I run outside feeling the room close in on me. The pain in my chest gets tighter as I find it harder and harder to breath. 'No now is not the time for any attacks. Tris you haven't had any in over 6 months don't let him break your record.'
I slide down onto the floor feeling like the world was pushing down on my and I couldn't control it. "hey..you okay?" I hear a small voice say. I look up from my feet to see a girl. She had long pastel Purple hair which she had up in bunches. I see she has creators wrist band so she has the right to be here.
I shake my head looking up at her. she smiles holding my flower crown "hey well I'm Brooke Miller. If im right youre Tris. Now don't let what ever happened effect you enough to make your crown fall off your head princess." She said with a smile putting the crown back on my head.
"thank you…" I say calming down. She helps me up as the door crashed open.
"Beatrice Prior I was worried sick which four said you ran off." Chris said walking in with Marlene and Shauna.
"Ime Fine Brooke here helped me." I tell them as she smiles.
"well we are going out with Dauntless Tv…they want to ask us a question." Chris said as Marlene and Shauna nod.
I sit down at large round table squished up between Chris and Will. I played it safe and when for a thing black sweater jeans, convers and a cute hat. I kinda looked like a French school girl.
"so before we start I wanna say something." Lynn stuttered "okay so ive been keeping this to myself forever but Im not a She. I would prefer it if I when by They most of the time because I'm gender fluid."
Uriah slides a 20 over the table to zeke. "told you…she would come out as something…and I am 100 per cent for it and you be whoever you want to be. You will always be lynn the person I grew up with."
"now we have that out the way we would like to ask you two a question." Marlene says looking four who nods
"Gosh youre all so awkward. We wondered if you would take us in for a month or so because we want to stay in London for a bit longer but we can't afford the accommodation right now." he says hopefully
Chris looks at me as if she was begging. And I nod. "okay but its limited space and you are gonna have to draw names to see who stays in which room." I tell them sipping my glass of wine. "this means they are coming back with us tonight Tris…"
Chris runs into the flat jumping on to the couch. "I love this place." She says. Everyone laughs thinking this is a one off thing. They are in for a word of screaming for no reason. "we have a spare room which can fit 2 people, the living room fits 3 and I have some room in my room." I tell them writing these places on paper. I scrunch them up putting them on the side. "Couples pick as one so I don't have zeke sleeping next to Marlene cause that would be so awkward."
They pick the room and I feel my heart racing because Lynn is left to pick. They might get my room or the living room. If they get the living room then he sleeps with me. I bite my lip watching her pick.
"I have the living room" They state and four looks at me.
"come in four…" I say opening the door. "for tonight you can sleep next to me but tomorrow we will get the couch bed working." I say dragging my suit case into the room.
"this place is so you…oh my god this is what's behind the camera." He says looking at my wall of phots. Theres ones on there from when I was a baby to what happened only a week ago. It was like a memory board and it kept me sain some times.
"so why don't we film because we have nothing better to do with my life right now?" he asks me sitting on my bed. I laugh nodding "can I have some help with the set up please?" I ask him.
"right to it boss." He said and was putting my lighting in place for me. I set my camera up thinking of what we could film. "Can we do the first time tag?" he asked me. That's actually a great idea.
"Yes we can!" I say jumping onto my bed after checking my make-up.
"I have the questions…"
" you didn't do that four…"
"yess I did…my first detention was because I photoshoped the principles and my math teachers heads onto two porn starts having sex and I put them put as posters all over the school."
I was in laughing fits on the bed. "okay next question is First love." He tells me cause in to sit up.
"ive never actually been in love with someone. Ive liked them a lot but ive never loved someone." I tell him and he nods
"mine was a girl named Lauren. But im not into girls who creat on you with your mortal enemy." He tells me
I get up and sip my tea. I put it down "If you liked that video please like and subscribe. Click on his face to go to his channel and mine to see more of what I do. Byeeeee!"
I stand up and Im pulled back down. I turn to look at four who smiles gently at me. "im sorry about earlier. The girls told me off for coursing a panic attack. I feel really bad I did that to you."
I smile at him looking from his eyes to his feet blushing. "and may I add I really like you and while in London I want to really get to know you Tris. I just am not used to a girl not throwing herself at me. I never have had to work for a girls attention." He say s looking at my feet. I lift his chin up with my finger and smile. "thank you…"
That when I let him kiss me. this was something you read about in a fan fiction online. He was so gentle and kind in the kiss. It wasn't filled with love but something was there.
They finally kissed like whattttt…anyways night night cause it 11:47 in the uk and I have a sleeping cat on my laptop so im finding it had to type.
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