Fili awoke feeling a warm body hugging him tightly. He felt a gentle hand in his chest hairs, and the soft breathe of his lover on his neck. He opened his eyes and looked down at his assistant. He had to get rid of him, staying with him like that would give the boy hope for a relationship. Hope was something he was not willing to give him. When the boy awoke Fili could see immense happiness in those beautiful chocolate eyes and a soft smile. But the happiness disappeared as soon as Kili focused on reality and saw the cold glare he was getting. Fili felt a stab of pain, knowing it was his doing that the long awaited smile would disappear in just a second. All those positive warm emotions turned into fear as soon as Kili realized it was him hanging tightly on this boss, and his boss was no longer holding him. He shifted away and took his hands back. He curled on the bed feeling unwelcome. He had to get out but he was all dirty.
"Do you mind if I use the shower?" The boy hesitantly asked.
"No." Fili replied looking at the boy praying he would finally go. He wanted to get rid of the boy before he had another attack of lust. Before he would reach out and take him again. With every second of looking at him in his bed he wanted to press him back into the bed.
The boy slowly got up and headed towards the bathroom. A moment later Fili could hear the shower running, and with all his strength he was fighting not to join him there. A battle he was losing. His erection was already throbbing hard, his head was full of images of the boy under the shower. He got up, but what he saw something he wasn't expecting. The boy wasn't washing, he was sitting on the floor. He was holding his legs with his arms and it was clear as day he was crying. Fili felt a stab to the heart unlike anything before. Suddenly he realized he was the cause of that pain, he was the one who made him unhappy. He could make a choice, either he could try to comfort his lover or he could just leave him there. He got into the shower and before the boy could even notice him, he grabbed him tight and pulled him into his lap. The boy looked at him confused but instead of pulling away he grabbed Fili and hid his head into Fili's neck. Before the boy could say or do anything Fili kissed him deeply. Fili immediately saw the boy's eyes go bright and kiss him shyly back. He felt the boys hands on his body and he felt him gently shift to take him. Fili didn't dare protest, the was thrilled the boy took initiative, and when he was riding Fili it was the best sex Fili had ever experienced. After sex they washed quickly and returned to bed. Fili awoke again after a long time. He was alone for a change. He briefly wondered where his assistant had gone to, but the smell of his delicious coffee clearly indicated where he currently was.
When Fili got into the kitchen he saw his assistant dressed and a appetizing breakfast on the table. Without even saying anything he sat down and immediately a coffee appeared in front of him. He reached to grab his favorite French toast.
"I'm surprised you could make such a breakfast from the content of my kitchen." Fili noticed.
"I would manage to cook dinner out of the content of your kitchen." Kili noticed.
"Whatever." Fili noticed coldly. "Don't get used to this."
"I'm not planning to." The boy was trying to hide his anxiety, anything his boss was saying was living proof he overstayed his welcome.
"Can I return home, or is there anything else you require of me?" The boy suddenly asked not touching the food or coffee.
"You may go home." Fili noticed coldly and just two minutes later he was all alone again. For a brief moment he felt pain at seeing him leave, but he kept telling himself it was better if he left. Fili did not need him. Fili did not want him there. As he was eating the breakfast prepared by his assistant he suddenly felt tears flow down his cheeks. Deep inside he knew he was lying to himself.