Why Can't I Be Happy?
Chapter 13
WARNING: INTENSE SEXUAL CONTENT…READERS BEWARE!!
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Brad slowly wrapped his arms around her waist. He was taken back by her forwardness. But he didn't complain, and soon found himself enjoying it more and more. When Brad noticed it was okay, he lightly licked across Reba's bottom lip. She fulfilled his request and allowed him access to the contents within her mouth. She pulled his head close to hers, deepening the kiss. As time went on, they both became more comfortable with each other; enjoying the increasing sexual tension that filled the air. The sound of pleasure played throughout the cabin. Brad gently and patiently moved his hands up her shirt. He wanted to fell every inch of skin.
When he reached her breasts, Reba pulled away from the kiss and looked into his eyes. Her mind racing at what was about to happen. She was like a virgin all over again. When she didn't move his hands, he saw this as a sign to continue. Brad slowly pushed his hands underneath her bra. When his hands made contact with her breasts, he began massaging them slowly and gently. Soon her eyes closed and her head tilted back. It was becoming increasingly hard to breathe through her nose, so she opened her mouth a bit. The sounds of her moans alone made Brad hard.
With her head tilted back, Brad saw this as an opportunity and passionately began to kiss the middle of her neck. As the intensity increased, he rubbed her breasts more aggressively. Without doing anything, Brad just looked at the effect he had on her. He wanted to see the sexual pleasure he was giving her. As his touch felt better and better, he suddenly stopped. Reba opened her eyes and looked to him, quite confused. He took his hands from up under her shirt and put them back around her waist. He leaned in and kissed her softly. Reba was a bit disappointed. Brad could tell by the look on her face that she didn't like being teased, but he had a good reason.
"Making love isn't something that I take lightly. Making love is about slowly pleasuring the one you love with that of a sexual nature. It's about taking your time and trying to figure out what your partner does and does not like. I already know three of your soft spots and when we finally come together as one, I will know all of them. When I make love to a woman, I want to make it all about her. I won't tell you when it'll happen, but you won't expect a thing because love itself is unexpected. So now that you know my reasoning behind stopping, how about we call it a night and allow yourself to wonder when and where I'll bring the greatest sexual experience you'll ever have."
Reba couldn't say a word. She was stunned by his words. It was then when she realized his devotion towards making her happy and satisfying her in his own way. If Reba didn't know before, she knew now that he loved her. She pulled herself off his lap. He looked at her intensely. Still stunned, she worked up her courage and allowed words to slip from her mouth.
"Umm…I guess I'll see you in the morning. Goodnight."
"Goodnight. I love you."
"I love you too." Still kind of in a daze, Reba walked back to her room; quickly shutting it. She leaned her body against the door, letting out a big breath. Though she hated to admit it, she needed a cold shower. She quickly took out her pajamas and ran into the bathroom. She needed to bring herself down from the high that Brad brought her up to.
She let the water run freely over her body; from head to toe. Her mind only on what Brad had said. Reba could only imagine what kind of lover he was. Though she had done it before, Reba felt like an amateur compared to him. After her divorce from Brock, she wondered what it would feel like to be with another man. Whether or not it would feel the same as it did when she was married. Anxiety built within her. The anticipation of making love to Brad was too great. She wondered what it would feel like.
Reba had finally gotten out of the shower. Her pleasure subsided. She had just dried off and put her robe on when she turned around and saw Brad casually leaned against the bathroom door. She jumped at the sight of him. Without saying a word, he took her hand and led her back into her room. Reba knew this was it. They were going to make fierce and passionate love. A love that was foreign to her. She was more than nervous. She wanted to tell him to stop, but her voice was officially lost.
They reached the edge of the bed. Brad still with his eyes fixed on Reba, he sat down while she stood in between his legs. For a moment all he did was look her over. He laughed to himself when he realized that the only thing keeping her naked body from his eyes, was a 100 cotton robe. After looking her over, he looked back deeply into her eyes. He spoke.
"Reba do you love me?"
"Yes." she said softly.
"Do you believe I love you?" she nodded her head, unable to speak anymore.
"Do you trust and freely give yourself to me?" Hesitant at first, she thought for a moment and then gave him the answer he was looking for with nothing more than a slight nod of her head. That was all he needed to know before going any further. Without wasting anytime, he removed his hands from hers and place them on the rope that held the robe together. He never took his eyes off of her because if he saw that she was uncomfortable he would stop. Reba looked away from him, tears beginning to feel her eyes. It was scary being with another man romantically.
"Reba look at me?" she slowly turned her eyes to him. He undid the sash and let the robe fall to the floor. Now she was fully naked and standing in front of him. Still with his eyes fixated on her, Brad leaned in and kissed her belly button. At first the kisses were little sweet pecks, but then they turned into hardcore tongue action all across her stomach. Reba thought her legs would give out at any moment. He pressed her stomach deep into his face, kissing more intently. Reba just held onto his shoulders, digging her nails into him. He stopped his actions and stood up. With his hands on her lower back, he kissed her, bringing his tongue right along with it. Reba felt like this was her first time. As if this feeling she felt, had never been placed upon her body. Before she knew it there positions were switched.
