Yay long chapter for you guys because of my absent! I'm done with my assignment, all that is left is the goddamn presentation on Wednesday and then I'm going to be able to work better on this story! This chapter is written over a long period towards this day, and I've done my best to make it work and understandable!
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Warnings: erm... gay sex... But that's yum, or else you guys wouldn't be here... but now your sweet malec heart are prepared

15. Chapter

Magnus gnawed his bottom lip and glanced towards Alec and his daughter. They were both to occupied with drawing. They were smiling and giggling at each other, and sometimes Alec would fix Lilac's ponytail. He already showed a fatherly interaction, the things Alec did was things Magnus did. And it pleased Magnus that Alec got along with his daughter.

He turned his attention back to the message from the mother to his daughter. There was no way he was going to deny Camille her wish, besides Lilac wanted to meet her. And the sooner the better, the only problem was he wasn't expecting getting close to someone before that happened. And here was this blue-eyed Angel, who cared about him and trusted him. Magnus sighed and started to type.

Dear Camille Belcourt

Thank you for the fast reply. I can gladly inform you that me and Lilac will be arriving on Monday. What time is not yet decided. 4 days sound perfect and I can't wait for you to meet Lilac.

Best,

Magnus Bane

Magnus sighed again and rubbed his temples. He sounded so formal and cold, like he didn't care. But he did care, but he couldn't dare himself to say love or that he missed her, because deep inside he did. But it was so deep that it was hidden and too rough to even write.

"Is everything okay?" Magnus jumped and slammed his computer shut and looked up and saw Alec look down at him.

"Why of course, darling," Magnus said and took Alec's hand and pulled him down next to him. "Got any plans the next couple of days?" He leaned in and gave Alec a sweet and long kiss.

When they finally pulled apart, Alec bit his bottom lip and shrugged. "I might have to hang out with my sister on Monday, because she leaves," Alec snuggled closer and touched Magnus' thigh with his free hand. "Why? Got any more toys to show me?" Magnus chuckled and glanced behind Alec towards his daughter. She didn't seem to notice them, her eyes were starring down at the paper, focused.

"Maybe," Magnus said and slid down, letting Alec's hand slide higher. "You want to play some more?" Alec choked on a laugh and blushed.

"Sorry," he said and bit his bottom lip. "Whenever I try to speak sexy, I fail."

"You did good kid," Magnus said and rumbled Alec's hair. Alec snorted and rolled his eyes, before leaning in for another kiss.

"No but seriously, why?" He asked again. "I heard you sigh out loud and you seem pretty frustrated."

"Yeah well," Magnus took Alec's hand there was on his thigh, and intertwined their fingers. "I might be going away on Monday. For 4 days." Alec blinked and raised an eyebrow.

"Oh," he said and sounded confused. "Why?" The question couldn't be dodged, and Magnus wanted to scream. He didn't want to tell Alec he had to go to Paris to his ex lover and the mother of his child, so Camille and Lilac could bond. He didn't want Alec to question him or get upset.

"Paris," Magnus mumbled and looked down at their hands, like it was his lifeline. Which it probably were. "Camille invited me and Lilac to Paris. Honestly, I didn't know if she still used that e-mail. And I was sort of hoping she wasn't and it would take me some time to find her. But here she is, emailing me, asking to join her in Paris for 4 days. We'll be leaving on Monday."

"In 2 days!" Alec exclaimed, his blue eyes wide, and Magnus was surprised his eyes didn't pop out. "B- but, I- What?"

"I know it's on short notice," Magnus said and shifted in his seat to look straight at Alec. "It's only 4 days. And we'll Skype, everyday. I promise. I need to do this for Lilac."

"Unfair," Alec said and huffed. "Using Lilac. I can't really get mad when she's involved."

"You could be mad at me?"

"No," Alec said quickly. "I just don't like the idea of my boyfriend in the city of love with his ex-girlfriend. Sorry, for being a little worried."

"But I love you, darling," Magnus said in a low voice and leaned his forehead against Alec's. "I only want you. Trust me, Camille will not come between us." Alec blinked and looked surprised. He suddenly blushed a deep red and bit his bottom lip harder than before.

"Say it again," he whispered and leaned in, his lips grazing Magnus's.

"Camille will not come between us," Magnus repeated and was about to lean in to get a kiss, but Alec pulled away and shook his head.

