BPOV: Not In Your Wildest Dreams

The flight seemed to go on for hours and hours. When we finally landed, I ran to grab my luggage and call a cab. It picked me up 10 minutes later and I was on my way to the house that started all the memories for me. The Cullen house. The cab pulled up to the house not long after we left the airport, I paid the driver and grabbed my bags. I ran to the door and found it open.

"ESME!" I yelled and two seconds later she was in the doorway, looking at me with sad eyes. Before I knew what to do she had me in her arms. I was crying, and she was too. Alice must have called her. When we pulled apart we were done crying, and just had swollen eyes.

"You came back?" I nodded, and she smiled.

"I can't be without him." Was all I said, and she understood. I told her that when they get home, leave Edward alone and have him come up to his room. Where I would be waiting for him.

"I'll make sure the minute he's upstairs were out. Will go out to dinner, and a movie. I'm going to call Carlisle and tell him. You go get showered and changed, they'll be here in about an hour." I agreed and made my way up to the third floor shower. I showered fast and blow dries my hair fast to. I went natural no make up and changed into a pair of jeans and a shirt. When I came out of the bathroom, Esme was waiting.

"Alice just called I told her everything. She's not going to say anything. But there on there way." She hugged me once more and said she'll see me later. I said goodbye and went into Edward's room. It smelled like him. All I wanted to do was curl up in his bed and be with him, have him hold me. But because I'm stupid, I make people hurt and cry. Instead of curling up on his bed, I curled up on his couch. I left the lights off and put my head on my knees. I knew it would be a possibilitythat he wouldn't want to be with me after this but, it was worth a shot. Soon after I sat there in the dark, I heard car doors slam and people talking. I stayed in my spot and didn't move. I waited. I heard his voice all the way downstairs, and all I wanted to do was kiss his lips.

"Edward..." I heard Esme say softly, but Edward ignored her and continued on coming up the stairs. I felt so horrible. I made him like this, he wouldn't even talk to his mother. Would he talk to me? I wanted to cry, but I told myself no. Be strong. Edward was almost at his room when I heard car doors slam again. I knew everyone had left, I silently thanked them. At that exact moment Edward came in, he didn't even see me. He slapped his door and threw his bags across the room and he walked to the bed. He laid face down. I sat there for a couple of minutes, watching him not move. But only seeing his back rise every time he took a breath.

"Are you going to ignore me to, just like your mother?" I asked him silently, he jumped and flipped on his side. He stared at me. He closed his eyes again, and fell back on his stomach. What was he doing? I walked over to the bed, and sat down next to him.

"Edward?" I touched his back and he flinched. I moved my hand away form him again.

"Stop ignoring me. We have to talk." He flipped completely over on his back, but he didn't look at me just up at the ceiling.

"Why should I? Your not real. It's just my imagination playing tricks on me again." I sighed and put my hand on his cheek, making him look at me.

"Edward it's not your imagination. I'm real." His eyes widened and he jumped back, away from me. His eyes flashed with hate, and love.

"What are you doing here?!" He yelled and I moved as far away as possible from him on the bed.

"I came back." Was all I said in a whisper. He shook his head back and forth.

"Why?!" I smiled, but it was tiny.

"Because I love you." He snorted at me.

"Ya, of course you do. That's why you left. You just left. No goodbye. No nothing. A note. Was all I got. A FUCKING NOTE!" I looked at him shocked. He never cursed, like that. Just great, look what I did.

"I'm sorry." I whispered again and he jumped up from the bed and began to pace around the room.

"Your sorry and now you expect me to forgive you. I can't do that." I cried softly, trying to not let it show.

"I know. I wasn't really expecting you to. I hurt you, I hurt myself. I understand." I got up from the bed and made my way over to the door. But he was there before me, blocking it.

"Did you get the job?" He asked me, and for once he was looking me in the eye.

"No." I said, and took a step forward. But he cut me off.

"STOP LYING BELLA!" He yelled and began to cry. I didn't move.

"WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO TELL YOU?! That I got the job. A beautiful loft to live in for practically free. A chance to go to a great University. And that I gave it up because I can't live without you. I can't be without you, I love you. I'm scared that you'll give up a great med school to be with me, I'm scared that I'll give up my dreams to be with you. But the more I realize it, the more I see that your my dreams, and my hopes. Your everything. It's like your my air and I can't breath without you." I was gasping for air and crying at the same time when I finished. I never lifted my eyes from Edward's. He just looked at me, and crumbled to the floor in front of the door. I shook my head. I can't be here. I looked around the room and found the window by his bed. I went over to it and opened it and looked down, I was about to think about a way to get out. When the window closed, I looked and met Edward's eyes. He closed the window.

"Where do you think your going? I have you back in my life for 5 minutes and your already running away. Stop running for once and just stay put. With me." He said smoothly, his tears were tried and his face was red. But I didn't care, he was still my beautiful Edward.

"I know what I want. I want you. But I'm so scared." He nodded.

"You don't think I'm scared, Bella. I've thought about the whole med school thing and I could care less. It doesn't matter which school is good or bad, what matters is that your with me." He was scared to.

"I don't want you to have to give up things because of me." I said to him and he shook his head and went to go sit down on the bed.

"I'll never have to give up things because of you Bella. Because when I do those thing I want you in passenger seat with me. Your the most important thing in my life, I never want to lose you. Never." I smiled lightly and he motioned for me to sit down next to him, I did.

"Were does this leave us Edward?" I asked him, and he shrugged.

"I'll I know is I want to be with you. But don't lie to me, tell me everything." I nodded.

"I think I can do that." He smirked at me, and pulled me into a hug.

"Why didn't you take it Bella? I could have gone with you." I smiled to myself.

"Because this is our home. Where our family is, and where I want us be. I don't need a fancy newspaper to tell me I'm good. I'll work any where and love it, but I can't go without being by the people I love." He kissed my hair softly.

"Your one of a kind Bella Swan." I laughed and pulled away from him.

"Not without you." And with that I kissed him. Pushing him down on the bed and laying on top of him. We stayed like that for a couple of minutes kissing, until he flipped me over. He was on top and kissed my forehead.

"What shall we do now Mrs. Swan?" He asked and I giggled, and started to unbutton his shirt.

"I can think of something." And he kissed me. We made love all night, only stopping to hold each other. It was perfect. When the sun began to rise we feel asleep. No one came home that night, and I think Alice had something to do with it.

EPOV

I opened my eyes after sleeping for what seemed like forever. Bella wasn't next to me and I panicked. I jumped up, searching the room for her. But I didn't have to.

"I'm right here." He sweet voice said to me from by the window. I looked over and found her, she was looking out the window. She closed the blinds when she got up. All she had on was my shirt and boxers. She came over and laid down next to me, getting under the covers. I kissed her on the lips and she kissed me back. I laid my head done on my pillow and Bella laid down with her head on my chest.

"I thought you left me." Was all I said to her and she sighed loud enough for me to hear. She lifted her head up and put her head on her hands, still on my chest and looked up at me.

"I'm not leaving you. Ever again. I promise." I smiled at her and lightly touched her cheek.

"For some reason, I don't know if I can believe you." She shook her head and put both of her hands on both sides of my face.

"I left already Edward, I never want to leave you again. Please understand that." She said to me.

"Never? So no matter were I go, you'll be there right with me?" She smiled and nodded.

"I'll be right there with you. I'm might end up tripping you." I laughed, and she did to.

"Never leave me again Isabella." I kissed her.

"I won't. But will you ever leave me?" She asked me and without hesitantion answered back.

"Not in your wildest dreams." I said, making her giggle and snuggle up to me.

(If I get 20 or more comments on this chapter, I'll update with another chapter tomorrow. If not in a couple of days, which to me is like 5 days. Next Chapter: Alice and Bella talk and of course Edward and Bella.)