AN: Sorry I didn't post last Saturday, I went to go see The Walk with my family on Saturday night. This chapter is longer, to make up for now posting at all last week! Please give me ideas for this story! Enjoy the chapter!
I don't own Divergent, Veronica Roth does. I don't own the song In the Night by The Weeknd. I also don't own Feelings by Maroon 5.
WARNING: BEING SEXUALLY ABUSED IS TALKED ABOUT TOWARDS THE END OF CHAPTER!
Chapter 7
Tris POV
I wake up the next morning to someone opening the door, and suddenly realize I'm really warm.
"Oh my god!" I hear Christina say. "I think they had sex last night!"
"What?" Zeke asks.
"Yeah, the blanket is pulled up to her chin, which is to cover her boobs, and the blanket isn't covering Four's bare chest." Christina replies in shock.
"I can't believe it, I don't think that's something Tris would do." Uriah says, looking at the scene.
"I can't believe you thought we had sex!" I say while sitting up. My movements cause Four to move and wake up.
"What the hell is going on?" He asks while sitting up. He yawns and puts his arm around me, pulling me closer to him. Everyone gasps while we embrace.
"We're just going to go." Shauna says while closing the door. Once they leave Four turns to me and asks, "Why were they in here?"
I look at him and say, "I think they were going to wake us up because it's 10:30, and they say that the blanket was covering me up to my chin. And they saw that it was covering up to your waist, so they assumed we had sex last night."
"Oh," is all he says before kissing me on the lips. I instantly pull away and say, "I have morning breath!" I get out of his embrace and run to the kitchen. I grab a plate and start putting food on my plate, when I feel arms around my waist.
"Why did you run from me?" He whispers in my ear.
"I have morning breath, and I'm hungry." I whisper back, seductively.
"Why do you keep doing this to me?" He asks while walking backwards to the bathroom.
"What?" I ask, while he points to his crotch. I see a tent in his shorts. "You might want to get rid of that." I say, smirking. I start walking to the table, while swaying my hips, I look over my shoulder and wink at him.
"Tris!" I hear him yell. "You're killing me!" I laugh and sit down at the table next to Christina. I start eating and realize everyone's staring at me. "What?" I ask, while Four sits next to me.
"Seriously Tris, I can't believe you did that to me." Four says.
"What did she do to you?" Zeke asks, smirking.
"Nothing, I did nothing to him." I respond.
"Uh-huh." Marlene says. Four leans over to me and gives me a peck on the lips.
"You're such a tease!" He whispers in my ear, making me blush.
"I knew they were a couple!" Uriah yells, while we laugh at him.
2 weeks later:
"We have to go to the mall!" Christina says at lunch.
"And why would we do that?" Uriah asks.
"We need to find Halloween costumes, and we just need some new clothes." Christina says.
"How about we go today after school?" I ask.
"Sounds good." Everyone says.
We arrive at the mall, and Christina immediately pulls us into a bunch of different stores.
"We are not going in there." I say while Christina walks towards Victoria's Secret.
"Why not Tris?" She asks. "I don't see what the problem is." She walks in and we all follow. She and Shauna immediately start looking around with Will and Zeke while Uriah, Marlene, Four, and I stand awkwardly in the doorway.
"At least look around, you don't have to buy anything." Christina says to us. Four and I start walking around, but I don't see anything I would actually buy. We wander over near Christina to see how she's doing.
"Are you buying all of those?" I ask. She has a basket with 5 sexy pushups bras and thongs, there's also a sexy maid costume.
She doesn't answer my question but asks, "Four, what do you think Tris should buy?" She has a devilish grin on her face.
"Umm-," Four stutters while nervously rubbing the back of his neck. "I'm going to go stand outside." He says with his face red. Christina bursts out laughing and tells me I have to buy something's, she also reminds me that her grandma got her a $500 Victoria's Secret gift card for her birthday that I'm going to help her use. I start looking around and end up finding 4 sweaters that are super comfy. I realize I need some more undergarments to wear when I exercise so I start looking around. I end up finding 2 sports bra with matching panties. I also pick out 2 t-shirt bras, 4 pairs of boy shorts, 1 strapless bra, and pajamas. The pajamas come with a V-neck shirt and soft pants. Christina also made me get 2 black lacy thongs with a black lacy bra to go with each one. We pay and walk out of the store to meet up with everyone else.
