Chapter 27
"Kyla would you at least pretend that you're listening to me" Aiden snapped as he took hold of Kyla's fact that she had been staring at that British chick since they had started talking hadn't gone unnoticed by Aiden.
"Sorry Aiden what were you saying?" Kyla dragged her stare back to the boy that made sense in front of her and see admired his soft eyes and perfect smile but then the fact that she caught him kissing her sister popped into her mind.
"I love you Ky and you know I do....I don't know what came over me and I don't love Ashley...please believe me" Aiden was pulling his best puppy dog face at Kyla. Kyla mulled over what Aiden had barely said but she couldn't concentrate on anything but Jamie who was practically having sex with some skank on the dance floor. Aiden kept following her stare to show that he knew what she was looking at but she didn't care."Why do you keep looking at her?" Aiden finally asked knowing that his confessions were getting him nowhere and he was desperate to get Kyla's full attention.
"I'm not"
"Don't lie to me Kyla"
"Sorry that would be your specialty"
"I didn't lie to you"
"Aiden you fucking lied to me for 3 years...for 3 years you told me that loved me and that we would be together forever but that whole stupid time you wanted my sister...my LESBIAN sister. Do you have any idea how much that hurt me and how stupid you made me feel" Kyla finally snapped. She had been holding in this anger for days now and she just couldn't take it anymore. She couldn't decide if it was the anger that she had felt towards Aiden or the anger she felt towards herself for letting Jamie walk off. Kyla had never gotten mad at anyone before let alone Aiden because she is always scared of upsetting people but now something felt different she felt like she could be honest with people.
"Kyla I've told you that I'm sorry and I didn't mean plus I was made at you for kissing that chick"
"Jesus Christ Aiden that was nothing and I it's not like I was in love with her at the time"
"At the time?"
Kyla didn't mean for that setence to come out how it did. She knew she wasn;t in love with Jamie.
"You know I didn't mean it like that. I just meant that I just kissed a girl but you were in love with MY SISTER" Kyla screamed the last part because she was getting so mad that Aiden could even compare the two actions. They were so different on scales of cheatig or whatever. Aiden had loved somebody else Kyla had just had a drunken kiss.
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Ashley immediately heard her sisters loud voice above the sound of the music and the voices in the club. She tried to put her clothes back on even quicker now and the reality that she and Spencer had just had sex in a VIP room at a club had just hit her...and she didn't mind at all.
"Sorry to ruin this ever so romantic moment but I think Ky needs me" Ashley joked as she passed Spencer her shoe.
"So you didn't that this was romantic?you're gonna be so disappointed with me Davies" Spencer laughed as she pulled back on her shirt. Ashley leaned in for one last kiss and she pulled Spencer out of the VIP room and towards where her sister and Aiden were arguing. Kyla saw Ashley coming and was never so grateful to see her sister but Aiden didn't look as pleased.
"Kyla are you ok?" Ashley asked as she got within hearing distance. Spencer just hung back slightly and searched the crowd for Jamie hoping that she wasn't the fuel in the drama.
"Never been better" Kyla snapped.
"Ash we're fine" Aiden interrupted as he tried to take Kyla's hand again but she pulled away. Ashley felt kind of bad for Aiden because she knew that he was a goos guy deep down and that he had loved her sister and probably still does but she also hated him a little for loving somebody else especially when that somebody else was her.
"Yea Aiden was just leaving" Kyla instructed
"I'm not going anywhere unless you come with me Kyla"
"You'll be waiting a fucking long time then Aiden"
"Look guys I think you both need to cool off and deal with this another day" Ashley offered knowing that they were both a little drunk and would probably regret most the things they would say of this conversation continued.
"No we're done...I'm done with this crap. Aiden I can't be with you when you love my sister"
"I don't love her Kyla...I love you baby and I always will....I'll be broken without you...please give me a chance" Aiden was on his knees now holding on to Kyla's hand, looking her directly in the eyes and this time she didn't pull away. She took a moment to return the intense look just to see if there was anything there that she grab hold of so that she could feel safe and complete again.
"Come on Kyla I know you still feel it..."
By this point the arguing couple had drawn quite a crowd including Jamie who had just found Spencer. Jamie felt sick when she saw Kyla looking at Aiden like she still loved him even though she knew that Kyla probably still did love him on some level but she knew that it wasn't with all of her heart.
"She doesn't feel it..." Jamie announced from nowhere. She had no intention of getting involved because she hated drama but she hated even more that she was falling for a straight girl. The urge to interrupt must've been encouraged by the copious amounts of alcohol she had consumed in the last hour while dancing. Spencer tried to hold Jamie back but she made her way to where Kyla and Aiden were situated.
