So perhaps Haru was a little regretful for saying he would come. Especially now, that he was here, with the muted bass permeating through the walls threatening to crack them. Maybe he should have stayed home in his bathtub, where he felt safest.
He shook his head. No, he had to be here, it would be the perfect opportunity to talk to Makoto. Right?
Haru sighed as he made his way slowly to the entrance. Honestly, the whole idea of parties had not appealed to Haru in the slightest. Loud music with loud people, and too many people at that, with too much freely flowing alcohol. His rather limited experience to parties had been narrowed to the one time he allowed Nagisa to convince him, Rei, and Rin to accompany him to his Beauty School's Halloween Bash all those years back. Not only did he feel ridiculous in his costume (who even was his character and why did he have amnesia?) but he probably witnessed some things that night his eyes never should have seen.
He never knew beauty school could be so incestuous. Or provocative.
He reached the door and he found himself once again regretting that he was here. He could here the bass more clearly, and sirens. Were those sirens? He never really understood club music.
"Nanase," he heard a low voice behind him and he struggled to not roll his eyes. He and Sousuke had a silent agreement not to directly deal with each other. Them being here together would be testing the limits of their friendship with Rin.
It was for Rin's sake that he hadn't up and left as soon as Sousuke showed up, after all.
"Yamazaki," he replied after a moment, acknowledging the man who now stood next to him. Neither of them moved, and Haru was despising every second of awkward atmosphere that was slowly building between them.
It was maybe a full minute that felt like an eternity when Haru's attention was momentarily diverted, eyes darting to the loud noise that managed to shake the wall. He noted that Sousuke's reaction had been the same, before both of their gazes slowly went back to the door in front of them. This could be the rest of their whole night right here.
"I hate things like this," Sousuke admitted, cutting the tension a little. Not much, but enough that Haru could steal a glance at him before agreeing.
"Hm," Haru wasn't too sure if he could be heard over the bass, which he imagined was causing things to fall to the ground inside. Maybe he would just go home after all.
"Why are the both of you standing out here?" Haru's head whipped around to find Makoto walking up towards them with a smile on his face. He could feel relief spread through him almost immediately.
"Makoto," Sousuke called out, and Haru felt himself stop midway in his step. Makoto? Did Sousuke just say that?
"Ah, Sousuke-kun, long time no see," Makoto replied before clapping Sousuke's hand in a quick shake. Sousuke-kun? Haru could feel his eyes darting between them as they exchanged greetings.
"So, Rin invited you, huh?" Sousuke asked.
"Yeah, I didn't think I'd be coming, though," Makoto shot Haru a quick glance before continuing. "I'm surprised you're here. I thought you hated these things."
"I do," Sousuke's shoulders sagged before he looked back at Makoto. "But I'm here. Rin bothered me enough for me to come. I'll be drinking you under the table tonight, by the way."
Makoto laughed, sounding a bit nervous. "I don't think that's a good idea," he countered. "I have work tomorrow." As much as Haru was willing for this exchange to end so he could talk to Makoto, he sort of wanted to see how Makoto would get drunk. He imagined that it would take a lot of alcohol.
"Tomorrow is Saturday," Sousuke cut in.
"Firefighters have unusual work schedules," Makoto argued back, sounding both frustrated and amused. "We aren't like you Nine-to-Fivers."
Sousuke's eyebrow arched before he chuckled. "Oh, I see how it is," he said. "Are you going to go inside?"
"Sure," Makoto opened the door and Haru was momentarily blasted with loud bass and sirens (his guess had been correct). He glanced up at Makoto, who was gesturing Sousuke to go in first. He watched him step in, before Makoto glanced down, letting the door handle slip from his grip. "Hey, Haru."
"You seem close," he said, trying not to feel or sound too bitter about it. It was almost like he'd forgotten that Makoto made friends easily.
Makoto rubbed his earlobe before laughing nervously. "Ah, yeah, sort of," he supplied. "I used to swim against his university team a lot during regional competitions."
Haru perked up. "You swam on the competitive roster?" he asked.
"Yeah, in my last year," he said. "Some guy injured himself during a party and I happened to be just underneath him on the reserves."
