Emily

Game On just when I felt the circle was about to end. She said some nice words the other day when she left my house. I decided for myself to stop chasing her. If she comes back and only to me, I will grab my girl otherwise I'm done. If single Paige brings this much of trouble, no I shake the thought away and went to the dating app on my phone that I haven't touched in a few weeks. Once again I lived on speed and got myself a date. Tonight.

I was nervous waiting at The Grill, I saw the girl sitting at a table. She looked beautiful exactly like her picture, after thinking to bail I talked myself into staying so I went back to living on this crazy adrenaline. "Hey Emily, you came!" She gave me a short hug and smiled. She talked about her coming out, friends, her just moving in, that she might transfer to Rosewood High. She talked non stop, her smile was intoxicating, she lived so carefree. I smiled the most I had the entire week.

She walked me back to my car. "I had a great time tonight." "So did I." I really did. "So when will I see you again?" I smiled nervously, I had no answer to this. "We'll text later." She nodded while she took a step forward. I blinked to her eyes and her mouth. She did what I expected, she leaned in to kiss me. I froze when she moved forward, now reflex took over and her lips landed on my cheeck. "I'm sorry, I thought we had an connection. Maybe I was to forward?." "No no, we had a great time. No ehm I just, I'm sorry Maya. I just can't do this right now." "Is there someone else?" The entire evening I felt relaxed and my mind didn't drift away but now I realize it's deeper than I thought. "It's a total mess, I really like this girl I can't help it but she's also interested in someone else." She frowned and whisperd in my ear, "I hope she realizes soon what she has right here, otherwise give me a call." She gave me a hug as we said our goodbyes. I deleted the app as soon as I got home, I felt the urge to text Spencer. I decided against it. Instead I silent wish for Paige to come my way, and praying she isn't at Spencers right now.

Paige

The last day. Come on Paige do it and it's over. How could I be so wrong this morning, how did I get so weak? I know it's not wise to leave myself so open all the time but have you seen Spencers eyes? I've been helplessly pretending that Emily doesn't mean this much. All the walls I've been building up have been shattered. I did step one. Now time for step two. I go back to the Fields house, and felt very overwhelmed by my own feelings.

"Hey" I said while walking up to Emily. "Hey" she said back. "Are you okay?" she asked. I stared at her unsure how to proceed. "You know I want to be with you don't you?" Emily stared for a few seconds before responding. "No. Yes. I'm not sure." She sighed, still blocking her front door.

"Are you hungry? I got you something." I made the box from behind my back appear and held it between us. She raised her brow and looked skeptical. "I desperately want to be with you, Em." I looked straight in her eye, she looked back at me. No emotions showing. Until a little smile appeared. "That's good to know." She teased. She leaned in to kiss me. Thunder was written all over her face, I put my foot in the door preventing her for slamming the door shut.

"I didn't pull away because I don't want to kiss you. I do. Very much so." She remained silent and was fighting against her tears. Once again I was internally cursing myself. Once again I started it off wrong. I sighed. "Don't you want to eat?" She accepted the pizza box, she didn't invite me in as I hoped but that doesn't alarm me not yet. I rushed to my car, took the rose out and ran back to her front door. I cross my fingers that my back up plan goes the following : She does open the pizza box and still wants me.

I didn't see neither girls during school, not that was avoiding any of them. I don't avoid anymore. I did hear the words that were said between Spencer and Emily apparantly the entire school did. This made my head spin, didn't I cut the strings with Spencer? Oh boy. The door opened. Not what I expected but okay, I walked in and closed the door myself. She stood in her kitchen, with the pizza box unopened on the counter. "I need to say some things. I went out with a nice girl, I just got home. "

I prepared myself to walk away with the painful loss. The pain and loss of the fact I would never find out how my life would be with Emily by my side. I'm the fool again, completely my fault. "I had a great time. The magical moment of the first kiss at the end of the date, was nothing but magical. I saw you. " My heart started beating faster, and faster when our eyes met. "I want you to be the only one to kiss me. I'm tired of waiting, I need you to decide right now what you want for once and for all." I tried not to smile, but I was so happy with her words that I failed at that.

"I know you already ate but please at least tell me you like this pizza or not." She looked puzzled but opened the box anyway. She simply nodded. A big fear came almost true until I heard her gasp, loud. Her hands covering her mouth, my name escaped her lips. I walked over to her and told her the truth. "I want you."I laid my hand on her cheeck and kissed her at her own request. She looked into my eyes and said "Kiss me again." I felt her smile against my lips, the kiss was soft and turned hungrily fast. "So what you say?" Still needing the answer. She glanced one more time at the upper half of the pizza box where I wrote "Do you want to be my girlfriend or is this too cheesy?" She accepted my rose and smiled. She smiled mischievously.

I wrapped my arms around her waist. I feel so safe and sound. Her hands rub my back. I feel so good, no going back and I don't want to go back. Never. "It's midnight. You should stay." Her fingers trace a path in the back of my neck. She runs her fingertips down my body, from my shoulders to my zipper. My eyes stayed closed, I don't want to tell her to stop. Not ever. My hands find its way to her hair, I pull her closer to me and smile. She kisses me, I kiss her back. She feels nothing as Spencer, she feels better. I nodded and let her lead me towards her bed, we were all over each other the entire way upstairs, moaning, kissing, grinding. She was kissing me everywhere. "Is this a yes?" "Yes" She laughed. "100%"

"I love you Emily"

Endgame.