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Jab ek beta baap ki galti se baap se ruth jaye aur baap ki tabiyet biger jaye to galti kiski hey?
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So here is the next chapter enjoy reading and ready with tissues.. hehe
Abhijeet immediately dials daya's number.. but it is switched off..
"kisne mujhe kuch bataya kyu nahi.. acp sir.." he tries to call freddy and others.. "chh.. sabke phone ke time pe kharab hone they.."
Abhijeet was getting restless.. without wasting any time.. he rushes out of the house…
After 3 long hours of great tension.. abhijeet finally reached... Mumbai's city hospital… without wasting a single chance he rushes inside.. and made his way to the operation theatre.. he stops in the mid-way he sees.. team standing outside the OT..
Freddy: mai aapke liye pani lata hun salukhe sir.. offers as he saw him restless.
Salukhe: nahi freddy mai tek hun..
Freddy: sir mai lata hun.. freddy turns to leave.. he sees abhijeet standing there.. he utters
"abhijeet sir.."
Daya turns away just looking at abhijeet once.. abhijeet moves forward.. he bombarded him with..
"daya.. sir kaise hai?"
Daya was silent.. his silence made him more tensed.. he holds him by his shoulders.. and asked again..
"daya.. please batao kya hua sir ko"
Daya with tears in his eyes.. "heart attack"
Abhijeet's grip loses over his hand.. and takes few steps back.. in shock in tension.. straight tone..
"tumne mujhe batana jaururi bhi nahi samjha.. tumhara kabse phone try kar raha hun.. lekin.. koi bhi phone ka jawab nahi de raha hai.."
he calms down a bit.. "abhie kaise hai sir.."
Just then doctor comes.. out of the OT.. he says.. looking at all keenly.
"we are trying our best.. but he is still critical.. agar unhe 24 ghanto me gosh nahi aaya to.. in low tone.. unko jaan bhi ja.. " cutted with..
"Nahi.. (low tone) acp sir aise nahi.. (all looked at him.. and clearly get that he is feeling himself guilty for Acp's this condition) doctor kya mai unse mil sakta hun.." abhijeet asked..
Doctor: sir abhie hum kisiko bhi ijajat nahi dekengey unse milne ke liye..
Daya murmurs.. "aab yaad aaya milne ko"
Abhijeet looks at him.. but ignoring him.. talked back to doctor…
Abhijeet "iss waqt mai bas unsey ek baar milna chahta hun.. please.. doctor.."
He tried to his best to convince doctor and everyone too helped abhijeet in convincing the Doctor.. And finally doctor let him meet acp sir once..
Abhijeet takes his steps towards the ICU.. he opens the door and enters inside..
This is not what I want..
This is not what I supposed..
I went far to make u free from all those guilts...
From all those shame..
While, rest watches from glass window.. today the bright shine of cid.. was lying on the hospital bed.. struggling between life and death.. his face was covered with the oxygen mask.. and few machines attached.. beep beep sound of pulse from monitor could be heard.. he sits on the small stool just beside the bed.. holds acp sir's hand.. which was freed from any equipment.. tears welled up in his eyes..
"sir.. ek baar dekhiye please.. mai aa gaya.. mai aapse itna bhi naraj nahi hun ki aap aisa kare mere saath.. jab maine dekha tv pe aaki news.. meri toh saans hi ruk gayi thi.. dekhiye aapne kitna bhaga diya mujhe.. bhagke maine flight pakri.. hai.. sir mai yaha se chala kya gaya aap toh yaha aake.. leth gaye… aap aise bilkul aache nahi lagtey hai.. (with his moist eyes) chaliye sir.. bahut pareshan kar liya aapne.. sabko.. aur sabse jyada mujhe.. uthiye aab.. uthiye.. (but there is no movement in acp sir..) sir.. mai aapki haar baat manta hun na.. aap meri itni se binti nahi maan saktey.. bas aapko aankein kholne ke liye toh keh raha hun mai.. koi muskil kaam nahi hai yeh… sir please uthiye na.. mai nahi jaunga.. kahi..aapke pass hi rukunga.. please uthiye na sir.. please.. aaj ek beta aapko pukar raha hai.. please.. uthiye.. na.." he keeps his head on his hand.. abhijeet feels movement in his palm fingers.. he looks up.. soaking his tears..
"sir.." a word escaped from his mouth.. in happiness.
He rushes out.. "doctor.. wo sir.."