"Ask Four if he likes what you got." Christina whispers in my ear. I nod and walk towards Four.
"Hey." I say.
"Hi." He says while giving me a peck on the lips.
"So, do you like what I got?" I ask him while handing him the big bag. He grabs the back and starts looking though it; his eyes go wide and his face turns red.
"Uh-umm. Well-." Four hands me back the bag and I laugh. "Why are you laughing at me?" He asks.
"It's kind of cute that you're flustered about looking at my bras and panties." I respond while staring into his eyes.
He looks away and asks, "Wouldn't you be flustered if you had to go underwear shopping with me?"
"Christina, Four and I are going to go to Calvin Klein. We'll meet you guys back here in an hour." I say while we head in different directions.
"Why are we going to Calvin Klein?" Four nervously asks me.
"We're going to see if I get flustered or not." I say, smirking. When we finally get there, we walk towards the men's underwear section. "I'm going to look around for things I want you to try on." I start walking away from him.
"Why do I have to try them on, you didn't show me?" He asks.
"Fine, I'll try some of mine on in the dressing room, only if you try on at least 5-10 pairs of underwear and buy at least 5 that I approve of." I say while sticking out my hand.
"Deal." He says, shaking my hand. I start looking through the store for something for him to wear.
"Boxers or briefs?" I ask him.
"Boxer briefs." He says while looking around. I find 3 pairs of gray boxer briefs, 2 black boxer briefs, and 3 white boxer briefs. He starts heading back towards me, and has something in his hand but I can't see what.
"I found something else you can try on." He says while holding up a light blue push-up bra with matching light blue panties.
"Ok, lets go to the dressing room." I say while we head towards the dressing room. We get there and a lady asks us how many we have to try on.
"10." I say and she puts a hanger with a number 10 on it, on the door handle, and opens the door.
"Please, no sex while you're in there, we have other shoppers." She says and leaves. Four and I turn bright red. We close the door and I hand him the items I picked out, and he hands me what he found.
"So, you get to try on what I picked out for your, first." I say while sitting in the chair in the corner. He pulls off his shirt and I stare at his abs.
"Like what you see?" He asks me.
"Yes, I do." I say while blushing. He starts unbuckling his belt and I close my eyes. "I promise I won't peek."
"It's fine if you do," he says. I hear his pants fall to the ground, and I start to get a little nervous.
"Ok, I'm done." He says while I open my eyes. I look at him from head to toe, starting at his eyes and going down to his feet. I look at his god-like chest, and can't help myself from looking at his package. Holy crap! It's big! How would that fit in me? God Tris, stop thinking like that!
"How do I look?" He asks turning to show me what the back looks like.
"I think it looks good on you. It makes your butt look great, and shows your package pretty good." I say while meeting his eyes, and I see him blush a little at what I said. He tries the other underwear on, and they all look the same on him. He ends up deciding that he's going to buy all of them.
"Your turn." He says while smirking. "First try on the 2 things I picked out here, and then some of the Victoria's Secret stuff." I take off my top, then my shoes, and finally my pants. I look at his reaction, and he's staring at me in awe.
"You're gorgeous." He says.
"Thank you." I say, blushing. "Now turn around." He turns around and I start by taking off my bra. I decide to tease him, so I throw it at him. I then take off my panties, and then throw them at him as well.
"Oh my god Tris. You're such a tease and it's killing me. It's also killing me to know that you're standing back there without anything on. It really doesn't help my…" He starts to say but cuts himself off.
"You're what?" I ask playfully.
"Are you really going to make me say it?" He asks.
"Yes, I'm not going to put the bra and underwear on until you answer the question." I respond.
"Fine, it doesn't help my dick because now I'm hard and I have to figure out how I'm going to get rid of it in here. There, I said it!" He exclaims.
"I'll put them on now." I say and grab the panties. I put them on and they're super comfortable. I grab the bra, put it on, and then hook it in the back. "I'm done." I say, and he turns around.
"Holy shit!" He says.
"What? Does it look bad?" I ask, worriedly.
"No, you just look amazing. I'm at a loss for words right now." He says staring up and down my body.
"Thank you. Now, I'm taking this off." I say while unhooking my bra, but I don't take it off just yet. He notices and gulps. And I see a bulge coming from his pants.
