OC introduction ahead! That's right! You'll finally get to hear a little more about the person from Akihiko's past! Because of this OC, Akihiko is going to sound OOC himself, so I'm sorry if you don't appreciate that. But he was going to become OOC later in the story anyways.

Also, lemon ahead!


Chapter 15

A hand grabbed Isaka-san by his shoulder and pulled him away from me. I was so surprised that I dropped the grip I had on the front of his jacket. I looked up to see Asahina, Isaka-san's friend and assistant. I straightened my tie and nodded at him as if to tell him thanks.

This would always happen when we were younger. My brother would invite Isaka-san over to the house a lot. The guy would somehow find the time to fuck with me. At first it was just annoying me and trying to look at my writings. As I got older, he started to come onto me. At first I thought he had found out about my preference and was making fun of me, but he didn't stop.

Then… Ryuto came along.

The first time Isaka-san ever tried to touch me when Ryuto was around, he beat Isaka-san to a bloody pulp. I think that was when I fell in love with Ryuto. We were just friends, but I truly believed that he also loved me since he defended me like that. Isaka-san stopped coming onto me after that and I slowly got closer to Ryuto.

It's kind of funny. Isaka-san was one of the first people to sort of comfort me after what happened with Ryuto. But, as much as he told me that it wasn't my fault, I just couldn't believe him. When Isaka-san told me to submit my novels to his company, Marukawa, he promised me that he would keep the past hidden and keep me safe. It's been 11 years since and my fame has only grown, but still no one has found out anything.

He hasn't really come onto me much since, but it usually happens when he gets drunk. I guess the past catches up with him and the alcohol makes him do the dumbest things. At least, Asahina is usually around to control him.

This was time was just scarier than usual and made me more angry than normal because I now had Misaki. I didn't want him to see Isaka-san come onto me. Even worse was the fact that he was talking about my past. Not only had I wanted to tell Misaki about my past myself, but I wanted to leave out a huge part of it. Thank god Isaka-san only talked about Hiroki and not Ryuto…

"H-Hey!" the director yelled at his assistant as he struggled to free himself.

"Usami-sensei, please pardon us," Asahina apologized.

"Asahina!" Isaka-san whined.

He ignored the drunken man. "It seems our stupid director has been bothering you again."

"What do you mean 'stupid'?!"

"We will come by at a later date to apologize again. But for today…"

"Yes, that's fine," I assured him. "Please hurry up and quarantine him somewhere." I made a 'shoo-shoo' motion with my hand. "That will be more than enough."

"What's with you?!" Isaka-san screamed as he was dragged out. "You're just a secretary!"

"You've had too much to drink."

"I haven't been drinking!"

I quickly turned back to Misaki, who looked very upset. His eyes were focused on the table as he stared off into space, thinking hard about something. I walked up to him and placed my hand on top of his head. He looked up at me with an uneasy look in his eyes. Before I could say anything to him, he averted his gaze downwards again. He definitely looked like he was in pain.

Why? Was it because Isaka-san came onto me? Even though I rejected him? Did he feel like the date was ruined because of that?

"Sorry," I said softly. "Are you ready to go?"

He nodded, but didn't look at me.

We paid and left, heading to the giant ferris wheel that overlooks Tokyo Tower. Neither of us spoke to each other on the way there. I was hoping that he would voice his concerns to me, but he just stared out the window of the car at the passing lights. He didn't seem at all excited to get on the ferris wheel.

"Have you ridden this before?" I asked him when we got into one of the cars.

He shrugged. "I think mom and dad might have taken me when I was younger. I can't remember."

I smiled. This was good. He'd talk about his family and his past and things would go back to normal between us. However, that didn't happen. He looked at the floor and remained silent. The air between us was deafening as the ferris wheel began to turn and hoist us into the air.

"Sorry about that back there," I finally said, trying to apologize in order to get him to speak to me again. "I hadn't expected that piece of work to barge in on us." I hoped he didn't think the date was ruined because of Isaka-san.

"Somehow…" I looked up to see him clenching his fists in his lap, still staring at the floor. "Somehow I think he was definitely doing it on purpose."

"What?" So he really thought that Isaka-san was trying to steal me away?

"Because… When you were ten years old, I hadn't even been born yet! There's no way I'd know about something from before I was born. He had to know that, but he went and tried to act like he knows you so well." He finally looked up, staring directly into my shocked eyes. "Even if I don't know about your past, I'm living with you now, so I definitely know you better! Besides…"

I couldn't stop the chuckle that had welled up in my throat. I immediately covered my mouth so the laugh wouldn't be too loud, but Misaki still became irritated with me anyways. It just took me by surprise that he was jealous because he didn't know things about me that someone else did. It was… incredibly cute.

