Years passed, I hid as best I could. I had no Daddy, no cousin, I was alone. I found angles easily enough splicers were surprised that I could defend myself without a big daddy, it was usually their last surprise. Whenever I was scared, or lonely, or thought I was a monster I would turn on the memory box and teach myself. Cousin would be proud that I could read and write. I started looking at the harder lessons on the memory box, cousin was right he was smart, since I had nothing else to do I learned, I kept learning to what cousin box would call college level. I learned a lot but the most important thing I learned was that cousin loved to teach.
Every now and then I would find another sister and her daddy, we would play, but every time I tried to teach her to read or something she would get bored and leave, the daddy going with her too, I also remember a time when guys were shouting over the speakers. Ryan, Atlas, and Fontaine. There was a lot of angles around that time then everything went quite
One day I woke up and I felt funny. Then it got worse, I felt like I was burning, freezing, and being electrocuted all at once. When I could open my eyes the shining world was gone only the real one remained. Then I looked at my hands they were on fire, no that can't be, only splicers with plasmids could do that, they were monsters, was I a monster? I tried to run to a hidey hole but I was too big! What was going on!? Cousin didn't know much about plasmids so the memory box didn't help. I screamed I screamed till I couldn't anymore. It hurt so much. Splicers didn't bug me. In fact every time one got close it was like the plasmids tore them apart.
When I could finally move again I explored. It hurt to walk but I kept going. Eventually I found another sister. I tried to talk to her but all that came out was either a squeak or a screech. I touched her and she freaked out she looked crazy. I tried to calm her down but she just ran. What happened? Then I realized, cousin taught me the shining world was fake, this was her first time seeing it. She didn't know as much as me. She was so scared she went crazy! I hugged my memory box close grateful to Cousin. I got older and bigger and stronger, I could fight the splicers myself now but I kept Cousins gun with me just in case. I also started to hear things I think a plasmid bottle said it was telekinesis, I could hear thoughts but only little ones. I tried to use it to talk to the other sisters but that didn't work. So I still had no voice, I used the voices in my head to tell witch splicers to fight. The crazy ones, the ones that were monsters I killed if I could. But if I could hear reason, I thought they could make a choice I left them alone if I could. I think cousin would have done that.
Then one day I had run out of food and angles I was so hungry. Eventually I couldn't move anymore then some splicers came, I thought it was time for me to die but then I heard a ladies voice. "That's defiantly a little sister, or should I say big sister" I looked up and say a stern looking blond lady wearing a weird glasses and a dress. But I couldn't smell adam, she hasn't spliced?! "Don't worry we won't hurt you. My name is Dr. Sofia Lamb" I could tell she was telling the truth but I still didn't trust her
She took me to a place called Persephone they fed me and I saw a bunch of other sisters there to. They were like wild animals, but I could see that they also acted like little girls, they were just happy they didn't have to hide and fight all the time. As they played I curled up in a corner and felt sorry for them. They didn't know any better they couldn't make choices, they were almost a monster.
Then one day Dr. Lamb took us to a room the air smelt funny the next thing I knew I was waking up on a small bed we all heard lambs voice "you have had to be protected your whole life now you can be the protectors see for yourselves" the lights go on and there are mirrors we see ourselves and I'm shocked. We are wearing diving suites like the big daddy's but lighter and faster. Also instead of a drill we have a syringe like sword so we could still get adam. I could her the other's voices in my head "Like Daddy" they whispered. Apparently I'm the only one not happy, I look like a monster. I walk over to the nearest mirror and punch it.
Everything goes quiet, I see Doctor Lamb "something wrong?" she asks genuinely puzzled. The other sisters crowd around her like she is their mother. I just take off my helmet and stick my tongue out to her. I then walk away and find a corner to watch my memory box, it's been so long I've almost ran out of things to look at on it. every now and then I explore I find the only other big sister with a name, it's Eleanor she seems sane I wish I could talk to her but I still have no voice and she thinks I'm just like the rest. I could see a little in her head, she thought about her daddy a lot, she was closer to him than the rest, almost like I was with cousin.
I hated to admit it but the armor did help I didn't have to hide as much, I could explore more, but one day I found something that wasn't supposed to be there. A little sister, that didn't make sense they were all big sisters now. How was this possible? One goes up to me and hugs me "hi big sister." She is so innocent I see the shining world in her head. This wasn't good. I put her in the cage on my back, why was their such a convenient cage on my back? And head to Lamb's office. I knock "oh I see you met the new sisters" Lamb looks unamused behind her door "yes the other sister have been bringing them down so they could be part of our family." What?! This wasn't right, they were taking away these girls choice, How? Why? I wanted to attack Lamb and get the answers but I knew that would just turn the other big sisters against me. I slowly walk away and slink against the wall I take the sister off my back and turn on the nursey rhymes from my memory box. The little sister enjoys that and I can't help but smile. Well if lamb is bringing them down the least I can do is protect them.
The chance came sooner than I thought. Some of Lambs splicers were getting too close to the sisters. They knew they weren't supposed to but I could hear in their heads. There thirst for adam outweighed their reason. They were truly monsters without choice like Cousin talked about. It was times like this I was glad I practiced with all the different plasmids I had. I teleported above the first splicer as he was about to grab the sister and stabbed him in the back. I then tuned to the other splices, they were ready for a fight but it was pathetic. Cousin had invited every trained fighter from karate, to boxing, even football to give a little something for the memory box. Though not as good as a real trainer it was still better then these mindless splicers. They didn't last long.
"Well well" I look up and see Lamb staring at the carnage along with a bunch of wowed little sisters "I know you don't like me but I think I have a job that would help us both. Not all the splicers listen to me, plus I need the adam anyway. You go out and find the rouge ones and dispose of them so they don't hurt the sisters. Understand?" I nod.
From then on I was wandering the halls of rapture killing all the splicers I could and every now and then playing with the little sisters. I lived, but I still hated it the whole city had become a monster, even if I could somehow get all the sisters big and little to the surface they would still be seen as monsters. I was just one monster trying to make myself human. I wondered why I kept doing this, but then I remembered. Cousin I miss you,