You stood there, in shocked awe at what Loki had just confessed to. Had you not been privy to the fact that Loki was oblivious to your being there, you would have been convinced it was a rouse, but the sheer intensity of the stare you could feel upon you told you of his shock and somewhat horror at your hearing his words.
"Forgive me brother, but this was only going to go nowhere if you were to remain unforthcoming with your feelings." You could hear the grin on Thor's face. "I think I had best leave you two to talk now." He then made for the door, leaving you both in silence.
For the longest time, neither of you said anything, you simply stood there, processing what Loki had said, while Loki stared at you, waiting your reaction. Beauty became bored and sat down, her harness slipping from your hands as she did, so she then lay on the ground instead.
Loki was unsure of what to say or do, he was terrified that you were about to reject him. Finally, the silence became too much. "I…I'm sorry, that was too much."
"Did you mean it?" Your voice gave away nothing of your emotional state. "Did you mean what you said about me?"
"Every word." Loki decided to be honest.
You took a deep breathe, you could hear the honesty in his voice, and it was somewhat terrifying. "So, you actually…"
Loki walked towards you, as though magnetically drawn, he did not even think about it, he simply moved. As he came to a halt, just in front of you, you raised your head, as though looking at him. "I actually what?" His voice was low and almost as though scared.
"Like me." Your voice was barely above a whisper.
"Did you doubt that?" There was hurt in his voice.
"I didn't really want to hope." You explained.
Loki placed a hand against your cheek. "Why?"
"I was scared."
"Of what?"
"That you did not feel for me as I do you."
"You feel the same?" This time it was Loki's voice was drenched in hope.
"Well I have not endured torture as you have, but these past three days felt so bad, the bullet in my shoulder and the blinding light were nothing in comparison, and I may not have seen anything as wondrous as other worlds, but what I had seen, was nothing as wonderful as the thought of you."
Loki brushed his hand into your hair before capturing your lips with his passionately. You deepened the kiss, holding onto him as though terrified he would disappear into nothingness. "I have missed you my love." He half moaned against your lips.
The use of the word love caused you to pause nervously. "Love?"
"Yes, can you no tell, I love you." He waited for your verbal reply, but was met instead with you pushing your lips against his hard once more, as you nipped at his bottom one. "Do you share the sentiment?" He asked as he pulled away, leaning his forehead to yours.
"Yes." You whispered in return, slightly breathless.
"Say it." He pleaded desperately. "I need to hear you say it."
"I love you Loki."
He attacked your lips with even greater gusto on hearing those words mixed with his name. Gently moving you towards the wall, he pushed you against it lightly before lifting you up in his arms, his hands under your ass and leant you in against in properly, his neck aching slightly from the height difference. It was easier to ravish you there, one hand under you ass as the other went to your thigh, which you had wrapped around his waist tightly, your arms around his neck and in his hair. It did not take long for you to notice the issue that Thor had informed you was issue for Loki when you had gotten passionate against your inner thigh, causing you to gasp.
"I think it best if we go into my rooms." Loki seemed somewhat out of breath as he whispered against your lips. "If Thor comes back, I fear he will be more insufferable than usual if he sees us like this." You just nodded slightly, as he put his second hand under your ass again and carried you with ease towards his room. "Beauty, stay." He ordered. The dog gave off a deep whine that signified she was displeased in someway, but she obeyed, taking up sentry position outside the door as Loki kicked it shut behind him, before placing you under him on the bed. "Now, where were we?" He grinned wolfishly, causing you to giggle slightly as you leant up to press your lips to his once more.
It was not long before you were panting heavily from kissing incessantly. "Loki." You begged wantonly.
Loki stopped for a moment, staring at you in surprise at the tone of your voice. His eyes darted over your face, trying to analyse if you were asking for something in particular. The manner you were biting your lips and how your nails were gripping tightly into his tunic told him of the lust you were feeling. "You…?" You nodded. "Are you sure?"
"Yes, please." You implored.
Loki leant more of his weight on you, his crotch rubbing against your own, causing a lustful moan to escape you before you leant up and took his bottom lip between your teeth, pulling it slightly, causing an equally sinful noise from him. "I am not sure I can control myself if you continue that." He warned, his voice husky with want.
Allowing your hands to slide down his body, they came to rest on his ass. "Did you really think I was okay when you saw me naked?" You asked anxiously.