Doctors rushes in too check him.. and others stand out.. tensely.. and continually looking what is happening inside.. soon the ICU door opens.. doctors come..
"ghabrne ke baat nahi hai he is out of danger now.. kabhie kabhie joh hum nahi kar paatey wo.. aapne kar detey hai… bas take care aur unhe jyada stress na ho.. dhyan rakhiyega iss baat ka.."
and he moves from there.. the nurse informs them about acp gaining conscious.. team gets inside.. except abhijeet..
Daya "sir aap kaise hai aab.."
Acp nodes.. "tek hun mai daya.. kuch nahi hua hai mujhe.."
Salukhe says "haan tum toh jaise aamar ho… joh tumhe kuch ho nahi sakta.."
Freddy: sir hum sab kitna darr gaye the.
Acp sir gave as sweet smile in return..
Acp sir sees abhjeet standing on the door.. then he says to daya.. says
"daya.. room ke bahar rahe ya room ke andar.. kisiko bhi darwaje pe khade rehne ki izzazat nahi hai.. "
All looked at the door.. where Abhijeet is standing with down head.. And having a feeling of guilt inside his heart. Abhijeet takes few steps inside.. and closes the door..
"sir aap abhie hilna bhi nahi yaha se ek hafta.." daya speaks… ignoring him.
Acp: "toh phir kaam kaun karega.. tumhare upar double pressure ho jaayega.. tumhare ilawa aab mai kisiko keh bhi nahi sakta sambalne ko.."
Abhijeet looked at him.. and soon turned his head down.
Salukhe: kam ki chinta abhie maat karo itna stress aacha nahi hai tumhare liye.. hum chaltey hai tum aaram karo.. said in straight tone..
He signals all to move out.. all move out daya eyes at abhijeet once.. then moves out.. doctor comes in..
"sir aap bhi bahar jayie.."
Abhijeet nodes.. and moves out.. daya receives a call.. after attending… he comes back..
Salukhe asked.. "kya baat hai daya?"
Daya: kuch nahi sir wo ek murder hua hai..
Salukhe: toh jao..
Daya: par acp sir ko akela chodke..
Salukhe: daya.. kaam bhi jaruri hai aur wo akela todhi hai doctors hai yaha.. freddy yaha rukega.. kyu freddy?
Freddy: haan sir.. mai yahi rukunga aap sab jaayie..
Daya: tek hai agar kuch bhi ho toh phone kar dena…
Freddy: jee sir..
And all leave from hospital… except abhijeet and freddy.. freddy goes inside.. while abhijeet watch from outside.. only.. nurse tells freddy to bring medicines from pharmacy.. freddy goes.. and nurse moves out..
acp sir opens his eyes.. he wasthirsty.. the water was on side table.. he tried to grab it.. but fails.. to do so.. he tries again.. he moves a little but cant move more as a dripped was attached to his hand.. just then someone came in and hold him.. acp sir looked up..
"aap lethe rahiye mai deta hun aapko pani"
The person makes him lie properly.. grabs the water jug pours water in it… forwards in front of acp sir.. acp sir tries to grab.. but could not.. the person lifts his head up.. and helps him to drink the water.. then he keeps back the glass..
"aur kuch chahiye aapko.."the person asked..
"nahi.." a low muffled could hear.
The person turns to leave.. "aahh.." hearing he turns back.. and gets angrily..
"sir.. aap shanti se ek jagah leth nahi saktey hai.. abhie bhi aap aache nahi hue hai.." scolding him…(scanning him keenkly.. got to know that his senior is up to go somewhere, so said) "kaha jaana hai aapko.." he asked..
"abhijeet wo… mai.. bathroom.." in low tone.
Abhijeet comes forward.. he holds him protectively.. one hand rolled around his back and other was holding his arm.. Acp sir stands with the help of the support.. which his son offered him.
"chaliye.. uthiye" he helps him get up.. "aaram se.." he leads him to the washroom.. and waits outside then he comes and he helps him sit on bed..
"mai baithna chahta hun.."
Abhijeet: par sir.. abhie..
Acp: kaha na maine.. he shoot a glare to him.
No point of arguing he knew acp will not listen.. he helps him sitting pulling the pillow behind his back..
"sorry sir.. mujhe aap pe aise chilana nahi chahiye tha.."
Acp: It's okay.. mujhe aacha laga.. aaj tak kisi mei himmat nahi hui mujhe dhantne ki..
Abhijeet looks at him.. the silence was there..
