while writing this im in a coffee shop and people think im a uni student doing a dictation so i got free hot chocolate...Hehehe im only 16.

"One peck on the lips tris?" Four begs me playfully in the bathroom. He was drunk. Drunker than me because he has done a lot of things with his life. Me I've done nothing, I hardly live a little so why not start now? I tilt me head from sitting on the sink.

"One..." I whisper. "But that's all and we stay friends and it doesn't get awkward..." i push my arms down, my body gets closer to him. "friends and kiss and have a little too much fun. It won't be awkward...I promise you Tris." He said leaning in too.

At that moment when our lips met I felt...nothing but lust. It want beautiful or passionate. It was a drunken mistake. This is why I don't live on the edge of life. I life to play it safe so things like this never happen. Me kissing four nice. Me kissing four drunk, kill me. I knew if I kept letting him kiss me he would try something else.

"Sorry it too weird four. I need to move." I say pushing my hands againt his chest. He fall back laughing as I push past him to get out the bathroom. Once im out I slam the door and I have everyone looking at me.

"So how was it Tris?" Christina asks me with a hopeful smile.

"Don't fucking ask me! The man is a drunken mess which I never want to touch with a stick let alone my lips again." I rant course everyone to look at me in shock.

"She gonna hurt his ego in the morning..." I hear Lynn say.

"She broke his streak..." Zeke says shocked.

"Oh um for the past two years and girl four has kissed he has got them into bed...that includes Lynn." Shauna say as Lynn blushes.

"Well good. He need to be taught a lesson." I say leaving slamming the door. I hope Christina doesn't follow me he deserves to have fun.

"Chris we need to be at our merch stall by 10:50. Its 10:30 now. MOVE!" I shout. I left the party early so I got up at the right time. I managed to wash dry and style my hair, while Chris was still asleep. I stand in front of the mirror that was next to the front door. I looked myself up and down. Im happy with my outfit choice today. A burgundy puffy skirt which starts at my waist and goes down to just below my knee. With that I have chunky boots and black tights. I have a burgundy follower crown too, which I made. Let's to add the cute crop top I found. I'm gonna have a good day I think.

I run out the room towards the centre holding my ukulele because I though while I was working on merch ill play a few songs, might attract people to the stall and then start watch me and Chris online. I have it all planned out.

As I walk down stairs I see Pj. He was one of the first YouTubers who made the time to talk to me and care. He was also the first YouTuber to give the time and energy to listen to colab with me. "love the dress Tris...and gonna sing a tune. Cool well I just set up the stool for me and My Chris. You're next to us. How long you working there for?" he asks me

"over all about 3 hours but they are in Hour shifts," I tell him and he nod.

"Cant wait to hear you sing later."

"Take my hand,

Take my whole life too

For I can't help falling in love with you

For I can't help falling in love with you" I finish the song with an cluster of people around me singing along or videoing me. This is why I love YouTube. Unlike tv we can make connections with our viewers. We can go and have a close relationship with them which people on tv don't have with their audience.

"how about we sing together Tris?" Four says standing on a table with me.

I roll my eyes shaking my head blushing. "Sing, sing sing..." He chanted and the crowed join with him. "only if I get to pick the song..." I say and he nods.

"I hope you know this one because its one of my favs..." I get my uke and start playing Novels by Rusty Clanton. (( if you know is song then hmu on insta cause we be besties))

"In a world of places lets go somewhere we haven't gone.

We've got younger faces than our hearts are letting on.

and we won't place any stock in old days.

Lets save up for something new." I sing feeling him sit next to me and he sings the next part to my surprise.

Someday I won't have to wait for you

"What if I asked, What if I asked you to stay?

What if if cost you your heart and your last name?

and we won't place any stock in old days.

Lets save up for something new.

Someday I won't have to wait for you." He sang beautifully, four had a voice you could fall in love with

"And when we sleep at night I hope that we right novels in our heads of what to tell the other when we wake.

and when morning comes before we're done with volumes left to chose lets say "I love you.".

Just "I love you".

"I love you."

and "I love you too." We sang together looking at each other smiling. He looked from my eyes to my lips and I blush shaking my head.

"Kiss!" I hear a fan yell and I snap out of it. "thank you I need to go..." I say leaving to go on a break.

Sorry it was written over a few days so it hasn't been edited or crap but you get the gist of it right? Well this song is beautiful and you need to listen to the real one and the cover on doodleoddle. AAAAAAAAA

Stay happy not crappy