Chapter 7
Author's note: I'm leaving for college tomorrow, so sorry if I don't update as quickly. Yay!
Inuyasha laid on the bed, panting heavily as Sesshomaru fell down next to him. Sesshomaru threw an arm over his face, his own breaths ragged.
Inuyasha was enjoying this too much.
After two more days, their father had still yet to come home. A four-day disappearance had even made Sesshomaru suspicious, and they had come to a conclusion.
He had abandoned them.
Inuyasha shouldn't have expected his father to actually stay with how he and Sesshomaru had been acting. Inuyasha looked to Sesshomaru, the fierce demon flushed and shaking slightly. Inuyasha looked away with his own blush, turning away from his Alpha.
He was starting to find it harder and harder to believe his demon was making him do these things. He felt Sesshomaru turn towards him, his erection flaccid but slowly coming to life against Inuyasha. Inuyasha closed his eyes when Sesshomaru bit down lightly on his ear, pulling lightly on the sensitive appendage. Inuyasha couldn't help but shake from the ticklish pleasure.
"Can we?" Inuyasha's eyes snapped open, getting up to leave Sesshomaru alone. Sesshomaru sat up as well, grabbing him before he could get far.
"We don't have to," he told him quickly, nudging Inuyasha's neck with his nose to calm him down. Inuyasha wasn't ready in the least. Dry humping was hard to convince him into sometimes, and Sesshomaru knew he couldn't force Inuyasha into it.
Inuyasha could kill him if he wanted to.
Sesshomaru wouldn't be able to fight back even if he wanted to.
Inuyasha looked to him over his shoulder, his eyes searching his own. Inuyasha's eyes showed consideration, which was a huge leap from just a few days ago. But there were large amounts of uncertainty, even fear. Inuyasha wasn't ready to give that part of himself, and it wasn't because he didn't like Sesshomaru.
He was having virgin fear.
Inuyasha looked away with a sigh, looking down to the bracelet he had put on the dresser. He reached over and grabbed it, leaning back against Sesshomaru who rubbed his sides, Sesshomaru letting Inuyasha set the mood. Inuyasha raised the bracelet, letting Sesshomaru see it.
"When did you get this?" Inuyasha asked, Sesshomaru shrugging softly as his hands moved up into Inuyasha's hair, lightly massaging his scalp.
"I had been saving it for you for about a month." Inuyasha raised an eyebrow, looking up to Sesshomaru with wide eyes of curiosity and confusion.
"Why? You weren't my Alpha then." Sesshomaru sighed softly, apparently about to tell Inuyasha something big. Inuyasha waited patiently, something he had never actually done before.
"I've lusted after you for the past year." Inuyasha's eyes bulged out of his head, his entire body jolting as he turned so he faced Sesshomaru.
"What? Why the hell were you?!" Inuyasha barked, more out of surprise than anger. Once Sesshomaru distinguished the emotion, he answered carefully.
"An Alpha will start being attracted to his beta before he actually knows who the so called beta is." Inuyasha sat back on his calves, his eyes staring at Sesshomaru in a mixture of disgust, awe, and confusion.
"Have you ever had any urges while I was around you?" Inuyasha asked, more interested than he thought he would have actually been. It was one thing for Inuyasha to struggle to control himself for the past few days, but Sesshomaru had been struggling for control for a year. Sesshomaru seemed to be uncomfortable the more they talked about it, his lips pulled down into a frown.
"Yes."
Inuyasha leaned forward slightly, his eyebrow rising as he became slightly aroused from the news.
"Like what?"
Inuyasha gasped when he was flipped onto his back, Sesshomaru attacking him with his lips. Inuyasha struggled to keep up, Sesshomaru reaching a hand down. His fingers slid through the semen on Inuyasha's stomach, Inuyasha's eyes snapped open when his fingers went lower than he had thought they would.
Sesshomaru moved his finger around Inuyasha's puckered hole, Inuyasha tensing up as he instantly grew afraid. Sesshomaru growled to comfort him, Inuyasha relaxing when Sesshomaru's other hand started to stroke his member back to life.
