorted and leaned away from Alec, and Alec blinked himself awake and missed the closeness of Magnus.

"What does 'making-out' mean?" Lilac asked and tilted her head.

"Nothing, sweetheart," Magnus said and glared at Catarina.

"You always say that," Lilac pouted. "Like when you talk about sex or say dic-"

"Lilac!" Magnus gasped and his eyes went wide. "Do- Don't ever speak those words!" Lilac blinked in surprise and looked up at Alec.

"Are they bad words?" She asked and Alec looked down at her and realized she was still holding his hand. "Because daddy wont tell me."

"They are bad words," Alec said. "Your daddy wont tell you what they mean because they are very, very bad."

"Really?" Lilac asked and her eyes went wide. "Wow." Alec giggled and shook his head. She was so cute. Catarina removed the pad and brought some bandage.

"You can choose which one you want," she said and showed them a box with bandages.

"I think you should choose Hello Kitty," Lilac said and grabbed a pink bandage with a kitty face on it. "It's very pretty. And you're pretty."

"Uuuh, she's flirting with your man, Magnus," Catarina said and laughed.

"She doesn't even know what flirting is," Magnus said and crossed his arms. "Also, Alec's isn't my man." At least not yet, he thought, but he kept that to himself. Lilac opened the bandage and placed it on Alec's arm, covering up the small spot of blood. Alec smiled fondly at her and got up on his feet, without letting her hand go.

"The result will come in a week," she said and placed the box on the table. "I will, of course, call you up, personally, and tell you the news."

"Thank you so much for doing this," Alec said and leaned in and gave her a hug.

"Anything for friends of Magnus," she looked at Magnus and winked at him. Magnus rolled his eyes and Alec looked at them both, confused. Again, it must be some kind of intern joke.

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The sun was at its highest and they all agreed to go for a walk in the park and eventually they decided to go to the zoo. Alec hadn't been in the zoo for years and he felt like a little kid again as they entered. There was so many things and animals to see. Alec ran over to the monkey cage and starred at them.

"And I thought Lilac was an issue," Magnus said and chuckled behind Alec. "She always runs straight away." Alec blushed and looked down at Lilac who was holding her father in her right hand and Toto in her left.

"Erm, it's just been awhile," Alec said and leaned away from the fence there was putting a distance for the humans and the animals. "Sorry."

"You can hold my hand," Lilac said and she gave Toto to Alec and grabbed his free hand with her left hand. "Now you wont run away." Alec looked up at Magnus and couldn't help but smile. They all walked around, looking at the animal, walking hand in hand with Lilac between them. She swung herself in their hands, and Alec and Magnus both helped her fly up from the ground. She laughed and giggled, and she kept going faster and faster with the swinging.

"Aaaw, this is so cute," an older woman said and they all turned around. "Look at this." She looked down at Lilac and smiled at her. Lilac moved to hide behind her fathers leg and starred up at the stranger.

"Erm thank you," Alec said, not so sure what was so cute.

"Where did you two adopt? I'm looking for and agency for my two gay friends," she said and looked at them both. "How long have you two been together? I mean you have a child and you-" She pointed at Alec who just starred dumbfounded at her. "- you look young. Like college young."

"Erm, I go to college," he said and scratched his neck, feeling Toto against his back.

"Oh…" She said and looked a little hesitant. "Oh well, no judgment. I think it's wonderful with young parents."

"Parents?" Alec said and raised an eyebrow. And suddenly it hit him, she thought they were together and that Lilac was their child. They were both holding her hands, and she was walking between them and they did seem like a couple. Alec's body felt hot and suddenly the sun became hotter than before. "I'm not her parent. I'm her babysitter."

"Oh-" The woman looked confused and looked at Magnus. "I'm so sorry. I thought you two-" She pointed at them both and laughed nervously. "I'm very sorry. But let me just tell you, that I think you're very cute together." She walked pass them but not before flashing Lilac a smile.

"Well that was awkward," Magnus said and laughed. Alec blushed and nodded slowly. He looked over at Magnus and tried to see if they did look cute together. Magnus was so beautiful. He was like a Greek God or something. How could they both look cute together? Alec looked like a simple human next to him. Sometimes there were days where Alec tried to look at himself and tell himself he was beautiful. It was something Jace had told him to do. But he felt stupid talking to himself in the mirror and telling himself how beautiful he looked.

They started walking and they found a small green area and they sat down. Lilac had gotten a small sandwich and she was running around with a few other kids. Alec was sitting awkwardly next to Magnus. Magnus was leaning back on his hands and looking up at the sky. His eyes were closed and his skin gleamed in the sunlight.

