This is the LONGEST chapter I've ever made! It's well deserved, because seriously, you guys! THANK YOU SO MUCH for those reviews and we reached a 100! YAY! I'm so happy for that! My plan was actually to post this chapter when we did, without telling you guys, so SURPRISE!
BUT mostly i wanted this posted fast, because i could tell a lot of you were worried for Lilac, and that was so sweet, so here it is, and now you will know what happened!

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9. Chapter

Jace had insisted on going with Alec. And Alec didn't argue with that. In fact, he really wanted Jace to be there with him. Alec hated hospitals. He hated the color white. It reminded him of death.

They ran down the hall and found Magnus standing against the wall. He was biting his fingernails and his foot was tapping the floor. Alec ran towards him and it was like Magnus knew he was there because he turned around. He looked more relived as he laid eyes on Alec and he leaned away from the wall. Alec ran into Magnus's arms and held him in a tight embrace. Magnus held him back and buried his head into Alec's hair. Alec took a deep breath and breathed out, before asking the difficult question.

"What happened?" He whispered and Magnus gulped, leaning away.

"It's stupid. It's all my fault," he mumbled and looked at Alec. "She asked to see her mom. I don't know why, but she just did. And I just got mad, though I always told myself it would be okay for her to see her mom. I just think it was because of the story I told her yesterday and every memory just came flowing back." Alec bit his bottom lip and grabbed Magnus's hands. "I told her she was being ridiculous. And she got so upset and she ran out of the door and I ran after her, telling her to come back. And she just screamed 'I hate you daddy. I hate you.' And before I could stop her she fell down the stairs. And she split her eyebrow and lip. And her hands were scraped." He shook his head and took his hands out of Alec's grip and drew them through his hair.

"It's not your fault, Magnus," Alec said and watched as Magnus was about to break down. "Have you seen her? I mean, is she okay?"

"They wont let me see her!" He yelled and some of the nurses turned around. "I don't know why. I'm her god damn father and I should be there for her." He turned around and walked up the counter and leaned over, making the poor nurse roll back in her chair with wide eyes. He was about to say something when Alec placed a hand on his shoulder.

"Can you give us an update on Lilac-" Alec stopped and looked up at Magnus. He wasn't sure what Lilac's full name was.

"Lilac Bane," Magnus helped and looked pleadingly at the nurse. The nurse rolled back slowly and started to type on her computer.

"Doktor Slough is examining her right now," she said and looked at Alec. "He will be with you in a minute, I promise. And, also, your daughter looked fine." Magnus sighed and looked away. He leaned against the counter with his elbows and threw his head back.

"I hope your daughter is fine," Jace said, and Magnus looked at Jace, obviously confused.

"Oh, erm, this is my friend," Alec said and walked to Jace's side. "Jace Heorndale." Magnus blinked, like he had to be sure who was standing in front of him. Alec wasn't surprised. People always reacted like that when they saw Jace. They were surprised and blinded. He was beautiful, and elegant and that was one of the reasons that Alec was once in love with him. Jace was golden, with striking golden eyes and pretty blond hair. He looked proud and confident when he walked and talked. He knew who he was and he loved himself.

"Hello," Magnus said. "And thank you." Jace made a small smile and shifted on his feet before turning to Alec. He nodded his head over at the coffee machine and Alec nodded, just to assure him that it was okay for him to go. Jace walked pass him and towards the coffee machine. Alec turned to Magnus and grabbed his hands. He didn't know what to say or do, because he had no idea what Magnus was going through. He had never experienced any of his siblings getting into an accident. Maybe the only accident, was when they were younger, Izzy and Alec always dared each other. Alec had once dared Izzy to use a staple and stuck it to her eyebrow. And Izzy, did it, obviously. And that was the worse thing Alec had ever experienced, her cries of pain and his parents angry screams. Though after Izzy had gotten it out she was proud she had done it and Alec bought her an ice cream. And to that day today, she has two small scars on her eyebrow shaped like small dots.

Magnus stood still, holding Alec's hands carefully in his hands. He didn't want to hold to tight, if the doctor came out. Because when he did he had to be fast on his feet and not having Alec pulled along. He was also pleased Alec didn't speak or looked at him. He looked distant, looking at his golden friend, though he wasn't really looking at him, it was like he was remembering something. Magnus was curious to what it was but didn't dare to ask.

