Abandoned

"You bring bad luck to everyone."

"You were just a replacement."

"Nobody needs you." Happy says as he pushes me off the cliff.

Still Lucy's dream~

Lucy P.O.V.

I was falling. No noise came out of my mouth as I tried to scream. My throat felt raspy like it hadn't been used for decades. Is this really the end? Will I be free in heaven after all of this? I smiled to myself. Maybe, just maybe I can watch over them when I'm dead and away from all the heartbreaks and betrayals. No one is waiting for me anyways. But then memories popped into my head. That's right, I still had my spirits, my beloved spirits. The thought of abandoning them hurts me. I want to live, I realize. I want to live.

"NO, I will not abandon my spirits like you people abandoned me! I will live for them!" I screamed. Then, all of a sudden I lurched forwards and saw Gray catching me on the ice stairs that he made.

"Took you long enough to figure it out," He said as he smiled warmly and helped me up the stairs to the cliff again.

I broke into a marvelous smile that lit up my whole face. I was happy, in the arms of my big brother. But as we reached the top, everyone had huge smiles on their faces. The scenery changed again. This time we were in…

"Huh? What is this?" I asked.

We were in a cell? No, that's not it. Cells don't have bloody bodies, whips, white, no red chairs with ropes on top and- wait what? A first aid kit? I took a closer look at the "kit" and saw that it had sharp needles and surgery knifes that could cut open a body. I shuddered at the blood covered kit and its equipment. I turned around about to ask my "friends" what was going on when all of their faces were blank.

"What's wron-," I said before something or someone caught my eye across the room.

I made my way towards him and gasped. My eyes widened in horror. It was my father all beaten up with lifeless eyes. He opened his mouth to speak.

"Lu –c-y," he said while sputtering out blood.

I opened my mouth to tell him that I'm here for him but someone got in the way.

"Lu-cy, wh-y d-id y-o-u *cough* do t-hi-s t-o m-eeee." said father.

"What are you talking about?" I said not understanding him.

"YOU. KILLED. ME. AFTER I WENT THROUGH ALL THE TROUBLE TO FIND YOU, YOU KILLED ME BY NOT GIVING ME ENOUGH MONEY. COULDN'T YOU SEE THAT I WAS SORRY? AND YET YOU STILL DIDN'T FORGIVE ME. WHAT KIND F***ING DAUGHTER ARE YOU? I BROUGHT YOU INTO THIS WORLD AND GAVE YOU A PRINCESS' NEEDS. BUT NOOO YOU RAN AWAY BECAUSE IT WAS SIMPLY NOT GOOD ENOUGH. I'M JUST A LOSER OF A FATHER AIN'T I? DO YOU REALLY THINK YOU WERE THE ONLY ONE WHO CARED ABOUT YOUR MOTHERS DEATH? I CARED TOO. MORE THAN YOU. SHE WAS MY WIFE AND I LOVED HER. YET YOU STILL BLAME ME FOR NOT PAYING ENOUGH ATTENTION TO YOU WHILE I WAS STILL MOURNING ABOUT HER DEATH. YOU TRIED TO HOG ALL OF MY ATTENTION. YOU PROBABLY FORGOT ABOUT HER ALREADY RIGHT? YOU USELESS PIECE OF SHIT!" He screamed.

I was shocked. I have never seen him lose his temper like this before. Sure there were some anger breakdowns but they were never like this. I started crying at the thought of how much he hated me to be that violent in his words towards me.

"See I told you! Ha! I knew that you were always a cry baby." said the all too famous fire dragon slayer.

"Yea, I guess she is one." says Gray. "She didn't even thank me when I saved her from falling down that cliff."

"So she's a weak, slutty, disrespectful, ungrateful, cry baby?" Wendy asks innocently.

"Wendy!" Carla exclaims, "You mustn't get your tongue dirty with such words!" she says.

"Aye, sir! I agree with my beloved Carla!" Happy says with hearts in his eyes.

"HPMT." says Carla.

No this isn't happening. One again I suffer their betrayal ONCE AGAIN I scream in my head.

"Maybe, we should just get rid of her." Erza remarked.

"Get rid of her? As in dispose of her?" Said our dumb dragon slayer.

"Yes, that would be delightful! I'm looking forwards to it already!" says Wendy.

"Then let the disposal begin." Gray says with a large and creepy smile.

The rest mimicked him. Their eyes turned completely black, whites and orbs. And there was no shine in them. They reflected the deep depths of hell. I dunno when I started crying but when I felt something wet in my lap and knew immediately what it was. But when I went to take a good look at it, it was a shiny drop of red.

"Ewwwww, oh my gosh look at her! She looks like a monster! Talk about gross." Wendy said as she looked down at me in disgust.

What is she talking about? I wonder.

"You should take a better look at your ugly face." Gray says as he ice maked a mirror.

I took it hesitantly, and looked up at my face.

cliffyyyyyyyy. I just love them. Anyways the second chapter is OUT. Also, if your getting impatient with Lucy's dream, don't worry because next chapter she will be out of her dream land~ I'm not exactly sure when she'll meet Zerfy-chan but it will probably be in chapter 4. Please review to tell me your comments on my beautiful story. R&R guyyyssssss. So bye byeee~ dragonwillow4379 OUT