I am not Stephanie Meyer nor will I ever be so therefore I don't own twilight *sad face*

Recap:

Rose and I enter Belle's room, there were lots of machines hooked up to her body; her body was bandaged and bruised I Was glad that all of the blood was cleaned from her body.

Belle looked even smaller and she laid on the bed. Rose and I sat next to her watching her chest rise and fall as she breathe. Rose grabbed her hand and held it. We sat by her bed waiting until the moment that she would open her eyes.

CH 4

Belle's pov

I felt like I was drifting on a cloud it was so peaceful. I didn't know how long I had been drifting for though I was too caught up in the feeling. But slowly things were starting to come back to me, I now knew that there was something that had caused me to get here but I didn't remember what. I had a feeling that someone was waiting for me back where I came from but who was it I couldn't remember. So I was fine floating on the clouds, but something had changed there was a house coming up it seemed familiar to me for some reason. It was white with green trim with a wrap around front porch with rocking chairs in front.

I smiled it seamed as if I had been here before. I walked up the steps and knocked on the door.

I heard a person walking up and opening the door. I gasped it was my mom and soon my father appeared next to her.

" Mom? Dad? Is it really you?" I asked

"Annabelle, my baby angel what are you doing here?" Mom asked me, ushering me inside.

"I…I don't remember, all I remember is that it hurt before and now it doesn't but there's something waiting for me back there but I can't remember." I told them it was all so fuzzy.

"Oh my baby, you shouldn't be here. If we wouldn't have died none of this would've happened. Its all are faults." Mom said sobbing into dad's chest.

"I don't blame you. Ya'll tried to protect me but life happened don't think anything that ever happened to me was your fault." I said I looked around the living room and saw picture of two girls. Dad caught me staring.

He smiled at me "We kept watch over both you and your sister throughout the years. I'm surprised they separated both you from each other"

Somehow him reminding me of my sister brought back some memories most of which were unpleasant and from right after she left me.

"They didn't separate us she left me. She told me I was worthless and it was my fault you died. She was right I am worthless. No one loves me" I said.

"We love you so much we wanted to stay but we couldn't. Why would you believe that?" mom asked me through her sobs.

"I've been told that most of my life so I just began to believe it. It's not like it isn't true. I mean who would want this" I told them but some part of my brain was trying to tell me that someone cared back where I was from, but who I couldn't remember. It was frustrating so I let it drop.

"Baby that's not true so many people love you that just don't show it. I'm sure your foster parents love you" mom told me.

"Wow you must have just been watching Isa's life because I've never been in one home where they haven't abused me in so shape or form. They didn't want me, I've been to at least eight different homes and never in all my years have I known love. Thirteen years and I never got hug by someone who loves me. I think the last hug I got from love was from you and dad on that day you died. No, the closest thing I've gotten to a hug is being held down while I was beat!" I yelled, I don't know why I was telling them this I never wanted them to have to know this. As I yelled this I remember that people hated me and beat me but some part of me knew that maybe someone loved me.

I looked and saw both mom and dad in tears holding each other. Wow they did love me, they're crying for me but it had been so long since I had been loved that it was all very confusing.

"I didn't know that we never knew we just got pictures every now and then you looked happy. Especially in this one" dad told me handing me a small picture frame.

It was of me standing outside a building with this girl, we were laughing about something. The girl was important to me somehow I knew that. I saw behind us was a man, he was huge both tall and buff he was watching us with his arm around a blonde women. She was gorgeous. I traced their figures, my fingers running across the page. Who were they? I knew that they were familiar some way. I looked back at their faces. And then I remember.

"Belle congratulations you did it you won! I'm so proud of you sweet heart. Where's Emmett I know how proud he's going to be" Ms. Rose told me, pulling me into a hug.

"Thanks Ms. Rose I'm so glad you wanted to come see me" I told her. I was still surprised that she had hugged me, it felt nice.

"Well the minute my goofy husband told me you were fighting I had to come and show some support. Oh we need to take you out to dinner." She squealed

"Rosie don't kill Belle we need to make sure she in shape for her next match. Which she will dominate like she did in this one" coach yelled coming up behind me and swing me up over his shoulder and swing me around.

I giggled no one had ever wanted to see me do anything before and they wanted to take me out to dinner to wow this night could not get better.

I gasped how could I ever forget Ms. Rose and coach the two people I modeled myself after. Every bone in my body wanted them to be my parent. Since I had met them my wish was that they would adopt me. I would call them mom and dad in my head and heart. They were what was waiting for me back home. I had left the letter to Cassie for her to read if I didn't show up for practice to read the letter with Coach. I had to go back to them even if they didn't love me the way I loved them I needed them.

"I have to go back" I told my mom and dad.

"We know you don't belong here yet it's not your time. They love you and you love them." Dad said.

"But it's not that I don't love ya'll any less because I don't, even if I only knew ya'll for three years I still love you" I said, I didn't want them to think that I loved them any less.

"We know that we want you to be happy and these people will treat you right. You will find a family with them and be happy and grow up. That's all we ever wanted for you and your sister" mom said

"Thank you. Did you ever… I mean speak with Isa?" I asked uncertain

"No she didn't need to see us, while you did. She made peace with our deaths and no longer blames you but she doesn't know what she would do if ya'll ever met" dad explained.

I let out a breath I had been holding "Good, I wouldn't know what I would do either, but the chances of us meeting are slim, so I won't worry about it"

"You need to leave soon, not that we don't want you but if you stay any longer you might lose your chance to go back" they explained.

"I understand it's time for me to return I need to go back I have some people to see," I said, I stood up and walked to the door. I faced them "Will I ever see you again?"

"someday you will but don't let us hold you back be who you were meant to be we are so proud of who you are and we know someday our paths will meet again but till then this is goodbye" mom said

"We love you so much be strong you have a difficult road ahead of you but always remember that we will be with you forever in your heart." Mom and dad said. They both hugged and kissed me.

I walked down the path toward the forest that had appeared while we were talking, as I reached the edge I turned back and looked once more at my parents. I knew once I crossed this part I couldn't return to them and that there was still time to turn around and go back.

I took a deep breath and took a step forward; slowly I walked through the woods. I didn't know where I was walking just that I would know when I got there.

I must've walked for what felt like hours, when I heard a voice. It was soft at first but as I walked it grew louder. The person was calling my name.

"I'm here, I'm coming!" I shouted back.

Suddenly the forest changed there was a bright light and the voice began two. Coach and Ms. Rose were the voices!

I stepped into the light and I felt my body shift.

I groaned softly I was in pain and lying in a bed.

Ms. Rose and Coach were at my side. Ms. Rose was stroking my face softly. I carefully opened my eyes and saw her face.

Yay an update thank everyone for the reviews and for all the hits they all helped me update faster. The next update might take a little longer I was going to do it this weekend but I'm going out of town and no computer and so I'll try my hardest for an update next week. Please review they help me type quicker!

Till next time Willow