Haru almost felt sad he missed it. He wondered briefly how Makoto looked, swimming competitively on a university team. Serious, aggressive concentration all over his face, furrowing his brow and sharpening his gaze-
"Ah, it's Rin," Makoto's voice cut through Haru's thoughts. "He said since Sousuke's inside, that means we should be here, too. Come on, let's go."
Haru was once again hit by that wall of sound, ushered in by Makoto's warm hand on the small of his back. He couldn't quite shake how every nerve was aware of the warmth of his hand as he was pushed passed the sound system and dance floor, full of dangerously inebriated people convinced they could break dance, before he found himself in a better lit room with people standing around and talking, drinks and snacks all around.
"Yo, you made it," Rin waved to the both of them, leaning on a counter behind him with Sousuke, drink in hand. He jerked his head to the cans behind him, hinting that they should have something to drink. Rei and Nagisa were also there and they waved to them happily.
"Haru-chan! Mako-chan!" Nagisa called a little louder than normal, and Haru had the sinking suspicion he was already way ahead of everyone with the alcohol consumption. "You. Made. It."
Makoto ruffled Nagisa's hair as the shorter man leaned on him fully, swaying. "Yes, yes. We made it," he replied with alarmed amusement. His gaze was pointed directly at Rei, who looked rather exhausted. Like he'd fought a war and lost badly.
"I was so worried that you weren't going to make it. Rei-chan told me not to, but I couldn't help it, right? I mean," he waved his arms over his head in grand gesture before leaning his full weight on Makoto again, who looked unaffected by the drunken affection. "Mako-chan's a firefighter and you like, save lives and stuff, but Haru-chan would have just stayed at home because he doesn't like these things, so I'm so glad you're both here."
Makoto chuckled and Haru turned to look at Rin, who looked pretty buzzed himself. "Oi, Nagisa!" he barked a bit too loudly before he pushed himself a little too quickly off the counter. He stumbled before he widened his stance to regain his balance, and he turned his whole upper torso to face Nagisa. "You should let them drink first. They just got here."
Makoto waved his hands at them. "I won't be drinking tonight," he replied quickly. "I have work tomorrow."
Haru heard Sousuke mutter an 'I told you' to Rin before he saw Rin paw at Makoto's chest. "You can sober up, we'll be here all night," he slurred a bit. "If you're too drunk, we've got the cab numbers here."
Makoto shook his head slightly at both Nagisa and Rin. "Sorry, guys, I'd rather not," he replied. Haru watched Rin squint his eyes at Makoto, as if using his whole body to physically think of a way to get him to drink.
Haru had to be discreet somehow, if he wanted to talk to Makoto before the end of the night.
"Just one shot, one," Rin begged, waving an unsteady finger up in front of him and Makoto. He ended up leaning some of his weight on him also, squishing Nagisa, who looked perfectly content to staying where he was.
"I really shouldn't-"
"Oh, Tachibana!" a booming voice cut through Makoto's reply to Rin and Mikoshiba Seijuurou strolled through. "Fancy seeing you here."
"Nice to see you, Mikoshiba-san," Makoto greeted as he tried to prop up Rin as Rei pulled Nagisa away.
"Been a while since I've seen you," Mikoshiba said. "When was the last time... The Summer Nationals?"
Makoto shook his head as Rin slung his arm across his shoulders. "Actually I believe it was Chiaki's 22nd birthday," he corrected.
"Ah, that's right, I forgot about him," Mikoshiba laughed before noting that Rin was squinting up at him.
"Oi, Captain," he barked before he pawed his way off of Makoto and onto Mikoshiba. "You knew Makoto from university?"
Mikoshiba seemed to take the drunken line of questions in stride as he held up his former teammate. "Sure did," he replied. "We have a mutual friend."
"Get him to drink," he slurred a bit into his cup. "He can't leave without taking a couple of shots."
"You're not drinking, Tachibana?" he asked Makoto.
"No, I have work," he sighed. Haru just wanted the whole exchange to end.
"I won't drink if you don't," Mikoshiba declared. Sousuke's eyes went wide with amusement.
"No, you should drink if you want," Makoto looked a bit panicked. "You came here to enjoy yourself."
"Makoto," Sousuke cut in, "If Mikoshiba-san doesn't drink, I won't either, since I only wanted to take shots with you."
"Guys-"
"Oh, you want to take shots?" Mikoshiba said as he looked at Sousuke. "You know Makoto is pretty good at holding his alcohol. Didn't he beat you last time?"