"No, the other thing before that," he said and looked Magnus deep in the eyes.

"I only wa-" then he stopped remembering what he had said before. It had just slipped out of his mouth, because it felt so right to say. It was scaring and it didn't make him nervous, it was like he had told Alec those words many times before. Except he hadn't. The words had never been said, only implied. And yet here they were, floating around them and it made Magnus's heart pump hard. He really did. He - "I love you." – love Alec.

"I love you too, " Alec said and leaned in and captured Magnus's lips. Alec's hand came behind Magnus's sweaty neck and wriggled his fingers into the dark hair. He gasped against Alec's lips and they both opened, accepting each others pleading desperation. Their tongues collided, and it felt so right and so damn perfect, it made Magnus feel like jelly. They pulled apart, gasping for air and Magnus grabbed onto Alec's face and held him tight.

"I'm never letting you go," he whispered, his breath raspy. "Trust me."

"I do," Alec said and licked his lips. "You better Skype me and show me France. Take lot's of pictures and make videos."

"Anything for you, darling," Magnus said and rubbed Alec's cheekbones. "Anything for you." He was about to lean in again when his phone rang. He growled and grabbed it, not even bothering looking who was calling.

"Hello," he snapped and glanced over at Alec who leaned in and placed a sweet kiss on his neck.

"Hello?" A voice said. "Magnus?"

"Catarina," he said, his voice shaking as Alec licked his neck and bit down. "How are you doing?"

"Is Alec with you?" Magnus gasped when Alec sucked hard onto his skin, and his tongue flicked out, wetting it between his teeth.

"Mhm," he murmured and closed his eyes. Alec kissed the skin there was probably marked by him, and moved to nibble onto Magnus's earlobe.

"Can you put him on the phone?" Magnus was very close to tell her to fuck off, but she seemed serious. He glanced down at Alec, who was busy teasing his earlobe. Oh God, this is fucking sexy. Alec all over him, and with Catarina on the phone. Magnus couldn't deny his dreams about some creep looking at him and his lover having a good time or hearing it. It seemed like such a rush. But he wasn't going to let that happen with his daughter in the kitchen.

"Alec," Magnus grabbed onto Alec's shoulders and pulled him away. "Catarina wants to talk to you." He blinked and hesitantly took the phone and leaned away from Magnus.

"Hello?" He answered and Magnus turned his attention back to his computer. He opened it and looked at his mail and pressed send. He was excited to go to France, he had never been to France and he always wanted to see the world, so why not start out with France. He was going to need some French couture, some stripes, something red and a beret. He was going to look very French and so was Lilac.

He could totally picture Lilac with stripes and a beret, and French braids, and red lipstick. She loved her red lipstick, also she looked cute. It was going to be an amazing trip and he was going to have Lilac by his side. But he was going to miss Alec a lot, wishing he were there with him when they went to the Eiffel tower and saw lovebirds make out.

"Thank you so much," Alec said and Magnus looked at him. "Bye." Alec pressed end and had a wide smile on his lips.

"What did she want?"

"Negative," he said and looked over at Magnus, his whole face beaming.

"Excuse me?" Magnus said and raised an eyebrow.

"I'm negative," Alec said and grabbed Magnus face and clashed their lips together. Magnus yelped in surprise and put his hand in the air in a surrender. "I'm fine. There is nothing wrong with me." Alec had pulled away and was biting his bottom lip.

"Oh!" Magnus said and smiled. "Oh my God!" Alec smiled wider and kept his eyes on Magnus. His blue eyes were beaming and his skin glowed. He looked so happy.

"God," Alec said and rubbed his temples. "I'm fine. There is nothing wrong with me."

"Of course not," Magnus said and grabbed Alec's wrists and removed his hands from his face.

"Want to celebrate?" Alec whispered and moved closer. His blue eyes became darker and wider, and they looked at Magnus with hunger and lust. Magnus would love to just throw Alec down against the couch and have his wicked ways with him. They had been wanting this for a week now, and now they finally had the chance.

"Look," Magnus said and licked his bottom lip. "Lilac is right over there." Magnus nodded towards Lilac and Alec glanced over. "How dare you make me hard in front of my daughter like this." Alec chuckled and shook his head, before glancing down, indeed seeing Magnus's hard on.