She sat on the edge of the bed, slowly scooting back towards the headboard. Brad crawled right along with her. Reba laid her head on the pillow and stilled her body. She wasn't sure what to do. It felt like she had never done it before. Brad climbed on top of her. He took both her hands and placed them above her head. He could feel her sexual intensity rising. Without doing anything, he just looked at her. He kissed her bottom lip.
"Reba I want you to keep your eyes opened and on me at all times." Reba felt like he was asking her to do the impossible.
"I want you to feel as well as see the things I am going to do to you."
He took one of his hands that held her arms above her head and moved it to her perky nipples. He played around with it some before bringing it fully into his mouth.
"Don't close your eyes."
He then went to the other breast, while still massaging the other swollen nipple.
"Ohhhh God" Reba moaned breathlessly. He removed his hand from the red breast and moved it slowly down her body, finally placing it on her private. He stopped sucking her breast, and lifted himself so his face was directly above his.
"Remember what I said." With that he slowly began massaging her core. Reba wanted to squeeze her eyes shut, but every time she did he would tell her to open them. His strokes became faster and faster. Just when she thought he had stopped, he dipped his middle finger in, dipping it in and out as gently as he could.
"Brad…oh Brad please" he added another finger. But this time he pulled in and out faster. Finding it hard to breath, Reba opened her mouth. Brad pulled his face closer to hers so that his mouth was open right on top of hers, still looking into her eyes. The things he did felt so good. Reba felt like she was on cloud nine. As he fingered her more and more, Reba placed her hand on his wrist. When she did that he suddenly changed his speed, going in and out slower and slower, catching her by surprise. He moved his thumb over her clit and began moving it in circles. He pushed his fingers in and out, once again increasing his speed. His thumb still moving in circles. With her other hand, Reba gripped the sheet. She tilted her head a bit so she could see the things he was doing to her. Reba couldn't believe the reaction her body was giving to his touch. She never knew she could feel this way.
"You like that?" he asked casually but with a hint of sensuality.
"Yes, God Yes."
"Do you want me to stop?"
"No please." Her moans became louder and louder. Reba became more comfortable and rocked her hips along his hand. He knew exactly what to do to drive her wild. As she felt herself about to climax, Brad suddenly pulled his hand away. Reba looked at him confused while trying to calm her breathing and her body down. He lifted himself so that he was sitting on his knees in between her legs. Reba lifted up and brought him into a kiss. Her hands trembled as she brought them to the hem of his shirt, lifting it.
Brad cupped her face and kissed her more intensely and aggressively. Reba gripped his bulging chest and caressed his hard and tight abs. Brad pulled away from the kiss and looked at her. Reba knew that it was time for her to move on with her life and let love lead the way. She had to move on past Brock, Reba deserved to be happy and this moment would give her proof that it was time to be in love again. She placed her hands on his pants and slowly unbuttoned and unzipped them. With his help, Reba pulled his pants off and threw them unto the floor.
It was then she realized that her life was about to change, and for once she was happy to let it happen. Reba slowly lied back down on the bed. This was her way of letting Brad know that she was ready and would gladly accept the pleasure he had in store for her. As he lay his body on top of her, Reba placed her hands on his shoulders and pushed him off her a bit.
"Brad, it's been a while since I've done this…" she was cut off.
"Don't worry Reba, I'll be gentle." Without further notice, Brad gently and slowly slid his way into her. Reba jumped, startled by his entrance. She took a deep breath and prepared herself. Brad thrust slowly, for he knew it would be uncomfortable for her in the beginning. Reba was slightly in pain but tried to deal with. He went a little faster and the pleasure that she was deprived of soon came back.
As time went on, Brad went faster and faster. He hit just the right spots.
"Brad…oh God…please"
"Reba I love you."
The sexual tension heightened. Reba's moans turned into screams. As Brad felt her body tightened and held both her hands against the head board. Reba thought she would explode. She tried hard to hold back, but now that her hands were pinned down she couldn't grip the sheets for support. Brad went faster and faster. Each move feeling better than the last. All she could do was curl her toes.
"Reba let yourself go. Give yourself to me" Brad whispered in her ear.
Brad slightly changed his position and soon reached Reba's g-spot. Just as she was about to let go, he stopped thrusting and went in and out slowly. Without further notice, he slammed deep into her, causing Reba to lose all control.
"Oh yes. Brad I love you." He went in and out a few more times before climaxing himself and pulling out. They laid skin on skin together. Their bodies damp with sweat. Their breathing erratic. Reba couldn't believe the way her body felt. She was almost positive that she had never felt this sort of sexual pleasure before.
As the stars and the moon shined bright into the night, Reba and Brad laid together lovingly in the bed. No words were spoken, there was no need. The love could be sensed already in the air. So for the rest of the night they slept in each others arms, remembering over and over the moment when they officially became one.