well guys here's a new chapter enjoy

Disclamier: i don't own SoN Tom lynch does rawrrr!


Spencer………

Her name it keeps ringing in my head driving me crazy, these lines aren't helping tonight. Why can't his memory just fade away………Glen that monster took my innocence without me knowing

Virginity is something that was stolen from me, wrongly not how I wanted in some fucking closet does that sound good to you? I don't think so no one does.

My life

Is so

Broken

She can fix it ……..someone fix it

I'm spinning, this room is moving hmmm I wonder is Spencer would like me high…..Kayla hates it

I bet god hates me for it ahahahaha…….DADDY LOOK AT ME NOW LOOK AT YOU LITTLE GIRL!

Psychotic, illusions , fear oh how I envy those words and I live by them. Well , I am pretty messed up aren't I?

I hear these little noises in my head ringing her name keeps playing over and over its so fucking irritating.

That smile why is it all I see why the hell is wrong with me!

Daddy look at me I'm lying on this floor so broken, you let me break. Mister rock star leaves his daughter then goes and dies amazing so amazing

Did I mention I hate you? Its why I have given up on music.

I hate life

I hate god

I hate Christine

I hate our family

Mostly I HATE YOU DAD!

You see me crying right now daddy I know you do. Up there on your ass doing who knows what you were a sorry excuse for a dad.

Now I'm here on this floor crying

I'm so vulnerable……………for once in my life.


Thats the end of this one guys remeber all reviews r good

peace and love

Chrissy