Oh the feels

The loud banging on the door woke her up. She moaned as she sat up. Immediately missing the warmth of the bed she stumbled over her shoes trying to get to the front door.

The person kept knocking. Sounding quit anxious. She swung open the door.

"Its 4 am in the bloody-'' she yelled but stopped when she saw who stood in front of her.

Hook

His hair was messy and his eyes were bloodshot. His shirt was half buttoned and creased, and he was shaking.

"Killian-'' But she was interrupted when he walked forward. Pushing his lips onto hers. Kissing her fiercely. As if he had not seen her in years and they are finally reunited. He pulled her even closer, holding her waist while she clung onto his neck. He was nibbling on her bottom lip, tracing his tongue across her lips she moaned. In a way she felt like he was hurting her, holding onto her to tight.

"Killy, stop" She pushed him away slightly. He went to kiss her again but she shook her head. "What's wrong?" He looked pained. He stepped away from her, clearly he had been crying because he sniffed. She put her hand out to grab hold of him but he shook her off. "Don't do that, don't push me away" She pleaded. What was wrong with him.

"I… I wanted-'' He avoided her face, running his shaky hands through his hair. "I wanted to see if I still feel something for you" He whispered, and her eyes widened. Alarm bells went off inside her head but she ignored them

"And?..." She swallowed thickly, nervous for his answer.

"I-….I don't love you anymore"

Lie

Or so she hoped.

He turned away and headed towards the door.

"Killian! Stop…" She felt angry but mostly she felt sad.

"You can't just, turn away! You… You monster" She fell to her knees and wept.

Oh no, is the saviour crying? How pathetic and WEAK. A voice whispered, and Emma pulled her face, the voice sounded close but it was just her. She was alone in her little apartment a cold wind coming through her front door that Killian left open. She screamed, and sagged her shoulders weeping on her cold tile floor. Crying for help. Crying for Killian.