Okay chapter2 I don't really like taking a long time to post but it was the first chapter of my first story im trying take a little pitty and my computers hard drive broke down so I had to have it replaced. Anyways moving on new subject.heres the chapter have fun I watch the new episode for season4 today it rocked I can't believe she had sex with tommy though that was kinda creepy since I think she should have picked jamie or even better speed devorced karma and dates jude but its a little too late for that at this point well enjoy this chapter im on summer vacation so I will keep up review to keep me going much love to you all.--ema
Two hours later after I took a shower and got dressed me and the guys left to go to G-major. On my day off. My one day off. Asses.
"so what are you here for jude I gave you the day off." darius reminded/asked me when we walked into his office
"well my circus monkeys were telling me about our tour coming up" I stated with a little anger in my voice since I wasnt getting my day off.
"okay what do u need for tour?"
" my papers I gotta sign sometime and since im not 18 yet so do my parents, but im going I want to and I am I also need my buddy kyle's we all know he says yes" I replied to d looking at kyle who was sitting with wally on a couch about 5ft behind me.
" YOU DONT KNOW THAT!!" he yelled back at me. wow my monkey has a backbone this might be hard. Or not.
"ky ky what could be wrong with it you have 4 months on a bus with me." I said batting my eyelashes "and tons of girls screaming your name. Even though im your favorite." I added knowing he broke up with his latest girlfriend jenny. She was a bitch.
" A. you are my favorite girl and B. I make girls cry." he said after a moment too long and the weird thing was after kyle said you are my favorite (even though it was playful) speed hit him in the back of his head thinking I didn't see. Dose he still like me? More importantly, do I still like him? Maybe. We broke up because of tommy I know it, even if we did say we were better friends I know tommy was the problem I was crazy for him like really in love till he left now I could care less. Sorta. Who the hell do I love? Tommy? Speid? Jamie? It seems I am the reason all my relationships go wrong. I always love someone else and it blinds me I really suck at love why dont I just quit? I hear its very nice under rocks. Super cozy. I was lost in my thoughts when spied came up and started waving his hand in front of my face.
" Babe? Hello? Anyone in there?" spied said " I think we lost her."then I snapped out of it and smacked Speid up side the head
"so D all I need is my signing contract I have spieds right now." I said acting as if I never spaced.
" okay jude here and kyle here is yours too. Now get recording before I drop your asses. Jude you can stay here or go home. You wont be recording for 2 weeks on account of tommy leaving so I need you to write songs during this time." Darius said then we all left and I thanked him for the contract and speid and wally turned thiers in since their parents already signed. I can't believe since tommy left all of a sudden I get a break I was soo sure Darius would just have me working with Kwest again, but whatever I know their getting ready for the new Instant star coming up. Mason gets home in two months and by then I will be starting my tour I hope I get to see him before I leave I love mason he is like my best friend in the entire world next to jamie and patsy. Me and patsy have become closer since kat dumped me I mean as close as you can get to patsy she's not like other girls. At all. So since I dont have to work till tomorrow I guess I will go see what jamie's up too I think he is in studio B.
And sure enough he was in studio B. On the couch. Making out with patsty. Ewwwwww. So I decided to go to hospitality and see if anyone was their, but it was only Kwest so I started talking to him I didnt have anything better to do.
"hey Kwest whats up?" I asked and sat down on the island in the middle.
"nothing how are you jude? Excited about tour?" he asked while preforming his great art of making a sandwich.
" im good. I cant wait for tour I love those guys. Just hope to god they don't bring the squirt guns this time"
"yea I was just working with them in studio A they cant stop talking about last year. They wont even record. D is gonna be pissed so I walked in here"
"mmhmm thats them. So are you happy you get to go full time and work in A? You know since tommy is gone?"
"yeah I like studio A more than B its just nicer I guess. But im not happy tommy left he had to finish yours first now he left me with tons of unfinished work."
"yea sorry im putting so much on you im going to ask D about my producer option right now I love your work but its too much on you Kwest." I said then walked off to D's office before Kwest could say another word.
" hey D, I was thinking about my producer options. I love Kwest don't get me wrong, but I want a change." I stated once I was seated in front of his desk.
" okay jude I trust you. Your part of the family, what do you have in mind." Darius asked calmly wow what happen to the Darius I know? He dosn't trust anyone.
" well I was think maybe I could take it a step up in my career I have laid down plenty of tracks by myself and I know how to modify by watching Kwest and tommy." I said I was a little scared of how he would take my proposition but it was worth a try.