Haru saw competition flare in Sousuke's eyes. "Only because I was hungry at the time," he argued. "C'mon, Tachibana, drink with me."
"Yamazaki-kun, I'd rather not," Makoto countered.
"It's just a few, Tachibana!" Mikoshiba clapped Makoto on the shoulder and ushered him to a table where Nagisa was already sloppily pouring shots for the three of them, leaving Haru to wonder if this was more orchestrated than he initially thought.
He watched Makoto heave a defeated sigh before he planted both hands on the table, leaning over his line of shots. "There's about twenty here, Nagisa," he protested weakly. Nagisa just threw him a peace sign before he chugged down the last of what was left in the bottle.
"Okaayyyy then!" Nagisa triumphantly held the bottle over his head to prove that every last drop was gone. "Go ahead, guys."
"I don't think this is a good idea," Makoto whined one more time as he lifted one shot glass.
"Just shut up and drink, Tachibana," Sousuke tipped his own glass in his direction before poising it at his lips, watching Mikoshiba.
"Bottoms up!" he said, and all of them took a swig of one after another, finishing off five right away before any of them let out a harsh breath, throats burning from the strong alcohol.
Haru heard muffled words of 'Is someone doing shots in the kitchen?' and he had to fight the bubbling frustration from gushing out of him. He just wanted to speak with Makoto. Ten minutes, maybe even five. He just wanted to talk.
"Oh, is that you, Tachibana-san?" a guy Haru recognized vaguely strolled up to them with someone else that Haru also vaguely recognized behind him.
"Ah, Uozumi-san, was it?" Makoto asked as he squinted down at him, still clearing his throat of the burn. "It has been a while, hasn't it? And... Minami-san, if I'm correct?" The boy behind Uozumi nodded before smiling.
"Yo, Tachibana, let's go," Mikoshiba called to Makoto as he picked up another shot glass. Haru watched Makoto give a resigned sigh before heading back to the table to start another round. Rin was leaning on Sousuke's shoulder, smirking like he'd won the lottery and Nagisa was busy pouring into the empty glasses. People were beginning to file into the kitchen as they heard the commotion. Haru squinted his eyes at Uozumi and Minami, who both were talking Makoto's ears off, Momotarou bouncing between his brother and Makoto as Nitori fussed over him. Haru turned on his heel and headed out.
He stood for a while in the cool night air, the last of summer breezes caressing the trees around him. He looked up at the dark sky before glancing back through the glass door he exited from, seeing the group of people standing around the three boys taking shots. He felt a little smirk play on his face as he watched Makoto seemingly handle his alcohol better than Mikoshiba and Sousuke, muffled cheers coming through the closed sliding doors.
Haru felt his face drop a little as he turned to look out at the sleepy town. Thoughts of nostalgia filled him as he looked over the horizon.
Makoto.
He'd changed so much in the five years they'd been apart, and Haru hardly knew how to deal with it. People at the party knew who Makoto was by name, and from what he could tell of the conversations that were being hurled at him, respected him a lot. It was almost like he wasn't the shy boy that walked with him to school all those years ago, or the same boy that pulled him out of the bath tub, or the same boy that-
He'd fallen in love with.
Haru could almost laugh at himself at how untrue that was. Despite all of his changes, he was still the same. Still the same boy who was concerned about his friends, still the same boy that put others before himself, still the same boy that loved his siblings. The only thing Haru wasn't sure of was how Makoto thought of him now. Not that he could really ask at the moment, with all of the people surrounding him.
"Haruka-san?" Rei peeked his head out from behind the glass door before stepping out fully. "Mind if I joined you?"
Haru nodded and the two enjoyed a comfortable silence together. "Where's Nagisa?" he asked after a while.
Rei glanced over at Haru with a smile before looking back through the glass door, eyes landing on Nagisa, who seemed to be drinking several people, Rin included, under the table with cans of beer. Figures, Haru wasn't too surprised by Nagisa's abilities to consume alcohol, if his ability to put away mountains of food were any indication.
"Why are you here, Rei?" Haru knew that Rei was probably tired from his work with the professor at the university. He remembered Nagisa complaining about how Rei was always tired, coming home late with piles of paperwork.