"WHAT THE HELL?!" he yelled at me. "IS ANYTHING I SAID WRONG?!"

I finally quieted my laughter. "No, sorry. I was just a little surprised. Are you jealous of Isaka-san?"

Pointing it out only made him angry again. "Huh?! What are you saying?!"

"With Aikawa-san, you were jealous without realizing it. But this time, you were clearly aware of it. I'm so happy."

He gasped. "Y-You're wrong! It's not like that…" he stuttered.

It was too late. Everything he said had gone to my head and I was floating. I knew exactly what he was feeling, and I was feeling the exact same thing. I wanted to keep him forever.

"Misaki, when we get back home, I'm making love to you."

"Y-You've got to be kidding!" He looked mad, but his cheeks were so adorably red. "I don't wanna! Absolutely not!"

"I'm so happy," I repeated with a smirk on my face.

"What's up with that? You're so stupid! Really, it's not like I'm jealous or anything!"

I ignored his attempts at taking back what he previously said. I knew he was trying to convince himself for the most part anyway. There was no way he was going to convince me that he wasn't jealous or that he didn't love me. I knew better.

"I love you," I bluntly said, staring into his eyes from across the car.

"Don't say that!"

I didn't try to touch him in the car of the ferris wheel, even though I really wanted to. I needed to feel his body against mine. I wanted to feel his heat on my fingertips. I needed to press my lips onto his and melt my tongue into his. It would all wait until I could do everything at once. If I even held his hand, I wouldn't be able to stop myself from doing more. It's impossible for me not to take it further. When we got home, I would mess him up all over.

"I love you, Misaki."

He covered his ears with his hands, his arms trembling. "Shut up!"

"I love you…"


I sped home after the ferris wheel ride, needing to touch him as soon as possible. I needed to show him just how much he meant to me. No matter how many times I told him and showed him, he just didn't seem to understand.

Sure that he would try to get away from me, I trapped him in the corner of the living room as soon as we made it inside. He gasped as his back hit the wall and he locked his eyes with mine. His face was flushed with embarrassment, but his eyes were confident. He pursed his lips, as if he was waiting for me to make my move. He wasn't going to resist me at all this time. I would have to thank Isaka-san later for making Misaki jealous.

"Misaki," I whispered as I leaned in to his neck. He slightly whimpered as my breath tickled his ear.

I wrapped my arms around the boy's waist and pulled him closer to me, burying my face into his neck and inhaling his sweet scent. He smelled like a mix between vanilla and some mysterious, indescribable fragrance. His heart was beating wildly against my chest and his breathing was ragged. I pressed my lips gently against the nape of his neck, earning a breathy gasp. I repeated the action several times in the same spot, occasionally licking the soft flesh.

"U-Usagi-san…" he whimpered into my ear.

He reached his arms up and latched onto my upper arms, but not to push me away. Instead, he held on gently as I sucked on his sensitive skin. Sweet moans escaped his throat, making his neck vibrate against my lips. My front teeth gently scraped his skin, causing him to moan a little louder and tighten his grip around my arms.

Lightly chuckling, I lifted my head and feverishly pressed my lips against his. They fit so perfectly together, like puzzle pieces. I moved my lips slightly as we kissed and he followed my movement. He hadn't been this willing before, and it really turned me on. When our mouths were slightly opened, I slipped my tongue into his. Our tongues massaged each other, playfully at first, but then aggressively. I couldn't get enough of him.

"Nnngh!" Misaki moaned out as we continued to kiss.

My mind was clouding over with lust. I could feel his hardness against my growing erection. I lightly pushed my hips into his, making him cry out again. He let go of my arms and moved his own around my neck. His fingers were warm against the back of my neck.

I finally pulled my lips away from his to catch my breath. A thin strand of saliva left us connected. He breathed heavily and stared up at me with half-lidded eyes. His face was bright red from the sensations he was experiencing. He was really feeling good already. I was so thankful that he was letting himself go tonight. I wanted nothing more than to be with him.

"Misaki," I called out his name as I loosened his tie and unbuttoned his jacket. "It's too hot for this."

His arms fell from their spot around his neck and I slipped the jacket off his shoulders. It fell to the floor behind him in a heap. I yanked off the tie and unbuttoned his shirt to reveal his smooth chest. He gasped as my cold fingers slid down his torso. I pressed my lips to his again and gently forced my tongue back into his mouth. His tongue battled mine vigorously as I caressed his chest.

