AN: Thank you for all the hits and especially for the reviews. Please review and now on with the new chapter.

Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight.


Ch. 1


"Aw look what we have here the baby of the family, how cute. Look at your mommy and daddy now all defenseless. No one can save them now. James bring her here." A voice said laughing.

I looked around all I could see was darkness. I ran away from the voice but I couldn't find away out of the room. I could feel them watching me. I knew what happened next. In my head I knew this was a dream but my body was filled with fear. Even though I knew I wouldn't help I continued to run until I hit a glass wall. I looked through it even though I knew I would regret it. It was like walking into that day all over again I saw them walk into the house and grab my mom and dad I saw them continuously him my dad with a crow bar. I saw my mom screaming and crying as she had to watch them beat my dad. Then they turned to her the man James with this sick look on his face stalk towards her and grab her neck. I watched them all take turns beating her. Then they threw her next to my dad. I watched as they grabbed each other's hand and they both looked at me with disappointment in their eyes. Then I saw James grab his gun and aim at them.

I shot out gasping for air. I looked around and saw my small closet room with my thin sheet used for both padding and warmth. I was lucky at least this room had a window.

I sighed the sun was up which meant I had to get up and go to school. Great another day of endless teasing, I hated all of the kids that I went to school with. They teased me, hit me and downright bullied me because I was a foster kid. If they only knew my hell they wouldn't do half of the things they do to me.

As I pulled on the only pair of jeans I owned and one of the three shirts I owned. I grabbed my iPod to check out how many days there were until my big fight against another top ranked boxer like me. Three was a little more than week I smiled at the background on the screen it was a picture of me and my best friend Cassie. Cassie had given me the I pod for my birthday last year. She, my coach were the closest thing I had to a family.

"Girl get out here!" Joey my foster dad yelled from the kitchen.

Slowly I walked out of my room and towards him, "what do you need me to do?"

I asked quietly.

"Mary is out and I need food. So why is my breakfast not ready?" He screamed, grabbing my arm and throwing me towards the hot stove, and grabbing a red hot pan.

"No please I'm sorry I didn't have it ready please give me a chance to make it." I pleaded with him.

He just chuckled, yanking my shirt up and placing the pan on my stomach.

I held back a scream but the tears flowed from my eyes. I could smell my flesh burn, when he finally let go I dropped to the floor clutching my stomach. I start to see black spots from the amount of pain I'm in. I don't know how long I laid there but it felt like eternity I felt Joey come by every now and then and kick me to see if I was alive.

Hours must have passed but I could still feel the pain and now the iron like smell of blood that I lay in. The blood from Joey, his way of checking to see if I was alive. My mind drifts I know it must be late afternoon if not the evening by now. Boxing practice must have started, I wonder if they notice me missing or if they care. I've never missed before, maybe coach is worried or Cassie fears that I am sick. A small part of me hopes they come to see if I am okay, but I know if they do then they will see me at my weakest. Part of me wants to get up and fight this, but I can't its too hard. I know I have faced worst things then this but I feel as though this is my breaking point. I can't take anymore. I want to be free from this world all this pain and suffering I face day in and day out. This world that I know now is not fair. The things I have seen and been through should make me though but now as I lay here I can't find that strength in my self to go through this again. I can see the darkness coming into my vision. I sigh this is what I have been waiting for my escape, I cling to it I felt at peace for the first time in forever. Just before I give in completely I could almost make out a voice telling me to hold on. It's too late though I allow myself to fall into the dark abyss.


AN: Ok so sorry this is so lateand for being so short. I will have the next chapter by the end of the week. My life is a little crazy right now I have lots of other stuff to do and not enough time to do them. Please review they help me update fast