( What up? What up? What up? Oh sorry that's pretty lame. Anyway I've had a couple of people emailing me asking if they could write a scene that they think could have been in my story. Mainly they ask to write about an idea from this story so I'm officially letting you all know that any of you who have asked or have wanted to do so that you have my permission. So now that's out there lets get on with the next chapter! Xxx)
She's mine now
( Damon's pov)
When I opened my eyes the sunshine that peeked through the red curtains was so bright that it made me cover up my eyes with my arm. A groan escaped my lips as I turned over on my other side desperately wanting more sleep to overtake me. After a few mintues I realised that wasn't going to happen anytime soon so I reluctantly sat up rubbing my eyes, trying to waken me up a bit. I sat still thinking about the dream that I'd had last night.
I had dreamt that Bella had stayed over all night and she finally showed me that she loved me just as I love her, with a little more lust than expected. Wink wink. But of course it was a dream that even I knew wouldn't come true. I sighed as I started to get off the bed preparing for yet other boring day, when all of a sudden I felt a silky material under my feet. I looked down in confusion to see a pair of black lacy, knickers laying on the white carpet. Frowning, I bent down and picked them up. At first I didn't reconise the panties until I thought back to my dream and realised that these were the very same pants at Bella had in the dream.
I started to think that maybe, just maybe it might have actually been real and not just a dream. Could it be possible that Bella did actually love me. Or was I just turning more crazier than I used to be. In the bathroom I could hear a muffled voice answering questions that no one had asked. Attack mode on I silently crept over to the door and gently pressed myself on the wall just beside the door but still out of view of whoever was in the bathroom.
The voice stopped and the sound of the intruder moving around the room echoed through the house. I lowered myself into a crouch position about to race in there and grab them by their thoart when suddenly CRASH. The sound came from within the bathroom, frozen like a statue I listened to the sound of hisses and moans of pain. The sound was heartbreaking, like a little girl crying over her favourite doll being broken by her big brother. Usually crying had no affect on me but for some reason all of my body filled with pity for the weeping girl. Slowly I peeked into the room and stopped dead on the spot.
There in front of me stood Bella Swan, her face crippled with pain as she whimpered. Spread all over the floor was scattered glass with red liquid dripping on the white carpet. Her body was humched over the sink and blood that shone like rubies dripped down her hand. I made the terrible mistake of unthinkingly gasping at the site of the blood. The scent of Bella's blood was exotic and almost impossible to resist. The inner monster within me trashed against the cage that I'd forced it in. My body tensed as I fought against the urge to get closer to the deadly demon drink. The only thing that kept me fighting was the fact that the girl that I loved was the one bleeding in front of me.
Jerkingly I brought my hand over my mouth desperately trying to block out her sweet smell. As I struggled to keep my control I slowly backed away from the door and unknowingly knocked over a lamp. The lamp smashed into a million tiny pieces followed by a loud crash. When I looked up Bella had weeled around to face me with shock writen all over her face. It was awkward to say the least. Both Bella and I knew that this was definatly a situation that we both desperately wanted to avoid. And what made it even worst for me was the fact that Bella didn't even know that I drank human blood.
" Are you okay?" I asked not daring to get any closer.
Bella looked down at her arm and held her hands up in front of her. " I'm fine honestly. I've been through much worst than this." Bella opened up the the cabinet and moved about the shampoos and products. I watched her curiously wondering what she was looking for. After a few minutes of Bella searching through the cabinet she eventually gave up and turned around to face me.
" Do you have a bandage?" Bella said gesturing to her wound that was still flowing with blood.
" Yes, yes of course." I nodded my head furiously, thinking that I probably looked like a nodding dog that had been thrown against a wall a little too hard.
Without another look I walked over to the bed and took out the first aid kit from under the bed. I layed the box down on the bed, opened it up and pulled out a roll of bandage and a can of wound cleaner. Just incase.
I began to wonder how Bella couldn't figure out that her bleeding would affect me in this way. I mean I am a vampire for Christ's sake! I drink human blood to try and quech an uncontrollable hunger day in and day out! I am the demon that haunts children's nightmares and story books. And sometimes people don't realise how it feels to know that people live in fear of you because of your eating habits. People don't think that we were once human too. We all have had family, friends and the day to day tragedy's that come in this life.