"It's just so boring with him not at the apartment, Haru-chan," Nagisa complained to him one evening, hair looking rather fluffy with the tips going white, which he had explained was a student trying out a type of hair dye on him. "I know he works hard, but I don't want him to work too hard, you know?"
"So why not just tell him?" Haru had asked from the stove.
"Be-cause, Haru-chan," Nagisa drew out his words, frustrated, "I know how much his work means to him. Besides, we live together now! We'll be okay."
Rei pushed his glasses up the bridge of his nose before resisting the urge to laugh, the choked sound forming at the back of his throat. "Do you think it would have been wise of me to let Nagisa-kun come here on his own?" he glanced back at the crowd of people in the kitchen, Nagisa looking triumphant over everyone as they all began to keel over on the floor. "I'm tired, of course. But I haven't really allocated my time for him in a while. It was a good opportunity to do so."
"Even if you haven't actually spoken to him?" the words were out of Haru's mouth before he could stop himself. His eyes went wide and he chanced a look at Rei, who was looking at him like he understood, but chose not to delve further.
"I'm sure Nagisa-kun wouldn't have had as much fun as he would have portrayed if I hadn't accompanied him," Rei said finally. "And I'm sure that Makoto-san feels the same."
Haru pursed his lips before he looked out at the sleepy town, refusing to let the conversation go any further. After a while, Rei began to turn around and head back inside, and Haru soon followed him.
"Yo, Haruuuuu," Rin called to him from the floor, and Haru debated leaving him there. "Come here. Come to me."
He rolled his eyes before he approached him slowly, and he fought the snort that was rising up his nose as he watched Rin clamber up the wall to stand, before swinging all of his limbs to grasp Haru by the front of his shirt. "There'sshoo of youuuu. How'dcha do that?"
Haru's nose crinkled at the waft of residual alcohol that was coming from Rin's mouth. "Where's Makoto?" he asked when he realized that his best friend was no longer there.
"Wentta look fer youu," Rin answered.
"Rin-saaan!" a rush of orange nearly knocked Rin over and Haru stumbled with the momentum to try to keep Rin from falling and hitting his head. "Where's your sister?" Momotarou asked.
Rin squinted at the orange bundle of energy as Haru held him up barely by the top of his arm. "Jesst a sec," he made a grand show of looking for his phone before reading his sister's last text to him. "Sheesh comin'."
Haru glanced over at Mikoshiba and Sousuke, who both had fully situated themselves at the counter, leaning on it to keep from swaying. "Haru-chaaaan!" Nagisa stumbled forward, and another whoosh of alcohol smell invaded his nose. "You shoulda watched me. I drank everyone to death." Haru only had to glance behind him to know that it was true.
"Where's Makoto?" he asked again. Nagisa looked physically pained to think.
"I think he said that Gou-chan texted him to come help her carry the food?" Nagisa sounded excited about putting yet more consumable goods in his body.
"She coulda asked me," Rin whined next to Haru, slinging his full, basically dead weight onto him, launching the three of them into a dangerous stumble until Haru could regain his balance. "I'm herr big brothrrr, guh. Not 'Makoto-san'!" His drunken imitation caused Haru to arch an eyebrow at him.
"But you're drunk as fuck," Nagisa whispered, nose touching Rin's. "Mako-chan can still count to ten," he accused, "without using his fingers."
"I cen do thatan then sum!" Rin barked. "Ready? One, two... shree.. oh God, fouurrr, fuck... F-five?"
"You're lifting fingers," Nagisa's argument was muffled onto Rin's neck as Haru pushed the two of them onto each other. "Doesn't count, Rin-chan."
"Sit," Haru ushered the two of them to a couch, where Sousuke had managed to amble himself to, and he threw the two of them onto the cushions, making Sousuke lurch as they bounced.
"Oh, God, stop with the moving," Sousuke complained, and Haru eyed the bag of orange that was in his lap.
"... Is that shredded cheese?" Nagisa leaned over a groaning Rin as he eyed the handfuls of orange Sousuke was stuffing into his mouth.
"... No," he replied through a sprayed mouthful. Haru grimaced. "It's eraser bits."
"I want soooooome," Nagisa whined as he pawed at the bag, to which Sousuke countered by extending his arms away.
"No, I found these!" Sousuke complained.
"When's Gou-chan getting here?" Nagisa threw his hands up in the air as if defeated.