"Okay? I thought you sublime." Loki stated. "How could I not?" Nervously, you blushed at his words again. "I fear the issue here would be me."
"I don't follow." Your brow furrowed.
"I am not what is seen as attractive, not compared to Thor at least." Loki seemed somewhat downhearted.
"I have never seen him, but from what I have felt, he is big and burly, not really something I would find too attractive." You shrugged. "I don't care what you look like Loki, it's not like I can see you. I like you, I love you, from what I have gathered of your features, I would like them too, they're yours. You can see how you affect me; I know I am redder than a beetroot."
"Are you sure?" He asked again.
"Well." You smirked. "I like what I feel." You gripped his ass firmly.
Loki chuckled and kissed you again before allowing his hand snake up your top, lifting it over your head. "I love you." He whispered quietly, not even speaking to you in particular. As his lips made their way down your neck, you fisted his hair as he did so.
He then encouraged you to lift your hips slightly and shifted your pants down to your thighs, which you kicked off as you pulled his tunic up, the few moments it took to remove it, causing his lips to leave your body were torturous, and he attacked it again as soon as you threw it to the side.
You gave a small squeak as he gripped you and rolled you both around, so that you were sitting on his lap, his pants still as you were on him in just your underwear. His hands making their way to your material covered breasts. "You are exquisite." He gasped.
Your hands gently made their way over his chest, causing you to bite your lip as a result. He had only a small tuft of chest hair from what you could feel, and though he was of a lithe frame, there was no denying the definition of the lean muscles of his pectorals and abdomen. "So are you it would seem."
Loki watched you anxiously. Usually it was easy to see if his bed partner was actually aroused by their dilated pupils, but with you, it was more difficult, he had to analyse different signs, but sure enough, your tight, shallow breaths as well as your sensitive skin told him that you were being honest. "What did I do to deserve this?"
"You gave me a chance."
"I think you have it the wrong way around." He scoffed, his hands pulling down the material of your bra to under your breasts.
"We'll agree to disagree then." You sighed, your head falling back as his lips making their way to where his hands had been, grinding yourself into his lap as he did so.
When Thor returned to the sitting area, he looked around for a moment, wondering where you both could be, when he saw Beauty looking at him from outside Loki's room, he bit his lips together to prevent himself from erupting in laughter. "I see you are not welcome in there at present." He commented to the dog. Her ears perked up for a second before she turned towards the door and whined, her head cocked to the side. Thor again was forced to keep the laughter at bay at the telltale noises coming from the room. "Come, I do not think you, or indeed I need to hear this." As though she could comprehend what he was saying, Beauty rose from where she was resting and followed Thor to the room he slept in, but not without looking back at the door a few times. "I think it safe to say, your mistress is not in any peril at present." He sniggered, causing the dog to cock her head at him. "You are an intelligent creature, but I fear you have no idea what is afoot."
As the last waves of pleasure rippled through you, you leant your forehead against Loki's. as you panted heavily. "Loki." You gasped as he kissed you again.
"Are you alright?"
"I should ask you, I think I was a little aggressive there."
Loki chuckled, his own breathing trying to get back to normal. "I am a sturdy being, I was fearful of me hurting you."
"Well that was not an issue." You decided to let your hands skim over his abdomen again, causing him to jolt slightly, his skin still somewhat sensitive to the touch after the pleasure he had just felt.
He placed some hair behind your ear. "Apparently not." He gave you another chaste kiss. "So you are not repulsed by me?"
"No, I can definitely say I am not." You smiled bashfully. "You?"
Sliding his hand into your hair, he pulled you down to him again for another kiss. "Never possible."
"Really? Even with scars."
"Everyone has scars, some more than others." There was bitterness in his voice. You said nothing for a moment, you had felt some of his on his chest, they were light, but if you concentrated, there were a few you could feel.
"Poor Beauty is probably frantic outside, we weren't exactly quiet."
"She is traumatised, as am I for that matter." Came Thor's voice from outside the room.
"If you can hear us speaking, you clearly are paying too much attention to be just passing by, so that is on you." Loki shouted back, as you shyly leant against him.
"You would think you would be thankful to me brother, if you were to walk around much longer as you were, it was going to cut off circulation to that area completely and Norn's know it would be of little use to you then." Thor began to laugh loudly.
"I'm going to kill him." Loki groaned.