Sesshomaru slowly pushed his finger inside Inuyasha, Inuyasha gasping as he tried not to tense as he squirmed beneath Sesshomaru. Sesshomaru pulled away from the kiss, letting Inuyasha gasp in a much needed gulp of air.
"Sesshomaru stop," Inuyasha told him, Sesshomaru kissing his jaw. His lips created a seething line to Inuyasha's temple, his finger going in a little bit farther, creating a sickening foreign feeling in Inuyasha.
"Stop this?"
Inuyasha arched with a moan when Sesshomaru touched something inside of him, the feeling snapping up his spine and down into his balls, squeezing them tight. Inuyasha was left panting, his eyes closed as he tried to hold onto the feeling.
"Do it again," Inuyasha whispered, Sesshomaru moving his finger. Inuyasha moaned, biting his bottom lip as he rolled his hips against the invading digit. This was something entirely different from dry humping. Inuyasha raised his knees, pushing down against Sesshomaru's finger.
"Still want me to stop?" Sesshomaru whispered, Inuyasha shaking his head as he started to stroke himself, starting off where Sesshomaru had left off.
"Don't stop," Inuyasha whispered, Sesshomaru smirking as he kissed his beta. Inuyasha kissed back just as hungry, his other hand reaching down to stroke his Alpha. The surges of pleasure made him want to give Sesshomaru pleasure as well, Sesshomaru groaning as Inuyasha gave him pleasure.
Inuyasha spread his legs wider, Sesshomaru taking that as a cue to add another finger. Inuyasha gasped sharply when he did so, shaking his hips a little bit from both pain and pleasure. Sesshomaru started to fuck him with his fingers, never missing the bypassing jabs to Inuyasha's sensitive prostate.
Inuyasha suddenly pulled away from him, Sesshomaru pushed onto his back. Inuyasha got on top of him, a brave act of lust. Inuyasha seemed a little surprised he had done it himself, stopping for a second as he caught his breath. Sesshomaru became unbearably aroused with Inuyasha like this, but at the same time he fought not to dominate him.
Inuyasha, once the initial shock wore off leaned down, kissing Sesshomaru feverishly. Sesshomaru grabbed his ass, the position opening Inuyasha up more. He pushed in two fingers once again, Inuyasha moaning as he grinded back against them. The small things Sesshomaru did to make Inuyasha more comfortable with the thought of mating, Inuyasha was grateful for. Inuyasha still wasn't ready for this step, but for now this was good enough for him.
Inuyasha grinded his groin against Sesshomaru's, double stimulus making him moan and shiver. Sesshomaru pulled his fingers out slowly, turning them over so he was on top again. Inuyasha pulled away from the kiss to breathe, panting as he stared up at Sesshomaru.
"Have you done this before?" Inuyasha whispered, Sesshomaru quickly answering.
"No. Father gave me advice." Inuyasha smiled, snorting before pulling Sesshomaru back down into a kiss. He spread his legs wider, deepening the kiss. It was slower though, less hungry and needy.
Sesshomaru had done everything to make sure he would be perfect for him.
That touched Inuyasha more than he would admit. For a man that treated him like trash for most of life, Sesshomaru seemed genuinely intrigued on how to make Inuyasha feel good.
Had Sesshomaru ever actually hated him?
Was it all just a façade?
Inuyasha pulled away from the kiss again, looking into Sesshomaru's eyes.
Had he?
"What?" Sesshomaru asked softly, rubbing Inuyasha's sides as he waited for him to speak up about what was on his mind. Inuyasha blinked, his heart suddenly feeling very heavy in his chest. If Sesshomaru had never actually hated him, than what had he felt about him all of these years?
"I…"
Whatever Inuyasha wanted to say died on his tongue, his demon suddenly becoming impatient with the lack of sexual satisfaction. Inuyasha pushed Sesshomaru off of him, sitting up slowly. Sesshomaru seemed confused, Inuyasha blinking as he tried to think of all the reasons his logic wasn't right.