"Magnus Bane?" A man asked and Magnus's head snapped to the side. He let Alec's hands go and ran over to the doctor.

"Is she okay?" He asked, his hands holding against each other tight, like a knot. "Will you let me see her now?"

"She's fine," the doctor said and looked down at his clipboard. "She has a few small scrapes on her palms. Her lip will heal just fine, but she needed stitches on her eyebrow."

"Why the hell didn't you call for me, when you had to sew up my daughter!" Magnus screamed. "I should have been there for her. Holding her hand…" He sniffed and covered his eyes in the crook of his elbow. Alec walked up to Magnus's side and touched his shoulder gently.

"She told us not to call you," the doctor said and looked pale.

"Where is she?" Alec asked and the doctor glanced over at him and narrowed his eyes. Alec was afraid he was going to snap something at him, but if this stupid doctor had the nerves to do so, Alec wouldn't hesitate to snap back.

"This way," the doctor mumbled and turned on his feet. Alec grabbed Magnus's arm, removing it from his teary eyes and held him tight against his body. They started to follow the old and grumpy doctor and he walked them down the white hall, it didn't take them long until they reached a door and the doctor gestured for them to enter. Magnus ran inside and slunged the curtain aside, seeing Lilac sitting on the small bed. She looked up surprised and when she saw it was her dad, she teared up.

"Daddy!" She cried and ran over to him and Magnus fell down on his knees and let her run into his arms.

"Oh my god," he mumbled into her dark hair. "You scared me so much."

"I'm so sorry, daddy," Lilac said and leaned away and used her arm to dry of the tears there was covering her beautiful face. "I don't hate you, daddy. I love you. I'm sorry I didn't listen to you."

"Shhh," he said and grabbed her face, caressing her cheekbones with his thumbs. "I love you, sweetheart. And don't be sorry, this is not your fault. I'm sorry I got angry when you asked about your mother." Magnus glanced down at the ground and back up. "I- I just miss her and I see her in you. And I love her and I'm mad at her for not staying with me. With us. I never thought you would like to see your mom now."

"I want to see my mommy because you loved her. I want to love her too. I want to have loved her too, daddy," Lilac said, and Magnus blinked at his daughter, clearly shocked by her words. "I want to meet her, and tell her I love her and then I want to go home with you daddy." Magnus removed his hands and smiled slowly. He grabbed his daughter's hand and placed it on his cheek, kissing the crook in her palm.

"Why are you so smart?" He asked chuckled. "You didn't get that from me or your mother."

"I read," she said proudly. "And you're smart daddy." Magnus smiled softly, and lifted her up, and carried her to the bed. She sat down on the edge and Magnus removed some of her hair, looking at her eyebrow. It was bruised and was turning a blue and purple color. It looked sore and painful, but Lilac seemed untouched. He could see the stitches and touched them gently with his fingertips. Her lip was bruised and was starting to scab, very very slowly. He grabbed her hands and turned them over and looked at the bloody lines painted on each palm. He looked back up a this daughter, she smiled proudly at him and he tried to hold back his tears.

"Don't cry daddy," she said and her smile disappeared. "Why are you crying? Is it because I don't look like a princess anymore?" Her voice cracked and Magnus heard a hitching sound behind and glanced over his shoulder seeing Alec leaning against the wall behind them. He looked back at his daughter and placed her hands down on her knees.

"You're still the most beautiful princess up to the moon and back again," Magnus said and leaned in, giving her a small kiss on her cheek. The door opened behind them and all three of them jumped in surprised. This time it was a young nurse who entered. It was a tall boy, with ash blond hair and grey eyes. He had a huge smile on his lips, showing off his unrealistic white teeth. He walked pass Alec, and when Magnus thought he was going to come over to them the nurse stopped and took a few steps back.

"Hi, I'm Christoph," he said and took out his hand for Alec to shake. Alec looked surprised by the gesture but took the hand anyway.

"Alec," he said and took away his hand.

"Alec? Is that short for Alexander?" Alec raised his eyebrow and nodded. "Hm, nice. Well, you can call me Chris." He winked at Alec, and Alec looked startled and blushed. Magnus narrowed his eyes as the nurse went over to Lilac.

