"We're not going out." I said quickly, as we walked towards the building.
"What?" Kia said frowning.
"We're just dating casually." I was looking straight at Becki as I said it, Kia noticed and smirked.
"You want to let out your sexual frustrations on someone Miss Hasting." Kia said with a laugh, I gave her a look. "Go on and prosper."
I laughed. I walked past the cheerleader group, winking at them and led Kia inside.
"Let's get drunk." I said, as I grabbed two beers.
"Not too drunk." Kia replied, as she checked out some guy's butt who walked past us. "We need to keep you out of a certain blondes arms and bed."
"Shut up." I said bumping her hip softly. "Go have fun."
"Yeah?" Kia asked, she looked at me seriously. "I don't need to keep an eye on you."
I downed my drink and grabbed another.
"No." I said, gulping down my second drink. "I'll be fine."
"Slow down there." Kia said with a laugh, putting a hand on my arm. "If you need to go just call me."
"Go." I said with a smile, trying to reassure her. "I think that cute butt that you were staring at, was walking that way."
Kia laughed but she did walk in the direction that I pointed to, other guys tried to ask her dance but when Kia has seen a cute butt, then she is going to get that butt. I laughed at their futile attempts. I then saw Becki walk into the house, she seemed to be looking for someone. I downed the rest of my beer and grabbed two more from the counter as I snuck towards her.
"Looking for someone?" I whispered in ear, behind her.
"Only you." Becki said with a laugh, she seemed a little tipsy the way she put her arms around me. "Come on let's go up stairs."
Becki dragged me upstairs. Some of the guys whooped loudly. Becki laughed and winked at them. As soon as she was in the a bedroom, she turned and began to kiss me hard. The light headed mood I was in made me enjoy it, I kissed her just as hard. I pulled back and opened my beer and hers, passing it to her. Becki laughed as she downed hers in one, I did the same and threw away.
"You're fucking hot." I said, kissing her neck.
Becki moaned and then pulled away with a mischievous look in her eyes.
"What?" I asked.
"Wait here." Becki said, then rushed out.
I frowned, then smiled. This was simpler, no real feelings just pure lust. No complications. Becki came back with shot glasses and a two vodka bottles.
"Getting to the harder stuff." I said with a laugh, then Kelly and other cheerleaders and their boyfriends came in. "Party in the bedroom?"
"They followed me up." Becki said rolling her eyes. "More the merrier I guess."
We all sat in a circle and started being very silly, playing spin the bottle and taking a shot when the bottle landed on us as well. Basically just getting more and more wasted with every passing second. I was lucky that it had only landed on me once and it had been Becki. People must have heard the rowdiness upstairs, because people started to slowly stream in and join the game. Suddenly, the bedroom was crowded with laughter and drunkenness.
Then Olivia with Maria and Danielle turned up. Duke wasn't with her, which I liked but found surprising. I was also surprised when Olivia joined the circle, but not so surprised when she completely ignored my presence in the circle.
In my inebriated state, I couldn't stop looking at her and those lips that were so kissable. I guessed Olivia was pretty drunk as well as she happily kissed the guys when it landed on her. I realised that I was extremely jealous when she kissed those guys. I hated it. Duke was no where to be found. Where was he? He needed to stop this. I was about to go looking for him, when the bottle was passed to me, I quickly twisted it in a spin, not caring as I wanted to get my go over with and then go find Duke.
It landed on Olivia, she looked up. I think looking at me seemed to sober her up a bit. I crawled on my knees towards her. I didn't even ask but just kissed her softly, when she softly bit my lower lip, I deepened the kiss. It was one of those kisses that makes you go all mushy inside, whilst also doing crazy somersaults. Everything disappeared around us, the noise and the people, it might have been something to do with my eyes being close which would produce the effect of disappearance... I talk to much. Shut up! I was kissing Olivia. My beautiful blonde was in my arms again. The effect was broken when some guy shouted loudly "get a room!"
I pulled away, laying my forehead on hers then kissing it softly. Without another word I exited the room and searched for Duke. I still tasted Olivia on my lips, that strawberry kinda of taste because of the lip balm she wore. I loved the fact she didn't cost her lips in lipstick. I loved the way that her hair always slid forwards when she was kissing me, tickling my cheek.
Duke was downstairs. Making out with some blonde. I frowned. He looked up as he took a breath, seeing me, he excused himself.
"Dude." Duke said, he had lipstick on his mouth, another reason that I liked Olivia's lip balm. "I think I've met the right girl!"
"What?" I was so confused, so this is when guys are confusing.
Being in this middle state, made me realise how confusing human beings were in general, with their feelings and emotions. Their likes and dislikes. I couldn't keep up.