"Do you want me to put on a few of the Victoria's Secret items?" I ask.
"Um, yeah sure." He says, nervously. I turn around so my back is facing him, and I take my bra off, throwing it back to him to catch. I look over my shoulder at him; his eyes are wide.
"Can you hand me my other bra?" I ask.
"Y-yeah." He stutters while grabbing my bra and handing it to me. I put it on and turn back around.
"This is funny to watch." I say while leaning in and pecking him on the lips. "We should probably go. They'll be wondering where we are, and if we just snuck off to have sex in a closet."
"Yeah, I agree, but you need to put your clothes on first."
We meet up with the group back in the food court.
"Is there anywhere that we should go to before we leave?" Christina asks.
"We all need to find Halloween costumes, I'm having a costume party on Halloween." Zeke says. We all agree to go find costumes, and we go into the costume store near the food court. We've been looking for a long time, and they only have really slutty outfits.
"I think Four would appreciate it, if you wore this slutty nurse outfit." He says while showing me a costume. "He would love it, and you could give him a sponge bath."
"I'm not wearing that! That doesn't cover anything." I say.
"That's the point." He says, while I grab it from his hands. It has a white "shirt" that looks like a bra, but covers a little bit more. There is also a white mini skirt, a white thong, stockings, and a garter belt.
"It would be just like me wearing a sexy bra, matching panties, a garter belt, and stockings." I respond, making his jaw drop.
"Yeah, it kind of would." Zeke says.
"If you like it so much, why don't you have Shauna buy it? With her wearing that, you're sure to get laid." I say while handing it back.
"Really?" He asks serious, all of his previous playful emotion gone.
"Yeah, you definitely will." I hear Four answer behind me.
"How long have you been listening?" I turn around, asking Four.
"The whole time." He says smirking.
"Oh. Have you found any costumes yet?" I ask.
"No, not really. Most of the stuff here is slutty, like what Zeke wanted you to wear, which would look good on you." He says while looking through racks of costumes.
"Thanks?" I say while blushing. "Where's Christina?"
"She went to go purchase something's. I think she said she was buying you a costume for my party." Zeke says while looking for Shauna's size in the nurse costume.
"Great, she probably got me a slutty outfit, and when I question her about it she'll say something about how Four would love it and stuff. How do you know Shauna's bra size anyways?" I ask Zeke. He and Four both stop looking at costumes and look up at me.
"We have sex kind of a lot, and you should always know you're girlfriends bra size? Shouldn't you?" He asks, like it's obvious. "Don't you know Four?"
"40b." He says, while continuing to look for a costume.
"See! He knows!" Zeke says. He then starts doing a celebration dance, and knocks down a mannequin wearing nothing. He lands on top of it, and makes it look like they're having sex. Four and I burst out laughing, and my stomach instantly starts to hurt from laughing so hard.
"Good thing I got that on video!" Uriah says, laughing. Zeke stands up and starts putting the mannequin back up, but it just falls over again. I start laughing all over again, and I feel arms wrap around my waist. I lean into Four, and he kisses my forehead.
"You two are so cute!" I hear Christina squeal. "I also got your costumes."
"Great." I reply sarcastically.
"Hey, you're actually going to love it." She says.
"Ok fine." I respond, closing my eyes.
"What store do you want to go to now?" Christina asks.
"I'm actually going to have Four bring me home." I say while checking the time, it's 8:00, and I'm tired.
"Ok, use protection!" Zeke yells after us. We walk out to Four's truck holding hands. We put out bags of clothes in the backseat, and we get in. He starts the car, and turns on the radio. My favorite song In the Night by The Weeknd comes on, so I start singing.
"All alone she was living
In a world without an end or beginning
Babygirl was living life for the feeling
But I don't mind, I don't mind
And all the wrongs she committed
She was numb and she was so co-dependent
She was young and all she had was the city
But I don't mind, I don't mind
And I know that she's capable of anything, it's riveting
But when you wake up she's always gone, gone, gone
In the night she hears them calling
In the night she's dancing to relieve the pain
She'll never walk away (I don't think you understand)
In the night when she comes crawling
Dollar bills and tears keep falling down her face
She'll never walk away (I don't think you understand)
He sang a song when he did it
He was cold and he was so unforgiving
Now she dances to the song on the minute
Yeah, all the time, all the time
It made her weak when she hear it
And it got her on her knees like religion
She was young and she was forced to be a woman
Yeah, all the time, all the time
And I know that she's capable of anything, it's riveting
But when you wake up she's always gone, gone, gone
In the night she hears them calling
In the night she's dancing to relieve the pain
She'll never walk away (I don't think you understand)
In the night when she comes crawling
Dollar bills and tears keep falling down her face
She'll never walk away (I don't think you understand)
I don't think you understand...
