Morning

"My-my that isn't a nice way to wake up."

You hear Sebastian's voice right next to you and you slowly open your eyes groaning and stretching.

"Young lady were you crying in your sleep?"

You touch your tear stained cheeks and shake you head you mumble to yourself as you grab the dress Sebastian had laid out for you and walk towards the bathroom on the way you see Ciel sitting on his bed with his head on his hands. You slowly walk to the door and slide through the crack and quickly hide behind Ciels desk as he walked up to the door and closed it and went back to his bed and crawled into a ball and shut his eyes. You slowly move out from under the desk and clime onto the bed steadily and quickly sit on him waking him up with a gasp and a scream he tries to sit up but you push him down by the shoulders.

"Who is superior now?"

You start laughing and notice he had a smirk on his face.

"Don't speak to fast _"

He flipped you over so you where caged with his legs on the side of your waist and his hands next to your cheeks he looks down at you're your face and wipes the tear stains from your face.

"Crying were we?"

He begins to sit on you and with one hand pins your hands above your head and tickles you with the other.

"This again seriously!"

You begin to laugh with your legs squirming around you accidently kick him off you and you lie against his stomach pinning him down.

"What are you doing _?"

You look up at him and smile and you quickly hop of remember you had to get changed. *time skip*You walk up to Ciels door knock and entered without him saying 'come in'

"Hey Cie…."

You look up to see Ciel half undressed with Sebastian helping him, you quickly run out and into your room covering your face with a pillow from embarrassment. You hear a knock at the door and you look up to see Sebastian.

"_ Ciel wishes me to see if you're alright…are you?"

You sit up still stuffing your face into the pillow you lift your head up and nod then continues to 'drown' your self in the pillow.

"_ Why are you embarrassed it would only be natural at this stage of Ciel and yours relationship to see eac…"

You quickly shot up your head and stand up on the bed.

"I am not with Ciel as in boy friend and girl friend we are just friends!"

You flop back down onto the bed sighing heavily. You look up to see Sebastian towering over you.

"I will tell young master to clear things up."

He takes a bow a leaves you to continue regretting your life decisions.

'How stupid am I why would I even enter Ciels room without him saying come in'

You roll all over you bed covering your face because of how stupide you are but was stopped by someone pulling you up and carrying you so you remove you hands to see Sebastian was taking you to Ciels study obviously where he was.

"Young master I brought _ as you wished"

Sebastian drops you down onto the chair in front of Ciel and he nods signaling him to leave.

"Yes my lord."

An awkward silence fell quickly as you try avoid making eye contact with Ciel.

"_?"

"Yes Ciel?"

"Why are you making this awkward?"

" I don't know…"

He moves out from his desk and leans on the front of it and puts his index figure under your chin to make eye contact with him,

"Tell the truth other wise I will have to forcefully tickle you"

"What if I am telling the truth?"

You cross your arms and lean back waiting for a response.

"Well then ill take that backs"

Ciel looks up and sees Sebastian with a letter that your mother gave you to give to Ciel after a week has passed he began to take of the wax seal and pulled out the letter to read. His eyes cross that page and dart back to the other side it must be useful. 'What is it about…' as Ciels eyes lift of the page they widened with Fear.

"_ when did you know you were getting married."

You stand there in shock

"Never?"

You snatch the letter an begin to read it.

Dear Ciel Phantomhive,

Thank you for helping me teach my daughter how to be an elegant lady such as I, but if you really want to know the proper reason why is because I planned _ to get married to Cristapher Leronsphere he is a Nobel he is the son of one of my head guard in the castle. As _ would of told you by now the reason why she is here make sure you insure her that its not because I don't love her its because I want her to have a future.

-Queen Victoria.

Your eyes begin tear up with relief and frustration you drop the letter

"Please excuse me I need some time in my room."

You leave the study almost zombie-like you try to convince your mind that you are dreaming and that what you just read was a dream.

'What about Ciel?'

You think to your self you feel your stomach turn into knots knowing you will never be able to see him again you begin to tuck your legs up into your stomach and cry softly.' Why am I crying?' you touch the salt liquid that was running down your cheek and wipe it away you sniffle and begin to think to yourself again. 'I feel so mixed emotion… I'm happy that I get to have a future but I feel depressed that I will never be able to see Mai-rin, Finnie, bard, Sebastian worst of all… Ciel' you close yours eyes letting yourself cry after all the emotions you have kept up in these years. * time skip * you feel the light of the hallway hit your face and a person whisper your name.

"_ you okay?"

They sit at the end of you bed you didn't feel like talking to you just rolled over the other side facing away from the hallway light. You feel someone hover over you so you open your eyes to see dark teal hair was on your face you push it out the way and you feel some water on your face you look up to see Ciel crying you put you hands on his cheeks and wipe away his tears.

"Why didn't you tell me _?"

His voice cracks half way.

"I didn't even know my self."

You start to sit up and you push away the dark teal strands of hair away form Ciels face.

"Why don't you through a ball and inform my mother that my fiancé is invite so you and I get to know him?"

He nods and wipes his tears from his face.

"Would you like to sleep next to me?"

You try to cheer him up but he just tackle hugs you to the bed and pins you down and sits on your stomach.

"Lets be friends for life I wont allow any exceptions of anyone else I know you pain _ of how lonely you were when you were left by your self I feel your pain!"

You start to tear up in your eyes knowing that someone finally gets you. Leans down and wipes the tears of your face and rolls off you and slides under the sheets and you join.

You feel Ciel move closer to you so your back to back and he rolls over and hugs you tightly and kisses you on the shoulder blade.

"I will make you mine so we can spend more time together."

You look over your shoulder and smile.

"Me two I finally know what its like to have a friend"

You look back at the window and see it was raining you slowly close your eyes to the sound of the soothing rain hitting the bricks on the roof and the warmth of Ciel trying to comfort you after a dramatic experience