"How is our strong little girl?" He asked and looked at Lilac's wounds. "You have a strong little princess, you know. She wanted to do this all by herself because she knew her daddy didn't like the sight of blood and needles." Lilac smiled up at the nurse as he examined her.

"Is that right," Magnus said and straightened up and crossed his arms over his chest

"That is so right," the nurse said in a cheerful voice. He leaned away from Lilac and started to scribble down on a piece of paper on his clipboard, but not before giving Alec a small glance. "Well, this lovely warrior is ready to go home. Make sure she get's lots of rest for a couple of days, and if she starts feeling dizzy, please do call us." He gave Magnus a wide smile, and it almost looked fake. He walked towards Alec and ripped off the corner of the paper and held it for Alec.

"And as for you. You can call me about anything," he smirked at Alec, who blushed even harder. He leaned forward and for a brief and horrible second Magnus thought he was going to kiss Alec. And Alec, being all red and flushed would, probably, not have the power to push him away. He tugged the number down Alec's pocket and let his finger trail up, lifting up Alec's shirt and touching the pale skin. Alec jumped and for a second Magnus thought he was going to explode. That's how red he was.

"You can't do that," Lilac said and Magnus turned to look at his daughter. She had arms crossed over her chest, the same way Magnus always did, and she pouted, and looked mad. "Alec is my daddy's boyfriend. You can't touch him, only my daddy and me are allowed." The nurse pulled back and looked at Lilac.

"Oh," he said and looked at Magnus, who grinned back.

Ha. In your ugly and fake face.

"I didn't know you two were together," the nurse continued and turned to look at Alec. Alec blinked and glanced back at the nurse. He slowly tugged his hands down his pocket and gave the number back to the man. The nurse took it, clearly embarrassed and walked out.

"Well that was just unprofessional," Magnus said and took Lilac's hand, letting her jump down from the bed. They walked over to a still, flushed and surprised Alec. "Though I don't blame him. Who would ever want to miss the opportunity to give you their number." Alec glanced up at Magnus and smiled shyly.

"I'm sorry about that," Alec mumbled and looked at Lilac's outstretched hand. He took it with a smile and Lilac smiled brightly. "I-umm…"

"No apology accepted," Magnus said and leaned in, biting his bottom lip. "I'm just honored to have such a hot boyfriend. Though I would love for you to push them away and tell them you're taken." Alec blushed, Omg had he just called me his boyfriend? Alec hummed and nodded slowly, before leaning in, capturing Magnus's lips.
He was so pleased that Magnus had called him his boyfriend. That they didn't need any words to say that they both agreed. Alec didn't have to say anything. For now, he would just stick to kissing his beautiful and sexy boyfriend. Though this kiss felt different, his butterflies in his stomach had multiplied and he felt all giggly. He pulled away with a shy smile on his lips. Magnus giggled and leaned in for a quick kiss, before he dragged them both out of the hospital.

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When they got out they were greeted by a confused and frustrated Jace. He had tried to find them and had thought something awful had happened. Of course, Alec apologized and Jace told him he could make it up to him by meeting Clary tomorrow. Alec gladly accepted and they went their separate ways.

They had stopped for ice-cream and Lilac had chosen whatever she wanted. She had chosen a mint chocolate chip ice-cream, Magnus had chosen a cherry ice-cream and Alec had thanked no. It wasn't like he wanted ice-cream, he loved ice-cream he just didn't feel like it. They were all sitting on a carpet on the floor, surrounded by pillows. Lilac was leaning against the many pillow, eating her ice-cream like it was her last food. Her mouth was covered in the green ice-cream and a chocolate chip in the corner of her mouth.

Magnus chuckled and shook his head before taking a spoon of his cherry ice-cream and stuffed his mouth with it. Alec was sitting opposite Magnus, hugging his legs against his chest.

"You're sure you wont have any?" Magnus asked and licked his lips. Alec shook his head as his eyes was glued to Magnus's lips.

He bet they tasted like cherry.

