"Jace w-why are you looking at me like that?" I say in a panic reaching out to him. What's going on? What's happening? I think to myself.
"Don't touch me." He replies coldly turning away from me. Tears start rushing down my face as he walks away. I collapse on the cold sidewalk.
"Jace, don't go..." I managed to whisper out through my sobs. I sat there, tears rushing down my face. He disappeared in the distance. The streets were desolate, the rocks dug into my palms and knees, and the air was cold and bitter, it stung against my face.
"Your crying again?" I turn to see Natsu smiling at me. Thank god, I takes a deep breath, it's Natsu. He grabbed my hand and Helps me up, but then his eyes turned really dark and full of malice. He just sneered at me. "No one will ever love you."
I shot out of bed gasping for air, covered in a cold sweat. I looked around my room, still in a state of panic, my clock said "3:44am" I sighed and looked out the window. The sky was dark and the silver moon was just a sliver. Barely any light was coming in my room, and most of it was from the street lamps, from the sidewalk outside. It was quiet, the night air had cooled down my room considerably. The cold air biting at my fingertips and ears, and sending goosebumps over my body. compared to the heat that day, it was like standing in a refrigerator. I sigh and groggily get out of bed. I walk over and turn my fan off.
"It was just a dream." I say to try calming my nerves down. I look at my phone. No new messages, I don't know why I would check. I thought to myself. I slink back into bed, lying on my back. What is going on in my head. I cross my arms over my face. Am I crying? I wipe my hands over my eyes. The warm tears felt hot against my cold fingers. I pull my hand away and just stare at my wet fingertips. I really am a train wreck of emotions. I drop my arm across my face, and cover my eyes. I can see why my head would make a dream like that. I sit up, grab my phone, and start flipping through my old pictures, because they help calm me down when I'm upset. I smiled, there were some of Jace and me, Jen and me, and me and... Hold on, I don't remember taking this picture. I sat up just staring at my phone. It was a picture with me laughing and Natsu with his arm around my waist, wearing a big toothy grin. What the hell? I just stared at the picture. The blonde bimbo and the others were in the background, laughing and talking amongst themselves. What is going on? I think to myself. I swipe to the next picture and it just went back to the normal pictures with me and my friends, and the occasional picture of my cat. I swiped back to that picture. We look really happy. I think to myself. I click my phone off and set it on my nightstand. I stretch on my bed and pull my dark green blanket up over my head. Why can't I remember that? I really don't understand. I stay curled up inside my warm, safety nest, until I drift into a deep sleep.