Sorry bout the long wait but school has proven to be a lot a work. I mean my teachers this year are cool but love work so I've been buried in a pile of books-literally you should see my room. Anyways enough complaining and time for CHAPTER?-forgot the chapter number. Oops.
Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha or any of the songs.
Songs: Crash World-Hilary Duff,
Punk Love
Chapter: ??
"That's it Kagome," Midoriko started off her lecture. "You haven't come up with any songs since I hired you. I agreed to let you finish your last year of high school before any tours but you have to give me something. I heard you could write at least three songs a WEEK!! Where the hell his that kind of work?"
Kagome slouched in the chair behind the desk where Midoriko was pacing and still lecturing her. It was five months after Bankoutsu died and the deal with S.J Records being made. Kagome had moved on to accept his death but still swore vengeance on Hojo, who was smart enough to transfer.
She was able to get through Bank's death quickly considering he left with no regrets and he wasn't the first one who she was close to that died so it was fairly quick to get over Bank. When it was her dad's death it took her a year but this time it only took four months.
Though Kagome got over the immense heartbreak she found it hard to write songs so the band had been playing old songs like, Trash (Demi Lavato but its none of that Disney stuff so a must hear.), Confessions of a Broken Heart, and Bimbo. Apparently Midoriko wasn't too happy about her lack of songs. Rin had come up with a few songs but 2 new songs didn't cut it.
"Look I didn't want it to come to this but if you don't have at least one new song for the concert Saturday, You'll have to sing Naraku's songs."
Kagome quickly sat up strait her attention being grabbed. There was not way in hell she'd ever sing one of the horny song writer's degrading songs.
"Fine. One new song."
"Good to hear." Midoriko replied plopping in the seat across from Kagome as Kagome got ready to exit.
"Oh, and sorry bout the whole Bankoutsu thing."
At that last comment Kagome slammed the door shut before storming out of the building.
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I'm sorry.
Those words pissed Kagome off the most. There was no reason for them to be sorry. It's not like the killed him. The last thing Kagome wanted was their pity. She was fine so there was not reason to bring the stupid thing up. She was completely healed. Well… if you didn't count the cuts along her forearms that were always covered in arm warmers.
Her heart had healed but cuts still remained from the time when she was in pain. The same thing happened after her father died... She began to cut herself. She felt as though the pain on her arms took away from the pain in her heart. It would of kept on too if Inuyasha hadn't found out and made her stop. He turned out to be her medicine. Her reason to live.
She didn't know what her reason to live was this time but after 4 months of cutting one day when she picked up her pocket knife his face appeared with he dog ears twitching on the top of his head and she instantly dropped her knife. Weird how though they aren't together he still was her reason for life. He was still there to save her.
That was it.
She knew her song…er, songs.
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"I would like to present to you….KICK ASS!"
Behind their instruments Sango, Rin and Ayame had their normal color highlights and hairstyles on display. They all wore plaid skirts with shorts underneath them, similar to the ones they wore at Red hot. They had on white tanks that showed and inch or two of stomach with Kick Ass in black lettering, outlined in their own colors. They all had black forces accompanying their feet and their own choice of accessories consisting of hoops, bangles, fingerless gloves, chains, arm warmers, and belts.
Behind the wings, stood Kagome, waiting for her signal to run up on stage. She had on outfits similar to the others only her new color was light green She wore thick eye makeup and black and green striped fingerless gloves that ran up her arms to hide the cuts.
She waited for Ayame to start up for the first song before she ran out onto the stage full of energy when Sango joined in. She stood in the center of the stage with the mike on the stand and began the first verse left her lips.
Crash
That was you and me
Rin joined in then.
Started out so innocently
Shattered on the ground
I hear the sound
Crash
Ringing in my ears crash
I still feel the sting of my tears
Someone wake me
I can't seem to break free
Bankoutsu fell to the ground shattering their relationship. She could still hear the sound of Hojo's gun going off in her head in her nightmares. She still felt the sting of tears in her eyes when she looked back at the incident.
Ripping off the mike, Kagome ran to the front of the stage and began to jump around, pumping her fist in the air.
Go on
Get out of my head
I'm on the wrong side of a parallel universe
Am I alive or just dead
I've been stumblin' in the dark
Living in a crash world
She wanted to forget about the entire incident but she couldn't break free of the pain. She wanted to know if she was even alive during the first couple of months considering everything she looked at filled her heart with an unbearable pain. She wanted someone to save her. And she knew who she wanted that someone to be.
Hush
Don't say one more word
At this point the truth seems absurd
'cause who we were
Is gone forever
Kagome bent over the stage and sang some of the second verse reaching her hand out to fans. She then stood and sang the rest of the verse.
Crushed
Underneath the fears
Everything's so twisted and weird
Someone save me
I can't seem to break free
She didn't want to hear the words that were recited at his funeral. She didn't want to believe he was dead. It was crazy. She didn't want to believe everything they were was vanished. It was just so twisted she didn't want to accept it.
Hopping up and bobbing her head so her green streaked hair went wild, Kagome began the chorus again.
Go on
Get out of my head
I'm on the wrong side of a parallel universe
Am I alive or just dead
I've been stumblin' in the dark
Living in a crash world
Crash world, yeah yeah
The world around her had seemed to collapse. If it weren't for her band and Inuyasha always popping up in her head she would of been lost in the darkness of the world.
Kagome slowed down her adrenaline and slowly walked around the stage.
Slow motion
Devastation
Should've seen it coming
But I couldn't do nothing
Everything went in slow motion as Hojo shot the gun. She saw what was comeing but she couldn't do anything except scream in horror when he fell.
Emotion
Desperation
Someone save me
I can't seem to break free
She wanted him to save her from the ache of her soul like he always did. She wanted him to help her break out completely of the dark shell. She wanted him to love her.
Ayame had a short solo before the rest of the band broke in again and Kagome sang hopping up and down, bobbin her head, and running around stage.
Go on
Get out of my head
I'm on the wrong side of a parallel universe
Am I alive or just dead
I've been stumblin' in the dark
Living in a crash world
Kagome ran to the front of the stage to let the fans grab at her once again.
Go on
Get out of my head
I'm on the wrong side of a parallel universe
Am I alive or just dead
Kagome was about to pull away when a clawed hand grabbed hers. She looked at the owners and noticed silver hair. She almost stopped singing out of shock but remebered Midoriko's form of punishment-singing one of Naraku's song- and she stumbled back singing the last of the song.
I've been stumblin' in the dark
Living in a crash world
Not anymore. She thought as she waited for the next song to start with Inuyasha's face printed in her head.
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I wanted to write more but I decided it would be better in the next chapter. Anyways just enjoy and Please review!! P.s really do listen to Demi Lavato's two new songs Trash and Open. I haven't found a spot to put them in this story but it may happen in a one shot but just LISTEN to them. They aren't any cheesy disney stuff so just listen.
Also to clear something up. She did write more than one new song but I only showed her performing one.