In the night she hears them calling
In the night she's dancing to relieve the pain
She'll never walk away (I don't think you understand)
In the night when she comes crawling
Dollar bills and tears keep falling down her face
She'll never walk away (I don't think you understand)"
"You have an amazing singing voice." He says in awe.
"Thanks. Have you heard this song before?" I ask.
"Yeah, I love." He says, smiling at me.
"Do you know what it's about?"
"No, why?" He asks.
"It's about a girl who was sexually abused when she was to little to experience sex." I say, close to tears. His smile fades and he stays silent, pondering what I just said. "You don't have to say anything to what I just said. I don't even know why I brought it up. It's making me emotional, and I really don't feel like being emotional now." I realize now I'm actually crying.
"Can I tell you something personal?" I ask him.
"Yeah. I'm going to go grab some clothes for you and you can spend the night at my house, and when we get there you can tell me." He says while getting out of his truck. I see him run up to my door and go in. A few minutes later, he comes out with a duffel bag, filled with what I assume is my clothes. He throws my bag in the back and jumps in the driver seat. When we get to his house, we walk up to his room and sit on his bed.
"My cousin Ana was sexually abused when she was 14. She hadn't even finished going through puberty, and she was forced to have sex. Do you know how sad that is?" I ask while tears are streaming down my face. He pulls me in for a hug, and just holds me.
"It's not right for her to have her virginity taken away from her without a choice, she should've been able to share that special moment with someone she cares about and loves." He says while wiping away my tears.
"It first happened when she was 14. Her mom walked into her room, after she had gotten home from work and found her lying on her floor, bawling, with her clothes all over the room, and blood around her. My aunt found some new clothes for her to put on and she comforted her until she stopped crying. Her mom had asked her what happened and she said that a man had followed her home that day after school, and had followed her up to her room. When they got up there, he started kissing her and touching her in places that should be touched intimately between two people, but it ended up hurting her physically." I stop there for a second, trying to compose myself, but end up making myself cry harder.
"It's okay, you don't have to tell me the rest." Four says comfortingly. He continues to hold me and wipe away my tears.
"He started to rip all of her clothes off, so she was naked, and took his clothes off to. He then basically had sex with her, but he ended up leaving marks all over her body. She had bruises everywhere; it hurt her body just to walk. When he put his dick inside her, it hurt her so bad, and he kept slamming into her each time. So he could make himself cum. This kept happening for months, and she didn't tell anyone that he kept doing it to her. Finally, one day her mom walked in on it, and called the police. He was then sentenced to jail for the rest of his life for sexual abuse. You could tell she was different. She would jump whenever someone would touch her arm; she was more aware of her surroundings. She limped every time she walked, and was finally taken to the doctor to get checked out. They looked at her whole body and decided to send her to the hospital to get x-rays done. They look at the x-rays, and it had shown that he had damaged her reproductive organs, meaning that she would never be able to have kids of her own." I say. I realize that his shirt is all wet from me crying on him. I look up at Four and realize that he's also crying.
"Thank you for telling me that. How is she now?" He asks. When he says this I start crying even harder.
"She couldn't handle people bullying her about it, and the pain of knowing that she would never be able to have sex with someone and enjoy it, or even have a child of her own. She ended up committing suicide 2 years ago." I finish. Four looks at me, and starts kissing me passionately on the lips. I climb on top of him and straddle him. The doorbell rings and Four curses.