" so you want to be a producer, songwriter, and artist. Triple threat I like it jude you've got the job, but I need you to start today its already one o'clock so since I need Kwest to produce Patsy and Karma you can produce Spiederman and yourself I want a record from each before tour so get to work."
" thank you soo much D." I said as I hugged him.
" no thank you jude Kwest isnt superman. Now get to work." he said and I practicality ran out. I want to prove I can do it all by myself no one else and I only have to produce one basically since they are my band. I thought boy was I wrong.
"hey guys, your looking at your new producer." I said when I reached studio B apparently patsy and jamie were demoted to studio C.
" what?" spied asked purely shocked
"what happened to King Kwest?" wally asked not as shocked
" don't worry wally Kwest was really stressed because he had to do sooo much work so I decided to ask D if I could be my own producer. I'm produceing you guys and myself." I stated calmly but you could still hear the excitement in my voice. Wally and Kyle were congratulating me , but speid just stood to the side shocked.
" whats wrong speid?" I asked as I took him into the sound booth so the guys couldn't hear us.
" nothing dude." was all I got in return but I know him too well since we broke up we've become way close and now I can read him like a book vise versa.
"spied don't lie to me it gets us nowhere you don't seem too excited about me producing you. Will you miss Kwest that much? I might be able to produce patsy or Karma if thats the case here."
" no I want you to produce but how many albums did he mention to you?"
"well it seemed like two, but since you guys are my band I figured it was only one why?"
" because im working on a solo album it was Jamie's idea and Darius agreed but since your producing us I figured that meant you had me too." I was shocked when the last words left his mouth. spied? Solo album? It was just too much too fast.
" WOW. Is all I can say spied why didn't you tell me I would have understood. I promise I will ask D about it but im pretty sure now that that is what he meant by both the albums."
" I DIDN'T TELL YOU BECAUSE YOU WERE PAWING OVER QUINCY EVEN THOUGH HE IS TOO OLD FOR YOU AND HURTS YOU LEFT AND RIGHT!!" spied yelled and I jumped the booth was sound proof thank god so the guys didn't hear but they were still staring at us.
"I WASNT PAWING OVER HIM I WAS WITH YOU NOT HIM SO WHY THE FUCK WOULDN'T YOU TELL ME YOU JACKASS!!" I screamed back I was pissed how could he? I was hiis girlfriend. Okay so I was kinda pawing for Quincy but I was still with speid okay now I feel like the jackass. I was about to say sorry when he screamed back " YOU NEVER WANTED TO BE WITH ME YOU STILL DON'T YOU LOVE QUINCY YOU COULDN'T HAVE HIM AND JAMIE AND KAT HATED YOU I WAS JUST A STAND TO YOU I WASN'T EVEN IMPORTANT TO YOU!!" then he left I felt like total shit that wasn't even true A and B I loved him sure I was falling for Quincy and just got over jamie, but I did love spied he was more important than he thinks. The other guys left with him so I decided to work on my songs tommy didn't finish for the first time since he left, I'm glad. I stayed in the studio till 12:00 am and I was about to leave when Spied walked in. And all I could think of is Why? What dose he want now? To yell at me more? I loved him but he'll never know it cause hell if im gonna show it.
"what do you want Spied? Gonna yell at me some more? Tell me i'm a piece of total shit and you hate me? Wait that was earlier wasn't it?" I said with bite in my tone.
" no I was going to say sorry, but now I'm debating."
"i talked to D he said I had to do your solo work and my album is done so when you decide to stop being a total ass tell me." I said and walked out of the studio and I was only half way to the lobby when I heard him running after me calling my name. I kept walking till I felt his hand on my shoulder I didn't want to turn around. He would just look in my eyes and see how scared, mad , and hurt I really am , but it wasn't an option he turned me around and just as I opened my mouth he kissed me. It was unexpected and was full of so much emotion and passion it had anger, sadness, longing, lust, and most of all hurt. When we pulled away after what seemed like forever I was blushing and he just said " lets start recording right now." and I walked into the studio taking my place behind the sound board and he went into the sound-proof booth. Once I got everything set up I asked him if he was ready.
" As I'll ever be." he said
" Okay what song are we doing? Kwest already showed me all the songs and preferred beats to them."
" Ummmm... Let's Talk." he said and I was shocked that he actually wanted to talk about what just happened, but then he added " the song dude"
"oh yea umm tell me when your ready" I said really embarrassed and I know he can tell.
" ready" then he started to sing.
