Chapter 3: Otherside

It wasn't a nightmare this time. It was still a dream about my past, but a pleasant one. I was dreaming about the first time I met Takahiro.

I always finished my tests early in school. They were too easy for me. I had nothing else to do but write. I didn't know where to put all the rushing current of ideas in my head, so I wrote them on the desk. I could write whatever I wrote on the desk on paper later. First I just had to get the ideas out of my head and into the real world.

It was a couple days after an end of semester test. I sat down in my normal seat, not in the desk where I had written a story on the day of the test. There on my usual desk was something scrawled there in someone else's handwriting.

I liked the novel. Could you write the sequel if you have time left over? - Takahashi

I nearly blushed, not believing that someone had actually read it. Then I became extremely happy knowing that someone liked my stories. I knew that Takahashi Takahiro was a bright student, so I was delighted that someone like him enjoyed what I wrote.

So when it was time for the next time, I finished early and wrote the next story on Takahiro's desk. Honestly, I hadn't planned a sequel to the first one I had written, but I wanted to make him happy, which I definitely did.

After school, he ran up to me, his face beaming. "Usami! You're so talented! It was a great read!"

The gleam in his eyes and excited tone to his voice told me that he was being sincere. I smiled inside, glad that someone appreciated my hard work. It was at that moment that I fell in love with him.

Suddenly, there was a loud crashing noise in the real world.

"HEY! WAKE UP, YOU BASTARD PIECE OF CRAP AUTHOR! WHAT THE HELL IS THIS BOOK?! THIS IS YOU AND MY BROTHER IN THIS BOOK! WHAT THE HELL WERE YOU THINKING?! EXPLAIN YOURSELF!"

That voice was incredibly annoying anyways, but when he was screaming it was 10 times worse. And that brat woke me out of a good dream! I never get to enjoy nice dreams! What hell was he thinking?! And who the hell just barges into some stranger's bedroom like that?! I was beyond pissed.

Then it hit me what he was referring to. He saw a copy of Romance Belongs in the Student Council Office. Aikawa-san was going to bring a few of those over, along with some copies of my new novel, Heights of the Sky, Depths of the Ocean. He never would have known that I had written that book (since I used the penname Yayoi Akikawa to publish them) if Aikawa-san hadn't left some copies there.

I cursed myself for telling the brat he could let himself in. But still, that didn't give him the right to go through other people's stuff and break into someone's room, waking them up from a great dream about his brother. And yes, I had overslept, but it was still rude of him. Didn't Takahiro ever teach him manners?

I pushed myself up and turned to him, making sure to give the kid the nastiest evil eye ever. "You saw, didn't you?"

He suddenly looked nervous, obviously bothered by my dark aura, but he quickly regained his composure and looked angry. "Hey, you!" He held up a copy of the boys love novel and pointed to it for emphasis. "The characters in this dirty novel are you and my brother, aren't they?!" He then made a scene of throwing it on the floor. "So you really were a pervert!"

I really was a pervert? What in the world was he going on about? He was a long winded kid. If I let him, he might talk my ear off for hours. Do I really have to tutor this brat?

And he continued. "I knew there was something weird about you from the moment we met! You were hanging all over my brother! And you said that for tutoring me, you wanted his homemade pork miso soup as payment! It's creepy! Don't try to drag my brother into something weird!"

Dragging him? Is this kid insane? I'm not doing anything to his brother! I was at my limit now. Anymore of his nonsense and I would explode. I took the chance and stood up when his eyes were closed and his head was down.

"He's sort of oblivious, and he's really good natured, so you're taking advantage of him against his will, aren't you?!"

Taking advantage? I hadn't done anything! Why does he think I'm a bad guy? I'll show this brat…

I slammed an open hand into the wall right beside his head. I was seething mad now. I wished the spot on the wall was his face. He shut his mouth and remained still. Finally… How dare he accuse me of doing something, especially hurting my true love?

"Who's doing something against his will?" I asked. He was about to speak but I cut him off. "Did Takahiro tell you that he's being taken advantage of?" No, of course he didn't tell him, because he's not being taken advantage of.

The brunette looked scared, but still managed to look me in the eyes. "N-no, he didn't, but… An-anyway don't go near my brother! Go find someone else! Any guy will do, right?!"

My eyes went wide. Any guy will do? What the hell does he think he knows about love? He should have stayed where he belongs – out of my business. I knew I had to teach him a lesson and show him whose boss. I grabbed his wrist and tugged him towards the bed. Yes, any guy will do…

"Hey, wait!" he cried out.