But…
Sesshomaru had never hated him, had he?
Inuyasha moved back, resting against the headboard. He spread his legs wide, Sesshomaru's member twitching at the display. Inuyasha grabbed the railing behind his head, completely exposing himself to his Alpha.
Sesshomaru crawled closer, Inuyasha looking into Sesshomaru's eyes as he moved till they were face to face. Sesshomaru pulled Inuyasha into his lap, Inuyasha moving his hair off of his neck. Sesshomaru licked his mating mark, Inuyasha letting his head tilt back as he moaned softly.
Has Sesshomaru always desired him?
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Inuyasha lay in bed, all alone. Sesshomaru had left to make them food, something they had neglected for the past two days. They had showered together, making more of mess than actually cleaning up. Inuyasha's hair was still wet, his ears ringing a little bit from water that got inside them. But none of that mattered.
Sesshomaru had desired him, long before they became actual Alpha and beta. That changed a lot of things in Inuyasha's opinion. He couldn't quite understand how he felt about it yet, but he actually thought to let him mate him. The biggest leap in somebodies life, and Inuyasha would have gladly given it away.
Inuyasha turned onto his back, looking up at the ceiling.
He felt like he was becoming more emotional, like a girl.
His usual self would have found these facts to be useless. But right now, Inuyasha couldn't have felt better about himself. He didn't quite understand it, but knowing Sesshomaru didn't hate him made Inuyasha happy. In many different ways.
Inuyasha sat up, looking around his room. They had migrated to the queen bed because it was bigger, giving more space for Inuyasha to get wild. Apparently he was very sensitive when it came to sexual stimuli.
Inuyasha mentally slapped himself, already starting to sound like the average beta. He stood up, still very much naked. That was how him and Sesshomaru spent most of their time, making it easy for when they decided to play around. Inuyasha walked downstairs, stopping in the living room. He fell onto the couch, groaning softly as he tried to just relax for the time being.
All these emotional thoughts and feelings were too much for him.
"Inuyasha."
Inuyasha lifted his head, looking to Sesshomaru who only wore a pair of boxers. Inuyasha raised an eyebrow, suddenly very aroused.
"Take off your boxers." Sesshomaru's eyes nearly bulged out of his head. Inuyasha didn't respond to his obvious bewilderment, his demon finding it irritating to see its Alpha was dressed. If Sesshomaru was dressed, than he couldn't give sexual satisfaction like Inuyasha wanted. His demon found that to be unacceptable, Inuyasha turning onto his back and spreading his legs.
"Take them off."
Though Sesshomaru wouldn't admit it, secretly he felt like he couldn't get hard again. Inuyasha was working him to exhaustion now, and just thinking of them actually mating made Sesshomaru want to shelter his member for the time being. His father had told him his beta would be aroused fairly often, but he hadn't said every few minutes.
At first Sesshomaru had been the one to demand some form of sexual play, but for the past two days it had been Inuyasha. Sesshomaru spent more time satisfying Inuyasha then he spent sleeping. In fact, he hadn't been able to sleep for the past twenty four hours.
Constant sex with no food, minimal amounts of sleep, and small rest periods was draining Sesshomaru faster than he had thought it would.
Was it because they weren't mating?
It was very likely his demon wanted to mate, and was trying vainly to get Sesshomaru to do so. His demon might even be getting frustrated, and Inuyasha didn't even notice.
"Inuyasha, do you want to?"
Inuyasha's eyes widened for a second, his cheeks becoming a light shade of red. Inuyasha looked away, his thigh twitching slightly.
"I don't know."
Sesshomaru walked over, stopping in front of Inuyasha. He pushed down his boxers, Inuyasha's eyes looking from Sesshomaru's groin to his face. Sesshomaru's eyes looked over Inuyasha's bare body before meeting his eyes, making Inuyasha feel hot and slightly bothered.
"I'll be gentle."