I'm a lier on the weekends (oh yea)
I'm so tired on a Monday morning
So let me take a seat beside you and lets talk
about you likeing what you don;t like and how we can make it work
im coming down your alley and im right by your door
im coming through your window and i'm flat on your floor
and she said why why Mr. Are you never at home
try and figure out this picture cause it looks like its wrong
well try to figure out how I feed your mold
its a lot like buissness when your 10yrs old
so pull me in and pull me out now (oh yea )
while I light another
you think you got me figured out now
well no
about you liking what you don't like and how I can make it go
im coming down your alley and im right by your door
im coming through your window and i'm flat on your floor
and she said why why Mr. Are you never at home
try and figure out this picture cause it looks like its wrong
well try to figure out how I feed your mold
its a lot like business when your 10yrs old- repeat then fade out
He was really good and that song was amazing I wander if he wrote it. I don't even think I have to do much producing it sounds great already raw. I was hanging there with my mouth open when he said "hey earth to babe. I know im hot but your wet for kyle remember? Or was it wally?"
" that was soo funny spied. Excuse me while I die laughing" I said with a bite he was good but that dosen't make him any less of and ass.
" so harrison what ya think bout my song?" he asked but I wasnt about to tell him the truth.
"its okay" I said he looked hurt like he was expecting more I felt bad so I tried to lighten it " for you know you" he smiled
" thanks so are you a perfectionist like your boyfriend and need me to sing it again or are king kwest in chick form?"
"Fuck Tommy he isn't my boyfriend and right now i'm hoping he is rotting in hell" it was true he caused me too much pain and I hope I never see him ever again and I mean it. " no that anyone cares but tommy caused me a lot of pain and im done with him I want to be done with love all together I give a guy my heart and they always give it back broken just look at shay or jamie." I was starting to break down and I know it I need to bail before I cry.
" I thought you and jamie were on better terms" spied said softly coming through the door and sitting next to me on the couch, but manageing to keep a good 2 ft in between us.
" were on better terms but not like we used to be. We barely talk. The only thing 'better terms' means is that we dont argue." once those words left I started bawling.
" shhh come here" speid said and pulled me into his arms I just cried into his shoulder I couldn't stop crying every one left me. I was all alone mom and dad divorced Sadie is only home once in a while to visit from collage. Dad went on a two year vacation trip with Yvette
and mom is gone with don in order for my dad to sign my contract I had to mail it and wont have it back for 3 weeks at least.
" its okay dude stop crying." speid said after about an hour and a half
" But its not okay spied my mom ran off with don. My dad bailed with Yvette and sadie went to collage. im not talking to jamie and kat hates me. Plus to top it off mason is gone. You hate me and patsy is too busy for me and tommy left who the hell is still here for me? It seems like kyle and wally are the only ones who care but they are too busy listening to you."
" whoa I do not hate you jude and all those people love you except tommy maybe but he is an ass and kat and jamie are missing out by not talking to you."
" if you don't hate me why are you and ass is it just who you are?"
" no I am still getting over us breaking up I know I said we were like better off friends and what not but I just said that because I knew you didn't want me you wanted tommy and only tommy."
"who said I wanted to break up though?"
" your actions did as soon as we broke up you showed D your song and kissed tommy I walked by and saw it"
" okay maybe I did want tommy but I loved you spied rather you believe that or not I did soo much"
"i loved you too" and once he said that I did the unexpected I reached up and kissed him then he kissed back and tilted my head just so the kiss could deepen I dont know how long we were there all I knew was how much I loved it I didnt want it to end ever. We were kissing and getting more horizonal and hands exploring everywhere when kyle and wally walked in.
" juderman get a room" kyle said and wally agreed me and spied pulled apart sadly and I stood up
"what are you guys doing here?" I asked since it was like four in the morning
" looking for spied. We wanted to see if he wanted to set some early pranks on you or jamie, but now we see he is having his fun a different way." kyle smirked
" I see well i'm up for and early morning prank if you guys are but I think jamie is a way easy target so we will probably have time to chill afterwards" I really want to prank jamie.
"ok lady harrison lets go" wally said and we made our way out of g-major and drove to jamies house.
" ill be right backguys im going to get the ladder from my house." I said and they looked at my confued they were going to do something outside of his house.
"why?" wally asked
" come on guys we could do way better things inside his house than outside think about it" I said to them and they all nodded
"wait harrison how do you know his window is unlocked?" spied asked as I reemerged from my garage with my ladder.
" you think this is the first time i've done this?" I asked him as I set up the ladder and started to climb up once inside I did my work.