"You can eat anything you want, Alec," Lilac said, her mouth full. "You're not fat. Though people who has a little more fat than others can eat too. They should eat. Maybe not ice-cream." Alec chuckled and grabbed the spoon Magnus had given him just in case. He gave it to Lilac and she grabbed it and plunged it down her ice-cream, getting a big chunk. She gave it back to Alec and Alec grabbed the spoon, looking down at the big green chunk of ice-cream. He darted his tongue out and licked slowly. It tasted strong of mint and a little mix of chocolate. He narrowed his eyes and covered the chunk with his mouth, letting his lips slide up. It tasted so good. He moaned and licked his licks before going for another round. He heard a cough and looked up, seeing Magnus watching him. Alec finished licking his lips and blushed.

"You like it?" Magnus asked and chuckled. Alec blushed and nodded slowly.

"It's very cold, " he said and took the last piece of ice-cream into his mouth. "And tasty."

"Yay," Lilac said and sighed before falling back into the pillows, her hand on her belly. "I can't no more, daddy." She put the lid on and placed the small bucket on the ground.

"You've almost eaten the entire thing, sweetheart," Magnus said and looked at how tired Lilac looked.

"Yeah," she mumbled her eyes fluttering. Magnus placed his ice-cream on the ground and walked over to Lilac. He pulled her up from the ground, holding her bridal style. He disappeared down the hall and into her room. Alec sighed and looked around the living room. He saw the picture of Magnus and Camille.

And I love her and I'm mad at her for not staying with me.

The words Magnus had said in the hospital replayed in his mind. Yes of course Magnus loved Camille, she was his first love and they had a child together. But he seemed so sad when he told Lilac about it. How he missed her and how he saw Camille in her. Though Alec wasn't so sure where, because he was pretty sure Lilac looked more like Magnus. Except the eyes, they looked like Camille's. But really, did Magnus still love Camille a little more than he should? If he found her, would he leave Alec and stay with her? They were a family, they had a family and if you have the opportunity to recreate that you don't toss it aside like a piece of curled paper.

"What are you thinking about?" Magnus asked as he came back. He sat down, right in front of Alec and placed his hands on Alec's knees, rubbing them up and down.

"Are you going to find her?" Alec asked, his voice sounding a little distant. He looked at Magnus, not sure what else to say. He didn't want to ask the question he had been questioning himself, because if he did he would need an answer and he wasn't sure if he would like the answer.

"I know where she is," Magnus said and sighed, his hands stopping up at Alec's thighs. "She lives in Paris. But I'm not sure where. I'll just have to do some research. Do whatever I can to found her. Lilac needs to see her."

"I understand," Alec mumbled and rubbed his neck. "But aren't you worried that Camille would like some sort of connection to her afterwards? What if she tries to get custody?" Magnus raised a confused eyebrow.

"Why would she do that?" Magnus asked and removed his hands. "She didn't want anything to do with Lilac then, why would she want anything to do with her now?"

"I don't know," Alec mumbled and shrugged. "I just don't want anything to happen to you. I don't want you to be upset. Like today." Magnus smiled wryly and touched Alec's cheek.

"You're sweet, but you shouldn't think about that," Magnus said and leaned in. "All you have to worry about is college and the fact that you make me happy." Alec flushed and leaned into the warmth of Magnus's hands. He felt like his body was melting and his heart skipped a beat. It pounded against his chest, and at first it felt painful because he felt like he could barely breath, but it made his body all warm and jelly. He was so much in love with Magnus that it might give him a heart attack.

"Now," Magnus said and turned around, crawling over the blanket. Leaving Alec a full view of his perfect round ass in his skintight jeans. Magnus came back with the small bucket of ice-cream and moved his finger over the surface. The tip turned pink and Magnus moved it up to Alec's mouth. "I think you should taste this." Alec leaned forward and licked the tip of Magnus's finger, tasting the cherry. He glanced up at Magnus who smiled widely at him, and Alec took in the entire finger. He kept his eyes at Magnus, and tried to hold back his blush. Magnus bit his bottom lip, still smiling, as Alec sucked all the way down to the knuckle and back up. He let Magnus's finger go and licked his upper lip.

"Very good," Alec said, liking the combination of the cherry and Magnus's sweet taste. Magnus glanced down at the bucket and slid his finger over the surface again and placed some of the cherry ice-cream on his lips. He grabbed Alec's neck and pulled him in for a kiss. Alec moaned and pushed Magnus down against the blanket.