"kuch kehna hai tumhe.."
Abhijeet: nahi sir.. wo kuch nahi.. aap mujhse naraz hongey na..
Acp answers.. "nahi mujhe haq todhi hai tumse.. naraz hone ka.. mai toh bas acp hun joh sirf tum logoko order deta hai kaam karne ke liye.."
U have all rights on me..
U can scold me..
U can put order on me..
Abhijeet.. with moist eyes.. sir.. please.. aisa kuch nahi hai.. aap aache se jante hai.. aapke liye mere dil mei kitni iszat hai.. itna hi nahi aap mere liye pita se kum nahi hai..
Acp: aacha toh phir kyu gaye they chodke haan? kya ek beta sab kaam ek pita pe chodke chala jaata hai? kya ek bhai sab kaam dusre bhai pe chodke chala jaata hai..? aur aab kyu aaye tum yaha.. yeh dekhne ki mai marr gaya ya..
Abhijeet: lift his head up in shock.. sir.. (in low tone) please.. aap nahi jante hai maine jab dekha ki aap yaha.. mujhse raha nahi gaya.. aa gaya daur ke.. koi bhi beta aapne baap ko martey hue nahi dekh sakta.. ussey takleef mei nahi dekh sakta.. (with teary eyes) mai kya karta sir.. kya karta.. aur nahi sehen hota mujhse.. har koi ungli uthatha hai mujhpe.. shaq karta hai sirf isliye na ki kabhie kabhie meri yaadasht mujhe dhoka de jaati hai.. mai kya karu sir.. bahut takleef hoti hai.. Jab meri wajah se apko pareshani hoti hai.. he puts his head on bed.. near his hand.. acp looks at him with teary eyes.. he places his other hand on his hairs and caresses it..
"abhijeet.. dekho mai janta hun tumpe kya bithi hogi… lekin mai jaan bujhke todhi kuch kehta hun.. wo toh bas haalat hi majbur kar detey hai.. mai sach mei bahut guilty feel karta hun baad mei.. sochta hun kaise.. tumse baat karu.. par mauka hi nahi mil paata..
abhijeet looks up at him with his teary eyes.. "issi duty ne mere bete nakul ko bhi dhur kar diya mujhse.. shayad iss cid ne mujhe har wayakti pe shaq karne ki bahut buri addat de di hai…"
he keeps his hand on abhijeet's "ek baat batao.. mai tumpe sara kaam shaup ke relax feel kyu karta hun?" hmm.. isliye mujhe bharosa hai tumpe.. ki tum aapni duty aache se nibhaogey.. kabhie shikayat ka mauka nahi dogey… kehtey hai maa baap aapne bacho ki 100 badi se badi galtiya maaf kar detey hai.. toh kya tum meri choti si galti nahi maaf kar saktey.." instantly the tears drops his eyes..
Today it was not an acp speaking.. but was a father.. talking to his son.. a father who is hurt when his son left him.., a father who is feeling himself guilty to accuse.. to use abuse words for his son.. who he always found standing beside him.. when he falls weak..
"sir.. aap yeh kya keh rahe hai.. mai aapse kabhie naraz tha hi nahi.. bas khudse tha.. shayad mujh mei hi koi khot hai.. kabhie kabhie khud par gussa aata hai.."
Acp cuts him.. "abhijeet.. tumne koi khot nahi hai.. tum toh ek intelligent, sharp shooter.. cid ke senior inspector ho.. jispe sabko garv hai.. jante ho tab kabhie tumhe kuch ho jaata hai sabse jyada fikar mujhe hoti hai tumhari.. tumhare uss bhai se bhi jyada.. par haan mai itna jatata nahi hun.. darr lagta hai.. mujhe kahi tumse ya daya se.. itna lagav na ho jaye.. ki.. mai tum dono ko khone ka dard bardasht na kar saku.."
He turns to other side.. and let his tears fall.. abhijeet puts his head on his lap.. and instantly tears fall..
A/n: hope did not made you cry much.. arey abhie khatam nahi hua hai bhai… abhie toh duo bhi baki hai… duo ka abhie milap nahi hua hai… hehe… next chapter is ready.. wo kya hai na bahut lamba ho jaata yeh isliye separate kar diya… next chapter with duo.. chalo.. jaldi se review kardo.. kal mai pakka update kar dungi… par review toh karo pehle… jaldi se.. hope can cross 70 ho gaya toh update kar dengey kal…