"Nngh, ah!" he cried out when my finger brushed over his nipple, causing us both to pull our mouths away.

I smirked. He was really feeling it and I couldn't wait any longer. I was also getting very hot. I threw my own tie and jacket onto the floor beside us. Misaki watched me intently as I quickly unbuttoned my shirt. His eyes widened as he stared at my chest. A fire burned deep within my groin. I quickly pulled his waist closer to me and latched my lips onto the side of his neck, the side I hadn't already marked earlier.

"Ahh, nngh! U-Usagi-san," he sweetly moaned as he wrapped his arms back around my neck.

As I sucked on the hot flesh, my hands traveled to the front of his waist and undid his pants. He whimpered as my fingers curled around his hard cock. I slowly pumped him a few times and he breathed heavily in my ear. I smeared the pre-cum on his tip around with my thumb, using the slick substance to coat his shaft. He shivered as more sweet moans escaped his parted lips.

Removing my lips from his neck, I dropped to my knees to give him what he really wanted. He gasped in surprise, but didn't move away. His hands fell to a new resting place on top of my head, fingers curling into my hair. I eagerly pumped his shaft while my tongue darted out and flicked the tip, lapping up more of his bittersweet essence. He grunted at the new, wet feeling. My other hand wrapped around his lower back to hold him close to me as I teased him with my tongue.

"Ahhh! Nngh, no!" he cried out in ecstasy as my lips engulfed the head of his member.

I let go of his cock and rested my hand on his thigh instead. I took more of him into my mouth, licking every inch. When I reached the base, I slowly went back up to the tip, putting a lot of pressure on him as I sucked. I bobbed up and down on his hot manhood, increasing speed each time. One of his hands moved to squeeze my shoulder while the other remained in my hair, lightly tugging on the locks.

"Ah, hah, ah, hah. Nnngh! Ahh!"

It seemed like he was getting close to his climax. His whole body was trembling. Luckily I was holding him tight enough to me. As I came back up to the tip, I ran my tongue down the slit, making him grunt and buck his hips. As I took him back into my mouth fully, he began to pant harder.

"Ah, hah, hah. Usa-Usagi-san… I'm… Ah! L-Let go! I'm c-cum–"

I didn't let him finish. I sucked hard, throwing him over the edge. He cried out in ecstasy and tightly tugged on my hair. His warm seed shot to the back of my throat in several spurts. I swallowed every last drop and his knees wobbled. I made the mistake of letting go of him when I pulled my mouth off of his cock. He collapsed onto the floor right in front of me, breathing heavily. I chuckled, out of breath as well.

It was almost time for the main attraction. While Misaki was coming down from his high, I generously coated three fingers with my saliva. I lightly grabbed the back of his head with my other hand and pulled him closer to me. He opened his eyes and looked up at me with longing. I circled his entrance with my wet index finger, making him lightly buck his hips. It slipped inside of him rather easily, making him shiver. As I rubbed his inner walls, he let out a soft moan and grabbed onto my arm with both hands. I slipped in another finger and he grimaced at the tight feeling.

Trying to take the pain away, I let go of the back of his head and moved my hand to his chest, caressing the hard buds on his chest. "You're already hard here too." His body shuddered as I playfully pinched his nipple in between my fingers. "With my fingers or my mouth? How would you like me to touch you?"

"Huh?!" he choked out in between pants.

"You like to be fondled here, right?" I switched attention over to the other nipple, making him sigh. "Tell me how you want it and I'll do it for you."

"L-Like I'll say it!" he shrieked.

I smirked, loving the feisty side he had to him during sex. "Misaki…" I scolded, my voice deep with lust.

His cheeks burned a darker shade of red and he hesitated. "W-With your mouth…" he softly said with his eyes closed.

As I leaned forward, I gently pushed him down so that he was lying on the floor on his back. I began to scissor my fingers inside his opening to loosen him up even more. As I did this, I ran my tongue over his hard pink nipple. Soft moans began to escape his throat again. I softly bit down on the bud and hit that sweet spot deep inside of him at the same time, making his eyes fly open as he gasped.

"Nnngh! Ah, ah, hah."

I felt him harden up again against my stomach. I slowly pulled my fingers out of him and grabbed his once again hard member. As I stroked his cock, I switched attention to the other nipple, giving it the same attention as I did to the other. His hand reached up to grasp my shoulder, gripping a fistful of my shirt.

"Ah, hah. Wait! I-If you touch me there at the same t-time… Nngh!"

