I feel bad because this isn't a continuation from the last chapter...whoops. Anyways, that will be next chapter so sorry but before you continue to read the actual story I just wanted to let you know that I do not own Total Drama.

Mike's POV

Today was the day. I was going on the fourth season of Total Drama today and I could only hope my personalities wouldn't get in the way. If they ruined everything I would be known as a loser to every one and I mean everyone this was on international TV!

My dad came in and asked if I was ready. I knew I was. At least I had everything packed but I wasn't sure if I was ready mentally.

"Dad," I said, "What if my personalities ruin everything."

"Well Mike, that's a risk you have to take. You were the one who didn't listen to his psychiatrist."

I knew my dad was right. He got up and I followed him out the door to my room. My mom was waiting for us by the door that leaded out of our house.

"You ready?" She asked.

"As ready as I'll ever be." I replied as I took a deep breath. This was it. I walked out the door and put my stuff in the trunk of my father's car. We all got in, my parents in the front and me in the back. I stared out the window. The long drive gave me time to think. If I didn't talk about my disorder nobody will know and nobody can make fun of it, right? People would learn though. I couldn't go that whole time without turning into one of them. I never thought of this. What if someone sees it? What would I say then? Would I tell them the truth? No, I couldn't. I had to lie but how? The only thing I could think of is acting. If I told them I was acting then they would think it was all a comedy routine. Would they buy it? I couldn't quite say but I guess I'll have to find out because that was all I could think of. I hope they do.

After a while we arrived at the airport. I got out my bags and stepped in. It was time to go on my own. There was no more help and understanding from my parents. I had to face my problems by myself.

"Good bye. Have fun." My mom said.

"Good luck!" Said my dad.

We all got into a group hug. I heard my dad tell me that I could do it. I know he was probably just lying because he was my parent and he had to make me feel good but I tried to take it truthfully to boost my confidence. I waved good bye and stepped in to the long lines for security. It seemed like it took forever but finally I was on the plane. I spent most of my time on the plane just listening to music, reading and thinking about the game. The view out the window was epic so I also spent quite a bit of time looking out there. Finally, we landed. I got out and looked around. I wasn't sure how this was going to go but when I saw a sign that said "Mike" on it I decided it was worth it to check if the person holding it was here for me.

"Hello, are you looking for Mike Smith?" I asked.

The man nodded and led me to a car. He took my bags and put them in the back seat. Then he gestured me to the passenger seat and opened the door. I thanked him and walked in. There was not a single word said in the car. I started to stare out the window and thought. What if nobody liked me? What if everybody saw me as a freak. I was scared to say the least and when we got out of the car my legs were shaking. When I walked out I was on a dock. There were a lot of other teens there who I am assuming were the other contestants.

"Hello Mike," Said Chris, "We are waiting on a few more contestants. Make yourself comfortable."

I sat on one of the chairs and looked at the ocean in front of me. It looked beautiful. I looked at the other contestants. Some of them looked like scary, others looked mean, some looked nice and there was one that even looked like a girl version of Vito.

Eventually, everyone was here. We were told to board the ship. I walked in when suddenly I was knocked down by someone else. She looked up to help me and then I saw it. It was Zoey from like ten years ago. I should be happy but I was completely scared! I've changed a lot if you know what I mean. What if she doesn't like me anymore?

"Mike?" She said with a big smile on her face.

"Zoey?" I said back. I tried to hide how scared I was but she seemed to notice it. Crap. Luckily she didn't say anything about it. She helped me up.

"I can't believe it's actually you!" She said, "What are the odds?" We started walking the rest of the way. I had no idea what to say.

"Um, yeah!" I said trying to sound excited, "I missed you."

"Same here but is something up? You don't seem that happy."

She could see right threw me. I needed to come up with a good excuse.

"Oh, I'm just super excited." I said.

I really kind of was so it wasn't a lie. After all, I was on my way to possibly win one million dollars and my old best friend was here. I was just scared she would think I was a freak because of my disorder but Zoey wasn't like that, right? I really couldn't say anymore. I would just have to wait. Ten years can really change someone. I didn't know. All I could do was see if she changed. For my sake, let's hope not. I smiled at Zoey. Maybe this would turn out good. Who knows?