"Sorry," he said, but didn't seem so.

"Whatever," Magnus said and got up and Alec blinked in confusion. It was clear he had thought Magnus was joking, and was going to throw him over his shoulder and carry him into the bedroom. "I'm going to take a shower."

"Oh," Alec said and slumped down the couch, looking uncomfortable and awkward. "Sure." Magnus rolled his eyes, but turned and walked down the hallway.

"Care to join me?" He said and Alec looked up, surprised and then he smiled and nodded, before tumbling down from the coach. Magnus giggled and Alec blushed a deep red before running towards his boyfriend, grabbing Magnus's hand and dragged him towards the bathroom.

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Magnus' bathtub was big enough for the both of them. They were both sitting in the tub, surrounded by the hot water. Alec leaned in and captured Magnus's face with his hands. Alec's black hair was darker then usual and wet. It sticked to his face perfectly. His ocean blue eyes, scanned over Magnus, admiring him. Magnus leaned in and captured Alec's wet lips, and moaned as Alec pushed against him. His body was strong and hard against Magnus. Where Alec was muscular and big, Magnus was slim and slightly muscled. And they fit together like Yin and Yang.

Magnus moved his hands down Alec's angelic body, taking in every ab and muscle. Alec gasped and arched his hips, his erection touching Magnus's. Alec leaned further and straddled Magnus's hips. The bathroom was starting to steam and when Magnus inhaled, the air was hot and it took his breath away.

"God, I need you so bad," Alec whispered and his hands reached down to grab both of their erections. He moaned and bit his bottom lip as he stroked them both.

"Mmm," Magnus moaned and closed his eyes. "I can feel that." Alec smiled sweetly and started to stroke them faster. It was odd under water, feeling Alec's wrinkled fingers against his sensitive skin. Also the warm water splashing against his body, made him want to come.

"Turn around," Magnus mumbled and Alec pulled away, his blue eyes glancing down. He gulped and nodded slowly. He turned around, making the water wave and flood over the edge of the tub. Alec grabbed onto the edge of the tub and arched his hips, making his ass pop out. Magnus licks his lips and leaned over, grabbing onto Alec's waist and went down to place kisses against his neck.

"J-just be gentle with me," Alec mumbled against the cold marble.

"Of course baby," Magnus said and licked the curve of Alec's back, feeling him shiver. "I need your ass up from the water." Alec glanced back and saw Magnus smirk. He sighed and arched his hips higher. Magnus slid his hands up Alec's body, and up to his neck, and Alec moved his head up.

He could feel Magnus's hands come higher and he pushed his fingers inside Alec's mouth. Alec sucked on them hard and licked the knuckles.

"I bet you want this to be my cock, don't you babe?" Magnus whispered and Alec's cheeks flushed and nodded. "Suck on them the way you would suck me." Alec closed his lips over Magnus's fingers and took them all the way in. The feeling of Alec's hot and wet mouth around him, made him harder. He pulled out and Alec gasped.

Magnus's fingers bored into Alec, and he bit down against his wrist to hold back his cries. The feeling of Magnus making him full by only two fingers made him wonder how it was going to be with his cock inside him.

The fingers plunged in and out, stretching Alec as much as they could, preparing him for the pleasure that awaited him. Magnus scissored them, making Alec shiver as he hit a few sensitive nerves inside. He pulled out and lined up, holding Alec tight by his waist. He grabbed his cock, stroked it a few times, smearing it in pre-cum. He positioned himself up against Alec's entrance and he heard Alec exhale.

"Are you okay?" He asked gently. "If you don't want to, we don't have to."

"Oh God no, I want it," Alec said and turned his head to look up at Magnus. "I just know when we do this, we're going to be different."

"Dear, it's sex," Magnus said and regreted his words when Alec raised an eyebrow. "I mean, I've never thought of this changing our relationship."

"People have sex with each other when they feel comfortable with each other. When they need and want each other," Alec said and bit his bottom lip. "I'm scared that I'm not going to live up to your expectations. That I'm going to suck." Magnus blinked, and he wanted to laugh but he tried to hold it back.

"Oh Alec," he said and shook his head. "I can tell you for sure you're not going to suck. With an ass like that." Magnus gestured down and Alec smiled. "Also, no matter what, this is not going to change anything. I love you, and being able to this with you is an honor. And it shows me that you trust me enough, and I'm so happy for that." Alec blinked and his smile grew. He turned away and pushed himself against Magnus.