"Did you have fun today?" He suddenly asked, and Alec looked away and nodded before he realized Magnus couldn't see him.

"Yes, it was very nice," he said and played with his sweater. Magnus opened an eye and looked at Alec.

"Aren't you sweating in that big thing?"

"Is it that obvious?" Alec asked and chuckled nervously. Magnus smiled and leaned away and dragged his bag across the grass and opened it. He pulled up a dark red t-shirt up and threw it at Alec.

"Take this on instead," he said and Alec blinked down at the t-shirt. "I always have one extra. You never know what can happened when you have Lilac around." Alec took the shirt in his hands and the fabric was soft and it smelled like Magnus. He grabbed the edge of his sweater and pulled it over, feeling the sunlight against his bare skin. He threw the sweater and looked at Magnus. Magnus's eyes was scanning down his body and it looked like he concentrated. As if he was trying to remember every single detail. His eyes slowly danced up and made eye contact with Alec.

"Or maybe you should just sit like this," Magnus said and smiled. "You have nothing to be embarrassed about. You look good. You should show off that body of yours. Besides, you could use some color." Alec looked down at himself, he wasn't sure if he should sit like this. He felt naked and exposed, and people were staring at him. But he liked the way Magnus had looked at him and he wouldn't mind Magnus to keep looking at him like that. He put the red shirt away and leaned back on his hands and looked up at the sun. It was warm against him and he felt his body heat up. He opened his eyes and looked down at himself to make sure he wasn't getting red.
He turned his head to ask if Magnus had any sunscreen when a pair of wet and hot lips crashed against his own. Alec gasped in surprise and almost fell backwards. Magnus pulled away and pressed his lips together in a tight line. He looked surprised and he stared confused at Alec.

"Fuck," he mumbled. "I didn't mean to do that. It's just you're so sweet and so damn hot! And here you are, sitting, half naked in front of me and I just coul-" Alec leaned forward and gabbed Magnus face in both hands and pressed his lips to Magnus's. Magnus moaned in surprise and his hand found Alec's waist. He opened his mouth against Magnus's and it felt amazing. It fitted so perfectly. Magnus tongue darted out and slid against Alec's. He moaned against Magnus, and his hand moved behind his neck to pull him closer. Their mouths opened wider and their kiss became more passionate. Magnus's nails scrapped against Alec's skin, and his hips arched up in response. He never wanted it to end.

"Are you two kissing?" Alec and Magnus pulled apart abruptly, and they saw Lilac, who stood in front of them with mud on her knees and Toto.

"Lilac," Magnus breathed out and looked over at Alec and back at his daughter. "We- we were just-"

"-Kissing?" Lilac asked again and she smiled wider. "You two were kissing!" People around them looked over at them and Alec ducked his head, trying to hide himself.

"Lilac, not so loud," Magnus said trying to have a parenting voice but he couldn't help but smile.

"You two were kissing," she whispered. "Daddy says you only kiss the one you love. Do you love Alec, daddy?"

"Erm…" Alec looked over at Magnus, and was afraid of what he was going to say. He didn't want Magnus to say he was in love with him just to please his daughter. "I'm in love with him," he said and looked directly at Alec. "But I'm waiting for the right time to tell him, when I'm completely sure." Alec blushed and bit his bottom lip. That was a good safe. Alec knew he was telling him he liked him and Alec wanted to tell him ditto, but it didn't feel like the right time. Lilac beamed and sat down between them.

"Oh no, you're bleeding again," Lilac said and her fingers touched his waist. Alec jumped at her cold and wet fingers and looked down, seeing the scratches from Magnus's nail on his skin.

"I'm just going to-" he mumbled the rest and grabbed the red shirt and pulled it on, covering himself up.

"Bummer," Magnus said and Alec looked over at him. He smiled and shrugged, and leaned back again. Alec did the same and he felt fingers play with his, and he didn't have to look to know it was Magnus. They hooked their pinky's together. Lilac was sitting between them sharing her food and she talked about Toto and all the animals they had seen. All in all, this had been amazing day, even though it started out not so great, it turned out amazing. Alec glanced down at their fingers hooked together and he couldn't help but blush. And they stayed like this until they went their separated ways.

Soooo, I thought I owned you all a Malec kiss! And honestly it also fitted perfectly in this situation! I really like their first kiss! And how sweet is Lilac? She's totally shipping Malec with us! Adorable!

So review, because I love them! And I read them, like, over and over again! And also I would like to see how many of you is still with me after this long!

Thank you for all your support this far! I hoped you enjoyed this chapter!
Btw, sorry for any typos... I really did just write it and posted it...