Thank you for the reviews. By the way, apart from this story a certain thought is really getting to me for a while which I just have to share with you all. I was reading those MPreg fics you know where someone gets pregnant and I even read those where the male character got pregnant too. So here is my imagination.

Misaki gets pregnant

Misaki: STUPID PERVERTED USAGI now I am pregnant. OMG what should I do? Will I have a son or a daughter?

Usagi: don't worry misaki I will be a very good father.

Misaki: If it's a boy I will send him away………

Hiroki gets pregnant (background: noooooooooo Mini devil kamijou disaster)

Hiroki: nowaki you bastard look what you have done to me, now I am pregnant.

Nowaki: oh hirosan , lets hope we will be having twins and don't forget hiro san breastfeeding is the best food for babies and don't worry I will do the delivery, I will not let anyone touch-

Hiroki throws all the books in the house at nowaki…….

Shinobu gets pregnant

Shinobu: miyagi I am pregnant

Miyagi: you look so cute shinobu – chin

Miyagi thinks shinobu is joking or he doesn't knows the meaning or he is trying to mess with him or he is hearing wrong things

Shinobu: I am serious, look at me you old man

Miyagi looks at shinobu, realizes shinobu is indeed very serious and faints

Shinobu : you bastard, take the responsibility , it is destiny you cant avoid it…..

Ok enough with the crap I don't know about others I don't mind having Junior Junjou romantica..

MORE UNWANTED COMPLICATIONS

Irresponsible.

Yes that's the perfect word that I can think of right now. No calls , no message, not even a fucking note and its already 12 o'clock.

'I am home'

I rush to the door thinking twice if I should take the heavy dictionary with me to throw at nowaki which I didn't.

'Do you have any idea what time it is?'

Nowaki keeps silent and looks at the floor. I find it hard to comprehend the situation is he drunk? I will kick him out if starts any shit.

'hey-

Before I could speak whatever rude things I wanted, he pulls me towards his chest, wrapping his arms so tightly around me that I find it hard to breathe properly. Ignoring my struggles he pulls me closer like he is trying to make us one.

'mm mm ..'

Dammit he is tall , I hate it when I cant fight him. He has gotten taller again may be. Realizing that I am squirming to catch my breathe he releases me.

'idiot what was that for?'

'hirosan let me love you please'

What? Is he sleep talking? I know he is drunk but he looks strong and composed. I can't even smell any alcoholic aroma form his mouth.

'Nowaki are you ok?'

Without replying he pushed me to the nearby wall. He is standing facing me, so close that we are almost touching.

'hiro san I want to make up to you'

'baka what is it? What happened?'

And why the hell is he avoiding any eye contact , did he do something wrong? No you better not.

'hey look at me , you want to make up to me for what?'

'hiro san I really cant control it please don't stop me'

Kissing my neck he slips his hands under my butt and grinds our groins together. I wanted to speak but his action stopped me to speak any thing sane. He lifts my shirt to reveal my nipples. Bending down he takes one of my nipple between his lips and sucks on it with little nips. The chilly weather and his actions are already turning those little nubs to hard peaks. I can feel his hardness pocking into my thighs.

'hey if you want ahhhhh to do it nn so much nnn then …'

He bends further down and sits on his knees. All the time his lips never left my body. He licks the inside of my navel while flicking my left nipple between his forefinger and thumb.

' bedroom , no- waki'

Hearing me he looks at me. His look is so intense that I can feel myself getting undressed by it.

'hiro san I cant hold on , I need you now.'

With out any warning he pulls down my sweat pants and takes my cock in his mouth, he licks at the tip and at the same time inserts one finger in me. Dammit is he that much desperate? This is not good if he takes me here I will get ugly blotches all over my back. I should decline.

'nowak ahhh'

He touches my G-spot with his finger. He stands up and lifts me to wrap my legs around his waist. I firmly press my back to the wall for leverage. He bends his knees slightly down and positions his throbbing cock at the entrance. With one hand he pushes at the wall behind me for some support and with the other he penetrates in me slowly. I can feel his legs tremble; he is trying his best to avoid hurting me. For balance I circle my arms around his neck.

'hiro san grip me tighter with your legs'

I slide down the wall till my shoulders are touching it. I hook one of my legs over his inner elbow and tautens my hold as he said and slowly he fills me up completely. Pushing it to the hilt he stops and gives me some time to adjust. He thrusts in me , rocking his pelvis back and forth. To give him better access I slide my back down the wall to lower myself onto him. He experiments with different angles , pushing in me all the way in and pulling out till he tip is in, the pressure is too intoxicating .

'hiro san I love you.' He whispers kissing my fore head.

The words intensify my sensation and I can't help but squeeze down my inner muscles on him which earns a gasp out of him. With a few more thrusts he hits my prostate. Our motion automatically increased with every push and now he is almost banging me into the wall pillowing the back of my head with his large hand.

'Nowaki I am com…ing'

I reach my climax and after a few thrusts I feel nowaki fill my insides with his warm essence.

'I love you Hiro san' he pulls out from me and catches me sliding off the wall. He sits on his knees with me on his lap. I inhale deeply and try to fill my exhausted lungs. Nowaki is also breathing hard and to calm down my rapidly beating heart he makes soothing circular motion with his fingers on my back.

'Hiro san I am sorry.'

'It's ok. Just don't make me worry like that ever.'

'Hiro san I am sorry for another thing'

'huh?'

'I am sorry Hirosan but I have to go to Hokkaido next week.'

I lift my head from his shoulder and look at him. He is still not looking at me in my eyes.

'Next week? So you will not be here for the Christmas?'

'No I have to go to a conference.'

'Ok'

'I am sorry Hirosan I promised to sp-

Though I am upset , I can't make him feel that I am being a hindrance for him. No I should be strong and behave like an adult.

'it's ok Nowaki , work is more important.'

I can't stay here anymore. Its risky. I feel like crying and if he sees my tears. No. I got up and head towards the bedroom leaving him on the floor. I am cold and so lonely but I can't call out to him to make me feel better. Now I realize how dependent I am on him. How strong Nowaki is and how much I love him. How much I want to spend the christmas with him........

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Nowaki's pov

Hirosan left without even stopping me for once from leaving. Work is more important … may be it is but to me Hiro san is everything but I can afford to lower myself in his eyes by not working hard. I must reach him. But still it hurts, this is our first Christmas I want nothing more than to celebrate it with my Hirosan…

I don't know if its good as I wrote it in the middle of too much chaos but I tried my best to avoid mistakes and keep them in character

Next chapter junjou terrorist

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