Disclaimer: Don't own Twilight.

Blech... Great all the mushy stuff is comin' up. I'm sorry the chapters are short, I just don't have the right capacity to write longer ones): I procrastinate a lot! Sorry, forgive me?

Maybe I'm wrong
You decide
Shoulda been strong
Yet I lied
Nobody gets me like you
Couldn't keep hold of you then
How could I know what you meant
There was no friend to compare to
There's a mountain between us
But there's one thing I'm sure of
That I know how I feel about you

Can we bring yesterday back around
Cause I know how I feel about you now
I was dumb I was wrong
I've let you down
But I know how I feel about you now

About You Now, by Miranda Cosgrove

Chapter 30

"No, no, no, no, no!" Kailey wailed, holding me tighter. "You are not leaving Melody, and that's final!"

"I can't stay anymore! Forks is hell and is waiting for me to drop dead and swallow me!" I blubbered, helplessly, stomping my feet.

"Heh.. I guess stomping runs in the family" I heard Jacob mumble.

"Don't leave Melody, I promise I'll be nicer, and I'll tell the Cullens to stay away from you. Just please stay!" Kailey begged, pulling away.

"Mom, will you listen to yourself? You sound pathetic for begging, but nothing is going to change my mind!" I cried, but regretted it as tears filled Kailey's eyes. "Oh... I'm sorry! But I have to leave. If I stay any longer I'm sure there'll be a funeral for me by next week"

"Can't you stay until the baby comes?" Kailey pleaded, but a trace of defeat was evident in her voice. I slapped my forehead when I noticed that she was going for guilt-tripping me into staying. Kailey opened her mouth to say something, but...

"Don't I get to be happy?" I said softly, and the room became silent. Kailey cried silently and Natasha began to sob herself, while Jacob's mouth stayed agape. "I'm bringing my dogs with me" I muttered and shuffled out of the kitchen. Leaving them shocked.

I hiked up the stairs and into my room. I was attacked instantly. With affectionate licks from Lavendar and Eclipse. "Hey you guys" I mumbled half-heartedly, kissing both of them on the top of ther noses. "Want to go on a little adventure?"

They both barked in unison, clueless to what I meant. I pulled out a suitcase from under my bed and began stuffing it with clothes. I quickly opened drawers and throwing them into the bag. Hoping with all my might that Edward won't show up. It would just make things harder and complicated.

I want to say goodbye to the others, I truly did, but I knew they could just easily stop me. Possibly by keeping me in their iron grips, locking me in a room, or maybe even threaten me. I knew there was a very big possibility Alice knew what I was doing, the thought just made me pack faster.

As I passed the window I noticed Natasha jogging out of the house and jumping into her car. She sped out of the driveway and onto the road. I was curious to where she was going.

I finally finished packing and trotted down the stairs, suitcase in tow. My dogs followed after me, as I searched for their bags to carry them in. It took me a couple of minutes to get them in, since they decided it was time to waste Melody's time and go to the bathroom.

I waited impatiently as they ran outside looking for a good spot to do their business. "Melody?" A husky voice called behind me. I whirled around and found Jacob shifting his weight from leg to leg awkwardly.

"Yes?" I raised an eyebrow, uncomfortable with talking to him.

"Um... Kailey really loves you and so does Natasha, and er... Crap. Um... They really do want you to be happy, it's just that you kinda make it hard for them to do that" He stuttered.

"How?" I demanded, crossing my arms across my chest.

"Well for example your have a very hot temper, and your impossibly stubborn. Which probably came from Bella. Your also very risky and when someone offends you or says something wrong you do the most stupidest and reckless things" He listed.

"Yea I know" I admitted, "But do you have any idea why and who it always has something to do with or at least revolves around?" I questioned, stomping over.

"Er... Not really, sorry" Jacob shrugged, cocking his head to the side.

"Edward, dammit!" I screamed in fury, "I'm always unhappy and angry because of him! He lied to me Jacob, he chose me over someone else when I was gone, and you have no idea how much that hurts!" I hissed, clenching my fists.

Jacob glowered at me, frightening me. "For your information, I DO! Your mother picked that bloodsucker instead of me! Instead of me!" He snarled, his hands began to quiver.

"I guess I'll keep that little info for later!" I spat sarcastically.

"But you know what? I'm happy she didn't! I have the most wonderful daughter and now Kailey and I are back together, and I actually feel loved. Instead of being unwanted and betrayed" He growled, closing his eyes and inhaling deeply.

His words stung, I didn't know he loved my mother. "Sorry" I muttered and whistled for my dogs. They were at my side in an instant, I pointed at the open dog carriers near the door. Without any whining they went in unwillingly, knowing I was in a sour mood.

"Good bye Jacob, tell Kailey and Natasha I'll be back soon" I said bitterly, "Oh and I'm taking the car" I added, grabbing the dog carriers and storming out the door.

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I drove to the airport, tears silently falling. Goodbye Forks. Just then my phone began to ring and I muttered something unintelligibly. I flipped it open and answered it sourly, "Hello, and what the hell do you want?"

"Melody!" Came Alice's frantic voice. "Head back to Forks right this minute right now young lady!" She commanded.

"No thank you, I am very content to going to the airport" I responded, sniffing.

"Melody, Edward's very sorry!" Alice wailed.

"Oh really, let me hear him say it"

There was a long pause.. "Er... well, he's with Bella right now, but he is very very sorry! Promise"

"Heh... Promise is such a strong word" I muttered darkly.

"Wait, Emmet wants to talk to you" Alice said abruptly and I could hear her passing the phone to Emmet.

"Melody, you better get your sorry butt over here or I'll have to come over there and drag you back!" He threatened. I heard Rosalie in the background, "Shut up Emmet, your scaring her"

"Oh yea? I dare you" I challenged and shut the phone. I'm going to get on that plane to god knows where. Just watch me.