Disclaimer: I don't own twilight Stephanie Meyer does.

A/N: I really have no excuse why I haven't updated in so long. I really haven't felt like it I guess. I promise to do a lot better in my updating from now on. Don't forget to review.

BPOV:

It has been six months since Edward and I have been trying to get pregnant and it still hasn't happened. I'm starting to get a little discouraged. Edward said that it would happen when it happens but I never imagined it would take this long.

We had just walked through the door of our house and the first thing I did was collapse on the couch.

"Is something wrong love?" Edward asked in a concerned tone.

"I don't know Edward, It's just we've been trying for so long and still nothing has happened. I'm starting to believe that I can't have what I really want!"

Edward took off his coat and hung it up on the hook next to the door. He came over to the couch, sat down beside me, and pulled me into his lap.

"Love, sometimes it takes people years to conceive. We've been trying for only six months."

"So you're saying that it might not happen for another year!?" I said as I burst into tears.

"No love, not at all! I'm just trying to say that we just need to let nature take its course. We'll have a baby when it's meant to be."

I looked into to Edward's unbelievably green eyes and saw so much sincerity. This man could not get any better. He wiped my tears with the pad of his thumb and I thought I was going to be okay. Then I realized something and a whole new wave of tears came over me.

"Edward, what if s-s-something i-is wrong with m-me and I can't ha-have a baby?" I sobbed into Edward's neck.

"Love there is other ways to become a parent. There's adoption and surrogacy, I will do anything I can do to make sure we get a baby if you can't have one."

"Really?" I said, looking up into Edward's loving eyes.

"Of course I would love. I would never want you to not have something you so desperately want."

Edward then leaned down and gave me the most loving kiss he had ever given me.

"Edward, do you think that we could maybe try again? You can never try to many times." I said, giving Edward the sexiest look I could muster.

"I would like nothing more than to try again, love." Edward said, as he leaned down and kissed me passionately.

He then picked me up bridal style and walked us to our bedroom. As soon as we got in the room, Edward gently laid me on the bed as he started to take off his shirt. All I could do was stare at how gorgeous my husband looked without his shirt on-or with it on for that matter.

Edward looked at me like I was some fine delicacy as he approached where I lay on our bed. Once he got to me he kissed me with so much passion I nearly came right there. He then proceeded to trail kissed over my chin and down my throat. He stopped when he got to my shirt and proceeded to take it off.

When my shirt had been discarded and thrown on the floor. Edward started to take my bra off and it was soon added to the pile of growing clothes on our bedroom floor. He started to trail the kisses again and he was soon nipping at my very hard peaks.

"Oh, Edward…don't stop.."

Edward led the kisses down my rib cage and across my stomach, dipping his tongue into my belly button. He continued the assault of kisses until he reached the top of my dress slacks. He quickly ripped them of taking my panties with them and threw them to the floor. I gazed up at Edward and realized something.

"Edward, I believe you have on too many clothes."

Edward looked down and soon stripped himself of every stich of clothing he had on. I took him by the shoulders and flipped us around to where I was now sitting on top of Edward. I gave him a sly grin and started to trail open mouthed kisses down his chest and stomach in the same way he had done to me not five minutes earlier.

When I got to his glorious member I looked Edward straight in the eyes and placed a sweet kiss on the very tip, loving the taste of precum that had gathered there. He took in a sharp breath as I began to take his length into my mouth.

"Oh god…mmm baby that feels so good." Edward rasped out.

I feel Edward start to twitch and tighten in my mouth and I know that he's getting close. I release him with a pop and Edward looks at me like I've committed the worst crime imaginable.

"What did you stop for?" He asked.

"I need you inside me." I said as Edward flipped us over once again.

Edward lined himself up with me and gently thrust in. "Oh god…so good Edward."

He began to quicken his pace and Edward knew that I was getting close. He brought his hand to my bundle of nerves and began to roughly rub it until my walls contracted around him. Edward thrust in a few more times and shuddered, I soon felt his hot seed shoot into me.

Edward collapsed onto me and stayed there until our breathing evened out again. All too soon he pulled out and we got under the covers. Edward spooned up against me and I felt every worry leave my body.

"Edward?"

"Yes love?"

"I think this one did it." I said with conviction.

"Me too, love."

After our tiresome afternoon we both fell asleep with hope in our hearts.

A/N: I gave you guys a lemon to hopefully help make up for not updating in so long. I'll try to get another chapter up before Thursday.

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