"I love you too," he said. "Now. Fuck me." And Magnus did. He slowly pushed his way in, and what he expected would be difficult and tight, was loose and wet. It made his body shiver to know that Alec was still stretched from the other night and easy to penetrate. He started as slow as he could but the hot feeling that surrounded him made him push in faster. He slammed hard against Alec and Alec threw his head back and gasped.

Magnus paused. "Are you okay, Alec?" Alec's head tilted down and his breath was raspy.

"Mhm…" he moaned and nodded and Magnus pulled out and back inside gently. He didn't mean to hurt Alec, but it didn't seem like Alec was hurting. As Magnus pushed himself back in, he went as deep as he could.

"Ha… ah… ah!" Alec moaned and grabbed the edge harder. Magnus leaned down and kissed Alec's back. Alec gasped for air and he rolled his hips against Magnus. He moaned again, those delicious moans as he pushed himself down against Magnus. The water moved around and splashed against their naked bodies.

Alec kept rolling his hips against Magnus and Magnus kept fucking him deeper, and Alec muffled a cry in pain. But right now Alec didn't care. Magnus slowed down his rhythm and Alec tried to catch his breath, sensing that his body had gotten used to Magnus and he felt a sweet numbness surround him. Alec wanted to keep his voice intact, because after Magnus told him he was loud, he noticed how vocal he was. He pressed his lips together and tried to be quiet. But as Magnus pulled out and back in, his voice slipped.

"Ah!" He yelped. Magnus smirked and reached down to grasp onto Alec's hard dick. "Oh God, Mags."

"Mags huh?" Magnus breathed out. "Also, don't hold back baby. I've waited so long to do this to you and hear you. Lilac won't hear you if that's what you're worried about." Alec shook his head and his wet hair flied around.

"No…n- I'm embarrassed," he mumbled. "About how I sound."

"You sound so good, baby," Magnus moaned and pulled out and back in and Alec moaned out loud. "That's it."

Magnus stroked Alec while penetrating him and Alec gasped as loud as he could, hearing his voice echo in the steamy room. Alec never thought that their first time would be like this. With them both in a hot tub, him bend over with Magnus behind him, kissing and fucking him. He might have been a hopeless romantic, but he had pictured candle lights, good food and caressing touches. But the roughness and eagerness, is so much better. He liked the idea of Magnus being so eager that he couldn't hold back and just fucked him the way he wanted to. Also, the water surrounding them and tickling down their naked bodies, made it even sexier. Magnus slowed his pace, intensifying the feeling, making Alec whimper and having no control over his voice. Magnus's head pushed inside and hit nerves that transferred electric sparks all the way through Alec's body.

"Urgh… Ngh… Mags… I- this is too much," Alec gasped and felt Magnus smirk behind him. It made him want to turn around and slap Magnus hard against his face, for making him feel this way and say words there made no sense. As their hips rocked together, he could feel some of the hot water seep in where they both were connected. Alec gasped as he felt the water pool inside him. Well that was new. Every time Magnus fucked into him he could feel the water gush inside him. This was definitely new.

"Mag-nus," Alec moaned.

"What?" Magnus breathed and stopped. "Am I hurting you? Are you okay?" Alec shook his head and tried to pull himself up, but his arms shook and he slipped back down.

"Water…. Ngh… me."

"What?" Magnus raised an eyebrow, having no idea what he was talking about.

"The water… ah… is inside me," Alec managed to moan and blushed.

"Oh," Magnus said, and without changing their position or anything he pounded harder inside Alec. There was no way Magnus was going to stop just because of some water. He grabbed onto Alec's chin, turning him around and kissed him roughly on the lips.

Alec moaned in surprise and let go with a smack, trying to catch his breath. It only lasted for two seconds before Magnus devoured his mouth again and worked Alec's rock hard erection. He was so close now he could feel his orgasm rise in his hips as Magnus was working him good and deep. Magnus reached for Alec's hand, the one clutching the edge of the tub, and he held it tightly.