"I'll go get the door, and you can change into your pajamas." Four says, and I get off of him. He leaves and I head into the bathroom. I open my bag to see what he brought for me to wear, and I see he brought my V-neck and flannel pajama pants. I take my clothes off and put them back in the bag. I decide to keep my bra on because I'm wearing a V-neck, and I put on my flannel pants. I use my makeup wipes to wipe the mascara off of my eyes, then I put my hair in a high ponytail and I wash my face. I walk out of the bathroom and see that Four still hasn't come back up to his room. Since I have nothing to do, I decide to look around his room. He has 3 pictures of him with Zeke and Uriah, and about 10 pictures of us together. I pick one up to look at it, and it's a picture of us after school hugging before we had to part ways. I set it back down and pick up another picture, but this one is of a cute little boy with brown hair and blue eyes in front of a birthday cake with the number 4. I hear footsteps coming up the stairs and turn around to see Four.
"Hi." I say.
"Hey. What are you doing?" He asks while coming into the room and closing the door.
"Just looking at things in your room," I respond. "I didn't know you had all these." I point to the pictures of us two.
"Yeah, I got them from Christina or someone." He says while pulling his shirt over his head and walking towards the bathroom. "Do you mind if I take a quick shower?" He asks.
"Go ahead." I say while going to sit on his bed. He walks to the bathroom and closes the door, leaving it open a crack. Weird. I hear the shower turn on, and a deep voice starts singing.
"You and me and all that wine
Loosen my tie, lie down, let's fly
Every guy that passes by
(Look at her, look at her oh)
And you say that it's not right
But where does he think you are tonight?
Does he know your nasty side?
(Look at her, look at her oh)
If you want me take me home and let me use you
I know he doesn't satisfy you like I do
And does he know that there's nobody quite like you
So let me tell you all the things he never told you
(yeah!)
I got these feelings for you
And I can't help myself no more
Can't fight these feelings for you
No, I can't help myself no more
I, I, I
You and me let's go all night
Going so high, we f*ck the sky
Come with me now, f*ck that guy
(Look at her, look at her oh)
Now you flash that sexy smile
And tell me I've got to wait a while
And it makes me lose my mind
(Look at her, look at her oh)
If you want me take me home and let me use you
I know he doesn't satisfy you like I do
And does he know that there's nobody quite like you
So let me tell you all the things he never told you
(Yeah!)
I got these feelings for you
And I can't help myself no more
Can't fight these feelings for you
No, I can't help myself no more
I, I, I
(Can't help myself no more)
I, I, I
No, I can't wait much longer
It needs to happen now
'Cause I can't spend the rest of my life chasing you around
I want to get much closer
You need to tell me how
Baby, how, how
Babe, 'cause I
I got these feelings for you
And I can't help myself no more
Can't fight these feelings for you
No, I can't help myself no more
I got these feelings for you
(Got these feelings for ya, got these feelings for ya)
Can't fight these feelings for you
No, I can't help myself no more
I, I, I"
He walks out of the bathroom with a towel hanging low on his hips.
"Any particular reason why you sang that song?" I ask, smirking.
"No," He replies while blushing. "I'm going to go get dressed." He walks to the bathroom, but this time he closes the door all the way. Not even a minute later, he comes out in flannel pants, hanging dangerously low on his hips, and shirtless. He joins me on his bed, and laughs at my confusion.
"Why are you confused?" He asks.
"Why do you leave the door open a crack when you shower, but when you change and go to the bathroom you close it all the way?" I ask.
"I know this may sound dumb, but I'm claustrophobic." He says while getting under the covers.
"It's now dumb, everyone's afraid of something." I say while getting under the blanket and snuggling against his warm chest. He leans in to kiss me, and I give him a peck on the lips.
"That's all I get?" He says, pouting.
"Yep!" I say, popping the "p."
"Whatever," He says while kissing my head. "Good night Tris."
"Good night Four."
"Don't call me that." He says while snuggling even closer to me.
"What do you want me to call you then?" I ask.
"Tobias. My name's Tobias. I love you Tris." He says.
"I love you Four." And we drift off into sleep.
AN: Hey! Sorry it's been so long :( Anyways, I am in love with the Maroon 5 song that's in this chapter, and In The Night (but I don't like the inspiration for the song). I almost started sobbing while writing this chapter. Tell me if I wasn't the only one crying. Give ideas for how to continue the story.
Tris and Four's Halloween costumes?
Marlene and Uriah's Halloween costumes?
Shauna and Zeke's Halloween costumes?
Christina and Will's Halloween costumes?
Truth or dare questions! Please!