"Jamie what are you doing?" Kyla semi-whispered not really knowing what was going on now.
"Kyla I really like you and I think that you like me to...or at least I hope so" Jamie replied with a shy, hopeful smile. Kyla really didn't know how to handle the information, she had known that Jamie had fancied her but she didn't know that she was willing to do something like this. Suddenly the fact that a crowd was watching her and awaiting her response dawned on Kyla and for the first time in her life she had stage fright.
"I can't do this...sorry" Kyla finally pushed out before making a dash for the front door of the club. Jamie was too shocked and embarrased to follow her and Aiden was still on the floor completely dumbfounded. Ashley was the only person that went after Kyla. Spencer held her friends hand and took her outside away from the crowds.
"Why didn't you tell me that you liked her Jamie?"
"I didn't know that I did" Jamie responded as she sat on the curb.
"I didn't even know that you had emotions like that" Spencer joked.
"I don't and this is exactly why"
"You and Ashley should totally be a couple"
"Hey I offered to take her off your hands at Reading and then we could've avoided all this drama but you said no"
"Kinda glad I did"
"Sorry I forgot to ask how it went with the other Davies sister?"
"You're forgiven in light of you discovering you actually have a heart. Me and Ash are good..really good actually"
"You totally shagged in the VIP room" Jamie said with a dirty smile on her face and a raised eyebrow.
"I don't kiss and tell"
"You don't need to Spence the love bite on your neck totally tells the story for you.....slut" Jamie responded pulling down Spencer's top slightly revealing her neck.
"Anyway....what you gonna so?"
"Fuck all mate...I like Kyla but we're leaving soon so it seems pointless to get in the way of her and Aiden for me to just leave anyway"
Spencer really thought about Jamie's comment. Her and Ashley had mentioned in passing about Spencer leaving in 2 weeks to go back to uni but because of all the drama they hadn't discussed the reprecautions of it actually happening. Spencer couldn't drop out of uni in her last year and Ashley had her music career to think of in LA.....these thoughts made Spencer's head hurt.
"I hadn't thought of that Jamie...you're probably right to just leave it"
"It's different for you and Ashley though"
"How?"
"Because you two are in love and considering the length of time you have actually known in each other I think that you can get past a small thing such as distance"
"I hope you're right"
"Anyway you've gotta tell Mama Carlin first....and you know how she loves the gays" Jamie joked which earned her a small smack on the arm from Spencer.
"I'm screwed"
"I believe you were...sorry couldn't resist" Jamie laughed. Spencer knew Jamie well enough to know that she was cracking jokes to make herself feel better and to hide the fact that she was hurting. No matter how much she tried to hide this Spencer knew it was happening and for the first time in their friendship she didn't know how to make it any better.
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"Kyla!!!!Wait" Ashley yelled as she chased Kyla down the street. Kyla finally stopped by a bench and sat down.
"Sorry"
"Why you apologising to me Ky?"
"For ruining your night"
"You didn't ruin anything Ky..in fact you made my night with you little plan"
"It worked?" Kyla asked in between tears and deep breathes.
"Completely. I think we finally have it sorted this time" Ashley replied with a huge smile but then mentally kicked herself when she remembered why her sister was crying.
"Good I'm glad for you"
"Kyla do you like Jamie?"
"Yea she's a nice girl"
"I don't mean as a person Kyla I mean as a romantic interest"
"I don't know"
"Do you like Aiden still?"
"No I hate his stupid perfectly structured face and spectacular body"
"That was convincing"
"I still love him but everytime I look at him I get mad and want to punch him"
"I'm just gonna throw this out there so please don't get mad but do think that maybe you only still like Aiden because he feels safe and secure?"
"I don't know...I can't tell anymore"
"Ok so I know that you've kissed Jamie more than once....how so you feel when you kiss her?"
"Tingly"
"And when you kiss Aiden?"
"Safe"
"Which one feels better?"
"Tingles but it's not that simple"
"I think it is"
"Why though?"
"Because you will rarely find somebody that gives you the tingles when you kiss them and when you find somebody that does then you should try your hardest to keep that person close because you might not find another"
"Is that how you feel about Spencer?"
"Spencer gives me tingles everywhere and I don't wanna lose that feeling even if it means taking a risk on somebody that isn't sure"
"Spencer is sure Ash..I can tell by how she looks at you"
"I'll tell you what...how about we go home and we can deal with this in the morning?" Ashley offered mostly because she was getting cold on this stupid bench and wanted her warm pjs on plus she wanted to talk to Spencer.
"I wanna make a stop before we go home"
"Ok let's get a cab"