I threw him onto my bed and knelt over him with one of my knees between his legs. I pinned his wrists down to the bed. Rather than looking scared or angry, he just looked confused, but he was shaking a little. He was as dense as Takahiro. I guess they really are related.

"What would you know about my relationship with Takahiro?" I asked. Takahiro couldn't know about my love for him. He was too dense. Even if he did, I didn't think he would tell his little brother all about it.

"Hey, let go!" the kid screamed and pulled his arms away.

He turned over below me and was about to crawl away. I quickly forced his head down onto the bed, causing him to gasp and struggle for air. I didn't leave his head down for long. I didn't plan to kill him. At least, not yet anyways.

"'Any guy will do,' huh?" I pulled my hand away and heard him sharply inhale and gasp. "You piss me off…"

He was then in a very vulnerable position, on his knees in front of me. His words were still ringing in my ears. He must be jealous of his brother. He must want the love and affection of Usami Akihiko too. I'll show this kid…

I leaned forward and cupped my hands around the crotch of his pants. He gasped. I cupped his balls and squeezed them, feeling them pulse against my palm. I wonder if he's ever felt the touch of another man before. Before I could go any further, he jerked his whole body back and pushed me off of him.

"Bastard!" he screamed as he started to turn around. "What're you – "

I grabbed his wrist again to stop him. He was not going to get away from me now. I grabbed the string of his hoodie and pulled it out. My other hand traveled around his waist and held him close to me. I could feel him shaking even harder now against me. Good. He was scared of me.

"Any guy…" I whispered into his ear. "You're the one who said it."

He gasped again. My hand that was around his waist moved up under his shirt, feeling the skin of his belly. His skin was warm and smooth. He wasn't struggling or cringing away from my touch. My hand reached his chest.

"Th-that's not what I meant!" His voice was breathy as he spoke, almost like he wanted to moan. My fingers caressed his left nipple and it instantly became hard. "Hold on a second!" His breath was raspy. I knew he was enjoying it. "Quit it, you pervert!" he shouted as I planted a kiss on his exposed neck.

His body was quivering from being touched. It was kind of cute. I let go of the string of his hoodie and reached down to his waist again. My hand easily slid into his jeans, snapping the button. I groped his hardening manhood through his underwear. He let out a breathy moan as my other hand reached up to his neck and caressed his chin. My fingers circled his shaky lips. His hand reached up and grabbed my arm.

"If you want to call for help, why don't you go ahead and cry out?" He grunted, trying to hold back moans as I stroked him through his underwear. "Mr. Dummy who got a D."

He turned his head and faced me, bearing his teeth. "What did you just say?!"

Go ahead and cry for help, kid. I dove into the treasure chest and wrapped my fingers around his length. He cried out in pleasure and threw himself down. His hand gripped the sheets as he moaned and shook. I pulled his other hand behind his back. He looked so vulnerable. It was… adorable.

I stroked his length up and down, slow at first. He wasn't very big, but it wasn't anything to scoff at. Damn he was sensitive. Every little touch of my fingers made him moan and shake. He tried so hard to keep his voice quiet, but I could tell he was enjoying it. He let out a soft moan that really turned me on.

I let go out of his arm and leaned over his back. My free hand traveled up his shirt again, rubbing his warm skin, as I started to stroke him faster. He still hadn't cried out for help or to tell me to stop. The only sounds he made were sexy moans.

"Hmm… you're cute," I whispered into his soft hair.

His moans suddenly got louder and more intense. I knew he was close, already. I picked up even more speed and made sure to rub the head of his member as I reached the top. His hand gripped the sheets tightly and his whole body shook as he released into my hand. He held back his moans and grunts as best as he could, but I could see right through him. He enjoyed it. Besides, why else would he not tell me to stop?

He lay there, breathing heavily, as I pulled away. I brought my wet hand to my lips and licked his bittersweet essence off of my hand.

"That was fast," I laughed.

He gripped the sheets again, still shaking. He was either pissed or really upset now. I stood up and grabbed my cigarettes off the nightstand. I lit one up and took a long drag. I turned back to the boy on my bed. He still lay on the bed, shaking.

"I'll be downstairs," I said. "Come down whenever you're ready and we can get started."

As I inhaled my toxins and walked downstairs, my head became a bit clearer. I had just molested my true love's younger brother. No, not molested. Just touched. He wanted it too, right? He didn't cry out or scream at me to stop. He was resistant at first, but he didn't stop me. He enjoyed it. He came, and very quickly too. It was consensual, right?

I quickly finished my cigarette and started smoking another one. A certain man from my past was going through my head. I didn't want him there. But doing what I just did with Misaki made me think of that man…

I would certainly have another nightmare of him tonight.

Song: Otherside - Red Hot Chili Peppers

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