Chapter 4
Spencer finally stopped running when she left the camp site where Ashley had taken her. The thoughts flashing through her mind were making her feel sick with guilt but on the other hand she has never been so involved with a kiss before, so free and relaxed. She could still feel Ashley on her lips which she tried to push to the back of her mind. She knew that she needed to forget that this ever happened and she also knew that she would never need to tell anybody as nobody had clue who Ashley was. Spencer had never done anything like this before she loved Holden and would never want to hurt him which is why she had decided not to tell anybody. Also she couldn't handle been responsible for breaking somebody's heart.
Spencer panicked as she couldn't find her phone, she searched all of her pockets. She knew she had it on her because she had checked her phone a billion times while she was with Ashley to see if Holden had even bothered calling her and she remembered that he hadn't. Maybe he didn't really like her that much and would be ok if she told him...Spencer soon kicked herself for that thought as she knew she was just trying to rationalise what had just happened. How could she rationalise what had just happened though? She had never kissed a girl before and had never had intention of kissing a girl before not even Jamie who she was best friends with. As Spencer started to walk through the smaller crowds of people she realised that the sun was starting to rise and was annoyed that none of her friends or even her boyfriend appeared to be looking for her. Spencer crept through the camping site and climbed into her tent as she couldn't stand the thought of lying next to Holden when she could feel the warmth of Ashley's body on top of her. Spencer closed her eyes hoping to get some sleep before everybody else woke up.
CUT TO ASHLEY JUST AFTER SPENCER RUNS OFF
"SPENCER!!WAIT" Ashley yelled as Spencer flew out of the tent without looking back.
Ashley threw her head back on the pillow and mentally kicked herself like football. How could she be so stupid and reckless. She really liked Spencer and blew it by been so forward. Ashley was roughly dragged from her self beating by the band mate that had walked in.
"Nice work Jared" Ashley snapped even though she knew it wasn't his fault.
"Sorry Davies I had no idea" Jared apologised as he sat next to Ashley on the floor.
"I fucked up big time dude"
"It's cool it's not like you have to ever see her again. This is a festival Ash with over hundred, thousand people here"
"I know that's the problem"
"You wanna see her again?" Jared asked confused. Why would Ashley waste her time on a girl that really isn't gay and ran out on her when she could have any girl or guy she wanted.
"I kinda do..she was just so...so sweet, so innocent but not in naive way"
"Plus she was smoking hot" Jared included. Ashley gave him a look of death but couldn't help but agree.
"She is so much more than hot" Ashley mused to herself. A noise beneath them interrupted the conversation. It sounded like music or something.
"Ash I think you're ass is ringing" Jared noted while looking at her ass. Ashley wiggled as she tried to find where the noise was coming from. From under the pillow she pulled a pink phone.
"You gonna answer it?"
"Erm do you really think I would have this crap as my ring tone. It sounds like some crappy garage band" Ashley said looking at the phone and then smiling to herself when she realised just whose phone it was.
"This is her phone Jared..which means I can find her" Ashley said as she jumped around the tent in pure unadulterated joy.
"Spencer!!Oi Carlin wake the fuck up you dirty stop out" Jamie yelled through Spencer's tent. Spencer groaned as she tried to lift her head off the pillow,well jumper that she had rolled up as she forgot her pillow and Holden wouldn't his up. Spencer upzipped her tent and dropped through the gap.
"Graceful entrance..I give it 8.9" Jamie joked.
"What do you want?what time is it?" Spencer croaked.
"Well I tried to call you at about 5 this morning when I was leaving the tent and weirdly enough you didn't answer" Jamies said suspicously.
"Yea I lost my phone..guess I was drunk"
"Yea you must've been drunk hun because a girl answered and she said you'd left your phone in her tent" Jamie replied in a whisper and a huge smile on her face.
"Jamie!!" Spencer whispered/shouted as she pulled Jamie to the ground and in to her tent.
"What the fuck Spence?"
"What did she say?" Spencer asked grabbing Jamie.
"That you two had raging lesbian sex all night" Jamie joked again. She couldn't pass up the chance the rag Spencer about this.
"Shut up"
"Actually she did say that she took you back her tent because you got the shit kicked out of you in the mosh pit and that's how your phone got there.My version was better" Jamie finally gave up the truth. Spencer sighed with relief and dropped back to he floor. This whole not telling anybody thing was never going to happen. Spencer wanted to tel her best friend so badly because she would be honest and brutal if it were needed.
"There is a slightly different version and you cannot tell anybody ok?"
"Yes"
"Pinky me" Spencer said holding out her little finger.
"I pinky promise now spill"
"Ashley did help me after I got my ass kicked hence the cut on my face but afterwards she showed me her tent and she was teaching me how to play guitar and then we...we kissed" Spencer really whispered the last part in case anybody else heard.
"Fuck Spence you never asked me for guitar lessons...if only I'd known" Jamies joked because that's what she did. Spencer gave her the look tht screamed help me I don't know what to do.
"Ok Carlin. Do you like this Ashley chick?"
Spencer just nodded her head.
"How did it end?"
"Somebody walked in and I bolted like a huge chicken"
"Wow you're special..ok ok. Did you like it when it was happening?"
"It was incredible Jamie...I've never kissed anybody like that before"
"That's because you haven't kissed me yet"
"Shut up and tell me to do" Spencer demanded.
"Well I think you definately fancy her and yes you do have a boyfriend but he is a complete twat so I think I know the answer" Jamie answered honestly. Spencer had forgotten how much Jamie hated Holden. She always has done which Spencer put down to jealousy at first but then Jamie told her that Holden is a known player around the area which he has admitted to but has promised that he has changed for Spencer and of course Jamie doesn't beleive him.
"He is not a twat and I'm sure that I was just drunk and stupid" Spencer answered trying to get off the topic now.
"Ok well you mind that I've arranged to meet her in half an hour for a coffee" Jamie said with a huge smile. Spencer's eyes widened with excitement and dread.
"What?Oh my god I need to clean myself because I smell horrible and look like hell" Spencer worried as she jumped out of the tent. As she got out of the tent she realised that all their mates had already left for the day. "Where is everybody?".
"They were all gone before I got back about an hour ago including Mr Perfect"
"Twat" Spencer whispered to herself as she grabbed some clothes to change into so she could go meet Ashley to get her phone back.