His liquid moans flowed into my ears and sent all the blood to my manhood. My pants were beginning to feel very tight. I took my mouth off of his chest and pulled my hand away. He lay there panting with his arms held up above his head and his eyes half-lidded with the pleasure that had just been coursing through his veins. I quickly unbuttoned my pants and pulled out my hard cock. I positioned myself between Misaki's legs, staring at his face.

"Usagi-san, the lights," Misaki whimpered. "Turn off the lights. It's embarrassing!"

He's embarrassed by me looking at him? Even though I'm always looking at him? I've already seen all of him a few times now. Then again, each time we've made love he hadn't been as responsive as he was this time. Have I not seen him completely?

Thinking about that reminded me of how jealous he was that Isaka-san knew about my past and he didn't. In actuality, I didn't know much about his past either. He told me stories, but they always revolved around his brother and his parents, never really about himself. Takahiro told me stories too, but nothing huge and I would much rather hear about the past from Misaki himself.

I leaned forward, careful not to enter him just yet, and grabbed his wrists above his head. His eyes opened wide and stared into mine. I could feel his hot breath on my face and I'm sure he could feel mine on his.

"But, you want to know more about me, right? I want to know more about you too, Misaki."

His eyes glistened with moisture, tears threatening to spill over. I kept my eyes locked on his as I slowly pressed into him. He cried out from the tightness and pain, tightly closing his eyes. I grunted at the tightness as well. He whimpered as I pushed further in. When I was finally in up to the hilt, I remained still, allowing him to get used to me being inside of him.

His face was flushed with embarrassment and pleasure. He breathed slowly as he tried to adjust. He kept his eyes clenched shut, not wanting me to see. I was getting impatient. It felt way too hot inside of him and I had to move. Not wanting to hurt him, I slowly pulled out only a little and then thrust back in. To my surprise, he let out a cute mewl. I smirked and began to thrust into him faster, pulling out further now.

"Ah, hah! Ah. No! Hah, ah!"

I sped up my thrusts even more. It was so tight inside of him and the pleasure was heating up my entire body. Yet, something was missing. His eyes. His beautiful, bright green eyes were still closed. I wanted to see those eyes staring up at me as we made love. Hoping to get him to open them, I leaned down by his neck and licked his earlobe. He gasped and threw his arms around me, holding me tightly against him. I couldn't see if he had opened his eyes or not, but holding me like that caused a low sound like a grunt escape my throat.

"Nngh! U-Usagi-san, please go slower!"

I could feel his erection rub against my lower stomach, making him moan from the friction both inside and outside of his body. He loosened his grip a little and I pulled away slightly, seeing that his eyes were still shut. However, I noticed that his nipples were still hard. He was obviously feeling really good.

"Why?" I asked, lifting a hand up to his chest and twisting one of the hard buds. "When you're already so aroused?"

He gasped and his body shuddered. I could feel a tightness pooling in my lower abdomen as I thrust hard into him. I wondered if Misaki was getting close as well. Wanting to add to the pleasure for both of us, I leaned down and sloppily kissed him. Our tongues intertwined in his wet, heated mouth. He couldn't hold back his moans and let them out as we kissed.

I pulled my lips off of his. "Open your eyes. Look at me." He gasped, but then slowly lifted his eyelids. A few tears spilled over the sides. "Inflame me more with that face of yours."

Without breaking eye contact, I kissed him again, battling with his tongue. His gasps and moans quickly broke the kiss. He tightened his arms around me again. I could feel his hips bucking slightly to rub himself against my stomach. I thrust even faster, feeling my climax coming on fast.

"Ah, hah! U-Usagi-san! I-I'm gonna…"

He began to close his eyes again, but quickly stopped. I bit my lower lip and just nodded. It was so hard to breathe. I was concentrating too much on finishing. More tears spilled from his half-lidded eyes. His moans suddenly stopped and he held his breath. I could feel him tighten around me. His eyes finally snapped shut as he threw his head back and he let out a long groan, cum spurting all over our chests.

"Hah, nngh, Misaki!"

I thrust in one final time after he tightened around me, grunting his name as I climaxed. I closed my eyes as well and my seed filled up inside of him. I could hardly hold myself up any longer. My arms were shaking as I still hovered above him. Both of us were panting and breathing heavily. I opened my eyes to see his eyes open as well, staring up at me. Such a lovely green color. They were still watery, most likely from the pleasure. I leaned down and kissed the tears on the sides away.

"I love you," I whispered hoarsely into his ear.

He continued to stare into my eyes. His whole face aroused me even more. We ended up making love two more times that night, all because I had told him to look at me.