The sweet touch made Alec's body melt and he loved how Magnus loved to be close to him during their intimate moments. It's either a kiss or a gentle touch. Alec slowly moved his fingers over Magnus's hand and held him back. Magnus stopped kissing Alec and looked at Alec with a flushed face, and his eyes narrowed. And then he smiled.

"I love you Alec," he said. Alec's eyes widened and he let go. The sweet hand stroking him, the gently paces, the kiss and the hot whispers, consumed Alec.

"M-me too," Alec gasped and his head fell down as Magnus kept on penetrating him and stroking him. He looked down and could see Magnus around his cock underneath the water.

"S-so close," Alec moaned and tightened around Magnus, the orgasm building deep inside him, and he felt Magnus getting harder inside him. Alec came fast and hard as Magnus pounded deep into him that he could feel it through his body. Alec's whole body shivered as he watched his cum mix with the clear bathing water. Magnus made one last thrust, and buried himself deep into Alec. His breath was hard against Alec's neck and his hands tightened around Alec's hand.

Alec knew what happened as he felt a hot stream inside him. Alec breathed hard and caressed Magnus's knuckles with his thumb. Magnus was still breathing hard and his body was shaking on top of Alec. They didn't move away from each other as they tried to catch their breath. Alec liked the feeling of Magnus on top of him and inside him, and in no rush to get away from him. This was the best experience he had ever had and it was amazing, just the way a first time should be with someone you love.

"Oh Alec," Magnus whispered and pushed his weight against Alec. Alec smiled slowly and snuggled his neck against Magnus.

"Whoa… wow," Alec breathed and laughed, shaking.

"I'll take that as a good thing," Magnus said and leaned away and slowly pulled out. Alec moaned and nodded as he felt himself soften. Magnus pulled away and leaned back against the tub and slid a hand through his hair. Alec turned around and glanced over at him.

"Did you like it?"

"I came didn't I?" Magnus said and smiled gently over at Alec.

"Well, yeah," Alec said and shifted in his place. "It was amazing."

"Worth the wait," Magnus went forward to place a kiss onto Alec's lips. "Also, we should seriously make a video before I go to Paris. I need to be able to hear those delicious sounds of yours while I'm away." Magnus winked at Alec, as he flushed and sputtered and crumbled down the tub. Magnus laughed and settled comfortably against the tub

"Come over here," Magnus said and Alec blinked at him. "Come on." Alec sighed and turned around with difficulties and Magnus would have laughed at how awkward and weird it looked if it hadn't been for that adorable ass being displayed in front of him. Alec sat down and settled against Magnus's chest and played with his fingers.

"I'm really sorry about Paris," Magnus mumbled and kissed Alec's head.

"I don't want to talk about Paris," Alec said and shifted in his place. "Not after having hot and wet sex. And now sitting naked against you, feeling your dick against my butt cheeks." Magnus choked on his and laughed hard. When Alec wanted to be funny, he could and when he made Magnus laugh, he glowed. He was going to miss Alec, a lot.

Magnus bit his bottom lip and moved forward and moved his hands underneath the water. Alec watched his movements and stared as Magnus's hands wrapped themselves around his soft dick.

"Wh-what are you doing?" Alec gasped as Magnus started to pump slowly.

"Just showing you that I'm sorry about Paris," Magnus whispered against Alec's ear. Alec's eyes fluttered and his hips arched up against Magnus's touch. "We're going to do this all the way to Monday, baby. Better prepare yourself. You're going to be able to feel me inside you until I get home again." Alec gulped and gripped the edges of the bathtub, tight with both hands. Magnus pumped hard and slow, feeling Alec getting hard in his grasp.

"Ah, fuck!" Alec moaned and threw his head back as Magnus continued to stroke him, hard and fierce. Maybe there was a positive thing about your boyfriend going away for a few days.

THOUGHTS? Alec was negative and everything is fine and happy rainbows in this chapter! I owed it to you guys after that cliffhanger ahahaha but now let the not so happy rainbow chapters begin! hehehehe
update on my reading of CoHF, was finally able to continue reading and I'm on chapter 17! G!
Anyways back to you guys, I hope you all liked it very much! I was considering writing something from Magnus's point of view while he's in Paris, because I'm going to miss him too much and I think you guys will too... Please review and how about we reach for 200 REVIEWS?! How awesome would that be? I will do my best to post a chapter on friday, it needs a few adjustments but it's there!

Hope you're all well and happy summer