"Olivia doesn't like me." Duke said, as if defending himself. "She only went on that date to make some guy jealous."
"Me." I said, he had to know.
"I thought it was." Duke said looking gloomy but then turned to the smiling blonde who was patiently waiting for him. "Sarah. God, Sarah totally gets my awkwardness. And the way she kisses, my God. She's my kinda girl, she likes soccer. I mean she crazy about it, we've been talking about it for ages. I really like her."
I smiled. Duke had finally found his girl. Olivia was forgotten.
"I'm happy for you." I said. "I'll meet her some time, how about going on a couple of dates and then you can introduce her to me."
"Good idea." Duke said, he smiled at me. "You're one of my best buds. You should go after her."
I knew who he was talking about. I wondered if he would say that if he knew? I felt bad when he declared that I was one of his best friends. I was putting on a total act, well not total but pretending to be a different gender was pretty substantial. I would be leaving after the Illyria game, Sebastian would not be the Sebastian that he knew at all. I couldn't tell him though, then the whole plan might as well go out of the window.
And Olivia. I don't think I've ever wanted someone as badly as her. Scratch that. I haven't ever, in my life, wanted any as much as Olivia. The past week has been torture. I had missed her.
"Thanks man." I slapped him on the shoulder. "Good luck with that pretty young thing."
I ran upstairs, Olivia had withdrawn from the circle and was standing by the door. I just grabbed her hand and pulled her next door. Locking the door after me. I turned towards her. Olivia looked so fucking beautiful. I pushed her against the wall and kissed her furiously. My tipsy mind was not thinking about the fact that I gave no explanation or anything. Olivia didn't seem to mind as she pulled me towards her, wrapping her arms around my neck. My hands, which had been on her hips slid down to her bum. This must have set of something in Olivia as she suddenly pulled away and pushed me to a distance.
"What is happening here?" Olivia said breathlessly.
"Well, we were kissing." I said with a shrug. "Now we're not."
"Seriously." Olivia said. "You don't talk to me for a week, when I ask you what is going on between us and you don't answer."
"Actually, you ignored me for a week because you followed your dumb friends idea about trying to make me jealous." I countered angrily.
"You brought that leggy brunette with you to make me jealous!" Olivia fired back.
"Don't be ridiculous! I'm not as devious as you, I just wanted to take someone. I didn't want to go alone as you and Duke made googly eyes to one another." I shouted back, my jealousy showing now.
"Who's being ridiculous now! I wasn't doing that at all. I wanted you the whole time. Then you kiss that bitch like there is no one else on earth."
"Kia isn't a bitch. Also that's your fault!"
"I fail to see how you locking lips with some girl, being my fault!?"
"I've been sexually frustrated ever since we stopped hanging out." I yelled.
That made Olivia shut up for a second. Then she looked extra angry.
"So that's why you hang out of with me?" Olivia said looking hurt. "I thought you were different."
"Of course not! That's just a tiny percentage of why I want to be with you." I said shaking my head. "I love just being in your company, then you ignore me for a week!"
"What did you expect!" Olivia shouted back, moving to the opposite side of the room. "You refuse to talk to me about your feelings or anything. It's just kissing with you and hanging out."
"There is a reason for that." I sigh.
"What?" Olivia asked with her arms followed.
"It's complicated." I said, taking a step towards her but she held a hand up.
"You know what's not complicated for me; I'll never kiss you again, unless you tell me." Olivia said, putting her foot down.
"You could do that?" I ask with a questioning smile, she seemed falter a little but she nodded determined.
Was this the moment? I was tipsy, she was tipsy. I didn't think it was a good idea, she may rush out and tell everyone. Then the plan would be well and truly foiled. I sigh. I was going to have to tell a slight lie. Again.
"I was like that because I've never, I mean ever, felt like this in my life." I said softly, taking a step towards her. "You, Olivia Lennox, make me feel things that I didn't even know existed within me."
I waited as Olivia looked at me, as if she was trying to figure out if I was telling the truth.
"Your scared?" Olivia said, tentatively.
"Hell yes, I'm scared." I reached out for her hand. "Even touching your hand makes me feel crazy, let alone kissing those perfect lips of yours. It would terrify anyone."
"What are we?" Olivia asked softly.
I pulled her towards me, giving her quick kiss. I laid my forehead on hers. "We're in a relationship."
"Skipping the dating?" Olivia said, stroking my face.
"I think we're passed that." I said kissing her cheek. "Don't you."
Olivia gave a small nod and gave me a smile, that I hadn't seen in too long.
"I missed you." Olivia whispered.
"I missed you too." I whispered back.