"I'm right here, relax, Nagisa-kun," Gou came up the steps with a handful of bags, Makoto following closely behind her with just as many bags. The room began to light up with drunken, subdued activity as people roused themselves to get up for food.
"Gou-san!" Momotarou bounced to her, and Haru braced himself for a full on tackle that he thought Gou would be pulled into, but Makoto's voice stopped the fiery energy before it got too far.
"That might not be wise, Mikoshiba-kun," he said. "Why don't you get some of her bags instead?"
Haru watched as Momotarou enthusiastically took half of Gou's bags before he made his way over to the counter.
"Hello, Seijuurou-san," Gou chirped.
"... 'Sup," he grumbled.
"You seem subdued," she noted.
Haru glanced up at Mikoshiba, who was eyeing Makoto with narrowed eyes. Makoto just kept his head down, not quite able to hide the sheepish smirk on his face. "Someone drank me and Yamazaki over there under the table," he supplied after he took a chug of water.
Gou giggled a bit as she pulled out containers of food, noodles, chips, sandwiches, a mess of everything. "I'll go see if my brother or Sousuke-kun want anything," she said, taking a bag of food over to the couch.
Haru watched her go, and he noted that Nagisa was more than overjoyed to see her. Rin and Sousuke looked to be arguing about something before Haru turned to face Makoto. "You okay?" he asked as he began to help set up the food.
Makoto glanced at him before humming a bit, shrugging a shoulder as he scrunched the bags together. "A bit buzzed, but I'm okay," he said, and Haru noticed the slight blush on his cheeks. "It sort of bothers me that I got suckered into this, but I'm not really suffering for it."
Makoto turned to give Mikoshiba a sweet smile, who just pressed an unsteady finger on his lips. "Stop talking, I can hear you gloating," he mumbled. Makoto's laugh could be heard despite how hard he tried to suppress it.
"Haru!" Rin's bark made Haru flinch, and he turned to give him a glare.
"What?" he snapped.
"Come here I need back up!" Haru turned to glance at Makoto, who was giving him a sympathetic smile, before he dragged his feet back over to the couch.
"Onii-chan, that's not really necessary," Gou complained. "Nagisa-kun, you're not backing me up at all?"
"Nuh-uh, this is a family thing," he completely cut off all cries for help from Gou as he shoved a handful of barbecue chips in his mouth. Rei grimaced.
"Please chew," he pleaded. "I don't want you to choke." He only received a smile from Nagisa, and he sighed in defeat.
"But he's getting Haruka-san's help!" she complained.
"Oi, Haru," Rin sounded like he'd sobered up a bit after his heated discussion with Sousuke, and from the way he was looking down, Haru could tell what Rin was about to ask may more or less be related to that. "If Gou was your sister, would you or would you not let her date your best friend?"
Haru's initial reaction was to glance back at Makoto and reply with a 'Hell no' because he was in love with Makoto, although he didn't want to admit this out loud to the drunk group on the couch when-
Oh.
"Yamazaki?" he shot a sidelong glance at the person in question, who just leaned off to the side, shoving another handful of shredded cheese in his mouth. Haru turned to Rin. "I think you should let your sister date whoever she wants." It wasn't really his business who she was interested in anyway.
"What?!" Rin sounded betrayed.
"Really?" Gou couldn't help the hint of gratitude seep in her voice. Haru looked at her before wondering briefly when all of this happened.
Sousuke blinked up at Haru. "Didn't think you'd be on my side in this case, Nanase," he admitted through another mouthful of cheese. Haru fought the urge to gag; he didn't quite understand the shredded cheese.
"I would question her taste in men, however," he said after a while and received a middle finger from Sousuke.
"But you wouldn't interfere, right, Haruka-san?" Gou leaned in on him and looked at him with wide, begging eyes, and Haru couldn't find it in himself to say something against her. He shrugged.
"It isn't any of my business," he replied. He was swamped by warmth when Gou squealed and hugged him tightly. Haru returned the hug with a gentle pat on the back before glancing at Rin, who looked to be scowling.
"Traitor," he heard, and at first he was going to argue back but he noticed that Rin wasn't even looking at him. Nitori came up next to him and Haru gave him a shrug at the question in his eyes.
"How am I a traitor, Rin? Please inform me," Sousuke crumpled the now empty bag before he turned to face Rin.