Alec knew he should taste the ice-cream but all he tasted was Magnus. Magnus's sweet and soft lips against his own. His lips covering his own and as Magnus kissed him and he kissed back.

Everything felt right. Everything was right in the world.

Alec arched his back, his crotch sliding against Magnus's. The kiss became more heated and passionate, as their tongues darted out, both sliding against each other. Magnus gasped and his hands went down to Alec's waist, holding him close.

"Oh god," he moaned as Alec's mouth made small trails of kisses down his neck. Alec smiled against the flushed caramel skin and sucked on the small curve of Magnus's neck. He grabbed the skin hard, in between his lips, and sucked hard. Magnus groaned and arched his hip up. Alec kept sucking at the spot. He bit down onto the skin there was between his teeth.

"Shit, Alec," Magnus gasped and grabbed Alec's neck, pulling him in closer. Alec moaned and moved away, looking down at the beautiful and red mark he had left on Magnus's pretty skin. He leaned down and licked it, feeling Magnus shiver underneath him. He started to unbutton the vest he was wearing and then the shirt, pulling away the fabric to get a closer view of this beautiful man's body. Every muscle was so defined and brought to life by the sky light, making it's way into the living room. Alec moved his hands up the defined stomach and up to his chests. He was smooth and hairless, and so, so, beautiful. He moved his hands back down and unbuckled his belt. Magnus hummed and moved his hips up, to make it easy for Alec to pull down his pants. He pulled them down with difficulties, seeing that Magnus wasn't wearing any underwear. He gulped at the sight in front of him.

He was erect and leaking, and big. It was long, not too thick, actually he had the perfect length and shape. The night before he hadn't paid much attention to what Magnus had looked like, besides it was dark, so he had only seen a shadow. He was framed with a small amount of dark hair, and it made Alec blush. Every other guy he had been with had been hairless, almost like little boys, like himself. Maybe that was a teen thing or maybe Alec just scored very badly. But this, almost made him feel like a man.

He touched it gently, and Magnus jumped and looked down at Alec. He grabbed the base and moved down, licking the leaking head. It was sweet and salty, and Alec sucked in the head. He hummed around it and closed his eyes, making sure he enjoyed every bit. But also, hoping that Lilac wouldn't interrupt them, again, again. Magnus moaned and he grabbed the blanket tightly in his hands. Alec went all the way down to where his hands were tightly wrapped around Magnus's dick. He went up and down, and sucked as hard as he could. His saliva was covering up the skin as he bobbed his head up and down.

"God, this feels… ngh… so good," Magnus moaned, his voice distant and he grabbed onto Alec's hair. He moved Alec's head up and down. And Alec didn't mind. He loved how Magnus took control on how fast and slow he wanted it. Alec started to twitch his hand, feeling the skin getting heated underneath his palm. This was the best and first blowjob he had ever given. "Alec… Oh god… I- I'm coming!" He slung his arm over his mouth, to cover up his cries. Alec kept sucking until he felt warm and wet fluid shoot into his mouth. He stopped and hummed, as he drank every single drop. He moved up, wrapping his lips tightly around the shaft. He went off with a pop and licked his lips as he looked down at Magnus's dick.

"I've never done that," Alec mumbled and licked his lips another time. Magnus blinked, looking completely dazed as he glanced at Alec. He leaned up on his elbows and smiled at Alec.

"Well, you were very good," Magnus said and then suddenly his smile disappeared and he hit Alec on the shoulder.

"Ow," Alec yelped and grabbed his shoulder. "What was that for?"

"Lilac could have seen this," Magnus said and covered himself up with a pillow.

"But she didn't."

"But she could have."

"But. She. Didn't," Alec said and laughed.

"Fine," Magnus said and laughed too. "But next time, let's be a little more subtle."

"Next time?" Alec said and giggled as Magnus moved up and arched his back, embracing Alec's neck and holding him close.

"How about we start right now?" Magnus said and pushed his hips forward, his crotch connection to Alec's erection. "Is there something else you haven't tried?"

"Errr…" Alec blushed as Magnus rolled his hips against his. "Getting a- a blowjob." Magnus bit his bottom lip seductively and got up on his feet.

"Well, how about we change that?" He took out his hand for Alec to take. "But this time, we take it to the bedroom."

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