this is my second song thing. the first one isn't even posted, because it isn't finished yet. I don't own csi or the song, but i do own the idea for this oneshot. spoilers for season 8 and 9, even when I don't watch it i know where it's about
She never slows down.
She doesn't know why but she knows
that when she's all alone
feels like it's all coming down.
Sara was sitting in a cab. She was running away. She just felt so alone. Gil was taking good care of her, but she still wanted to burry all the things she left behind. And she wanted to see her mother. She couldn't handle it.
She won't turn around,
the shadows are long and she fears
if she cries that first tear
the tears will not stop raining down.
She almost started to cry, but she didn't. She feared that, if she did that, she could never stop. She didn't liked running, but she had to do this. She gave Gil a goodbye kiss and left him a letter, she just couldn't say to his face that she had to go. She was afraid that, if she had tried it, he just made her stay. And she really had to do this.
So Stand in the rain,
stand your ground
stand up when it's all crashing down,
you stand through the pain
you won't drown.
and one day what's lost can be found
You stand in the rain.
Three months or so later she had done everything she wanted to do. Almost everything. She still had to go and visit her mother. So she did just that on one day. She finally got to know why she had done that. And it helped a little. That night she said to herself she was going back the next day. But the days were following each other and she still stayed. She just couldn't go back.
she won't make a sound,
alone in this fight with herself,
And the fears, whispering
if she stands she'll falls down.
A few months later she still was in San Francisco. She had called Gil a few times, but just couldn't go back and face him. Would he be confused about how she left? Would he judge her for doing so? She had to know, but she was also afraid of it. This fight with herself had to stop. She just stayed in bed all day long, afraid that if she would stand, she would fall down because she was so confused.
she wants to be found,
The only way out is through
everything she's running from
wants to give up and lie down
And then she got the call. Warrick was shot. She was scared. She was running from everything and now the only way she could be less afraid was to go to all the things she was running from. She wanted to lie down in her bed forever, she wanted to give up and never hear from anyone again. But she also wanted to be found. Why else had she left her phone number with Gil, why else had she called him.
So Stand in the rain,
stand your ground
stand up when it's all crashing down,
you stand through the pain
you won't drown.
and one day what's lost can be found
You stand in the rain
She decided to go back. She could handle this. She never gave up, she was a fighter. She got to the airport and cried the whole way back. Would they forgive her? Did she do the right thing? She just hoped she wasn't to late. Hopefully Gil would still love her, hopefully his offer still stood. She wanted to be with him now, it was all she ever wanted.
So Stand in the rain,
stand your ground
stand up when it's all crashing down,
stand through the pain
you won't drown.
and one day what's lost can be found
She got of the plane and got to the crime lab. It looked the same as when she left. She got to his office and waited for him. When he came in, she cried, he was just the same as she remembered. She hugged him and talked to him. After an hour or so he introduced her to the team. He did that so they could see she was different and to let them know he still loved her.
So Stand in the rain,
stand your ground
stand up when it's all crashing down,
stand through the pain
you won't drown.
and one day what's lost can be found
You stand in the rain
A week later was the funeral. She was there too. She was sad but also a little happy. The team had welcomed her back like she had been gone for one day. When Warrick was buried, she got with Gil to his home, what was now her home too. They talked and she kissed him and they slept together for the first time. When she fell asleep she smiled.
She was finally where she belonged.
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