I am all-alone in this life. I have no one anymore. After the accident I was left alone in the dark. I have no reason to live anymore but I promised her that I would, and me word is my life. That night so long ago was when my life ended, now I can understand Romeo when he sees Juliet died, but unlike that Juliet, mine will never wake again. It was so far 17 years ago, 3 months, 2 weeks, 5 hours, and 30 minuets ago.
I will never leave here, for if I did with someone around I am afraid that I would kill them from being so hungry, for all this time I have been here I have not hunted. I found these old catacombs on the outskirts of Egypt. I traveled through them looking for some thing or some place that I could hide. I traveled for inside the never ending catacombs and stayed once I reached a 100 mile marker in my head. The way down traveled down and much father down then any normal human could travel. I figured that some ancient clan of vamps built these tunnels as a hide out. As long as I did not move no one human or vamp could find me.
"EDWARD!!" A high pitched soprano voice echoed in the caves. Shit! Alice!
"Edward if you don't come out right now I will pull you out of these caves right now!" Right, how is she going to do that? Nothing short of having "her" with her could get me out of here. All of a sudden the smell of mountain lion's blood filled the air around me. She is such a cheater, was the last thing I thought before I lurched forward and flew through the caves I literally had lost my brain. It was like I was watching myself from a far. I devoured the lion in at least 30seconds after I got up to where Alice was. I looked up and saw her walking away but she was facing me, her arms behind her. See pulled out a small animal probably native to Egypt, and waved it through the air making me lose even more control or what little I had left. I cased after her but I was weak from not eating in so long, she easily out ran me. I finally spotted her at the entrance of the cave with a pile of animal ranging from bears to deer, big or small it was all there. I watched her as I got closer and I jumped forward and drank to my fill. I forgot how blood tastes; it was wrong now I see to stop drinking blood.
After I had finished the meal I felt like normal, well as normal as I could get now, at least I was not hungry any more. I stood and looked down at Alice and she looked back at me with a big smile right across her face.
"It is good to see you again Eddy. We have all missed you so much please come back to us." She walked forward and touched my arm I jumped a little at the touch. "You look so horrible Edward. You should have seen your eyes they were so dark and it hurt me to look at what you had become. Esme really misses you, so do I please we want you back, please." Her eyes were genuine and I could tell this what she wanted.
"I can't." My voice surprised me. I was raspy and it stuck in my throat. "I left that life; I can't go back any more it hurts to much. I am sorry Alice I wish I could but to keep my promise I have to be so I don't kill myself." I put my hand on her cheek and brushed down to her jaw.
"You call this living. If Bella saw you right now, she would be all over you." Hearing her name cut like a knife and Alice saw it in my eyes. "She wanted you to live; this is hiding in the dark. Even after you left she still went back to life, it took a few months but she finally did. If she was her what would she say about how you have been living?" She was right as always.
"I don't think I could face Esme I am just a big disappointment to her."
"We don't care we want you back. We moved to a place called Curlew. It is just one big forest area and it has a river and one school with 250 people pre-12! You can start all over again. It does get sunny over the summer but where we live, no one can see us. There is a waterfall about 5 miles back behind the house and it is just so beautiful back there. You will love it and it will be just us there, our entire house is surrounded by trees it turns such a beautiful color you have to see it. No one cares that you left please this is something you have to see for your self." She wrapped her arms around my waist and put her head on my chest. "Please Edward, for us." I pulled her close and said,
"Alright I will come and see that color with you Alice." She left on arm around me and we walked forward into the night the covered the land for the first time in 17 years.
Hey tell me what you think, for some people how are ready to hunt me down for killing Bella, I have a plan no worries okay; you will have to read and find out. Also soon I will have another story out about Edward's missing Family; it will be called A long lost friend and sister. Okay check it out and tell me what you think. When it will be out, I don't know but keeping looking for it.