Shaking my head free of my thoughts I walked swiftly back over to Bella holding my breath knowing that if I inhaled I would defiantly loss my control. I handed Bella the roll of bandage and the bottle of wound cleaner and instantly stepped back once she held them in her less bloody hand. Bella gave me a look of confusion but shrugged it off and started to wind the bandage around the wound. My chest had become unbearably tight reminding me that even through I didn't need air, my body still felt more controllable with the air in my body.
I mentally sighed and decided that if I was to be with Bella I would have to get used to not breathing. Even her scent drove me mad sometimes and half of the time it didn't invole her bloods exotic aroma.
" You okay?" I looked up to see Bella standing in front of me looking at me in worry. I glanced down at her arm that was cover in a thick layer of bandage. Greatfully I inhaled through my nose and instantly calmed down.
" Don't worry about me I'm fine." I reassured her with my usual cooked smile. Bella smiled back happy that I was okay.
Now that the whole drama thing was over I let my eyes travel down her body. I was surprised to see Bella wearing my t-shirt from last night and I was even more surprised to find how sexy she looked. The shirt came down to the beginning of her cleamy thigh showing of her shapely legs. Her hair was messy but instead of looking dirty it gave her a wild and fiesty look. Just looking at her made me want to pull her back into bed but I didn't because I knew that I'd never let her go if I did.
" Well as much as I love the site of you right now I think we'd better get ready for the day." Bella looked down studying herself before looking up at me smiling and nodded in agreement. I went over to my dresser and pulled out a formal white button up and an old pair of black jeans that were way too small for me. Since I didn't have any felmale clothes I figured that Bella would be fine wearing this for the day. I tossed Bella the clothes and she went into the bathroom to change privately. I didn't really understand why she did since I'd pretty much seen every part of her body so it wouldn't really make a difference. But I guess she's still a bit private which I respect.
As I got ready I decided that I wanted to show Bella one of my favourite spots in the whole of Mystic Falls. It was just outside of the town in the middle of the woods and though there wasn't any pathway we wouldn't get lost because of my animal like sense of smell. It was just one of the few perks about being a demon of the night.
The land outside of Mystic Falls didn't have many people around there so we'd have plenty of privatey.( Wink. Wink) Plus the land remains to this day untouched so that means that its fill of history that haven't even discovered yet. And since Bella was so in to the vampire thing I had a feeling that she'd get a kick out of it.
Once I had finished buttoning my button up black t-shirt Bella walked in with her new or should I say old substitute clothes on. I'd had worried that the jeans wouldn't have fitted her but instead they looked like they were made for her. She had also tucked the shirt into the jeans making her look like the assistant to the big boss that everyone thought was beautiful but they don't do anything about it because they're afraid that they'll get fired for messing around with her.
Walking over to her I gently kissed her lips while pulling her into my arms. I pulled away eventually remembering that we only really had today to spend together before Bella would have to go back to Elena's and face all of the questions about where she was last night.
" Hey. I have something I wanna show you. It's a place that me and Stefan went to as children when we were still you know…human." I asked hoping that she'd say yes.
Smiling at me she replied " Yes of course. I can't think of anywhere I'd want to be than where you went to as a child."
I smiled back down at her feeling my heart speed up at the thought that I had someone like Bella by my side. And honestly I wouldn't want anybody else but her with me. Bella and I both exited the house after having a very quick breakfast and went inside my black B.M.W and started our journey down to the place of my childhood.
( Hey guys! Can I just say that I'm sooo sorry for not updating sooner I'm just going through a hard time because I'm moving to another school blah, blah, blah. So it's hard with friends and stuff like that anyway on a lighter note I hope you guys enjoyed the chapter. But before I go I just wanted to ask if you guys would maybe have a look at my new story Weirdos in Wonderland! It's pretty random but I'm writing it with my friend Rachel which I've NEVER done before, so if you guys are interested please have a look and I'll try and update faster next time.
And before I forget one more question what's our favourite part of the story so far and what are you hoping will happen next? If I get some anwsers I promise that I'll update by the end of this month! Kay bye xxx)