"When did any of this happen?" he asked. Sousuke glanced up at Gou before looking back at Rin.
"Nothing's happened," he said vaguely. "We just... know that something might."
"For the love of-" Rin looked about ready to bite someone. "Ai!"
"Huh?" Haru looked over at Nitori to find him surprised to be pulled in the conversation.
"Did you know about this?"
Nitori glanced between Rin, Sousuke, and Gou before he gave Rin a sheepish shrug. "I guessed," he admitted.
"What? So it was just me?" Rin sounded indignant.
"I think it's sweet," Nitori went on. "Yamazaki-san obviously cares about Matsuoka-chan a lot, a-and he's known her for a long time. Isn't that the best place to start?" Rin was heard grumbling.
Nitori pushed forward a bit, surprising everyone. "Besides, it's hard not to fall for someone who takes care of you," Nitori blushed. Haru noted the particular way he was staring down at Rin, and he decided to look over at him. Rin looked to be slowly processing Nitori's words as well as his expression, a slow blush coming across his face. He began to splutter at his words.
Haru would have continued to listen to the conversation, he would have continued to watch as Nagisa chimed in with cooing and teases, but he noticed Makoto stepping out of the glass sliding doors, and Haru dropped the whole thing entirely to go follow him.
The cool night air hit him again as he slid the doors closed behind him, approaching Makoto slowly as he drank out of a water bottle. "Tonight was pretty hectic, huh?" Makoto asked.
Haru nodded before leaning on the railing, standing next to Makoto, arms so close they almost touched, but not quite. He could feel intense heat coming off of Makoto's skin, probably exaggerated by the alcohol, and Haru wondered what it would be like to lean into him, to share warmth as the chill of the night began to seep in a bit.
"Haru," Makoto's voice was quiet, and Haru looked up. "I'm sorry for not telling you sooner."
It took a moment for Haru to understand what he meant. "It's okay," Haru replied. It wasn't Makoto's fault, he just forgot to tell him that he couldn't come by the restaurant anymore. "I don't blame you."
It's not your fault. You did nothing wrong.
Makoto glanced down at him, relief washing over his face. "Really? I'm so glad," he looked genuinely happy, and Haru felt himself choke up at how beautiful he looked with that expression. "I thought you were mad at me for not telling you sooner."
Haru felt sad that Makoto would think that of him, although he knew that past experience would make him wary. "I could never be mad at you," he murmured softly, daring to not look away. He watched Makoto's eyes go wide before a softer, more affectionate expression spread over his features.
"Really?" it was almost a whisper. Haru nodded. "I'm glad."
Haru felt his arms brush against Makoto's skin, and he thought for a moment that if he leaned up, their noses would touch. Would it be okay to kiss him now? After all of the things Haru still felt he had to say, he couldn't help but steal a glance at Makoto's parted lips, thinking of how great, how utterly satisfying it would be to press his body into him fully and kiss him, to use action instead of words like they had done so many times before. If Haru could just lean in a bit more, press up on his toes just a bit, he would be able to kiss him, like the way he dreamed of but not, because it would be real, and Makoto would be real, and everything would be-
Makoto turned away to cough a bit and take a sip of water, and Haru glanced down, fighting the blush that he knew was already across his face. He clenched his hands together, thinking of the way the storage at the restaurant smelled when he had found out the apprentices had forgotten to clean it over the weekend. Anything to get his mind off of how close he was to kissing Makoto.
"Hakune texted me a while ago," Makoto said after they lapsed back into silence. "And she told me that we should hang out with Chiaki next week."
Haru looked up at Makoto, not sure where this conversation was going. "She told me to invite you," Makoto mumbled a bit into his hand. "Did you want to come? You don't have to if you don't want to."
Haru blinked. "Yes," he said.
"I know that you don't really know th- wait, really?" Makoto sounded surprised.
"I"d love to," Haru continued.
Makoto looked like he was beyond ecstatic at Haru's reply. "Okay," he breathed.
"Okay," Haru echoed, eyes trained onto Makoto. He watched Makoto turn to the railing, a smile spreading across his face, and Haru's heart skipped a few beats at the thought that he was smiling that way because he said yes to his invitation.
Going out next week with Makoto to meet his university friends would be a way to catch up to him.
Haru was finally going to see the Makoto he'd missed these passed five years.
He almost wished it was next week already.
