It was still early in the day. Gilder had left before the sun had fully risen. By now the glow of the morning sunrise had shown itself across the land. Mashed snow crunched beneath his boots. A cloud of breath appearing and disappearing from in front of his mouth.

Despite the biting cold, Gilder's steps had drive in them. Sacha was a temperamental one, but Gilder knew deep down how he felt about him. Why else would he not only put up with his constant 'bouts of mood' but also trudge through the snow like he was doing now?

Could be worse. At least it's not in the mountains. Gilder always tried to remain positive in his endeavors. It was a good way to balance with Sacha. He needed to remain that way once he got to the cabin.

The cabin was Tomáš's old hunting cabin in the woods. Sacha had made sure to go there once in a while to maintain it. He had kept it up since he was a teenager. It was a place of solitude. Gilder had been there once with Sacha. It was the first time he took someone there. It was a special place for Sacha for him to have quiet time. Gilder was hoping this would be a quiet moment. Heh...hope in one hand shit in the other. See which one fills up first. He was positive, but also realistic.

The day wore on. It got dark early this far north. The cold biting a little harder. The wind picking up. By now Gilder had entered the forest. A lantern hanging in his hand by his side. Gilder had been smart enough to light it before the wind got too strong.

Half an hour into the forest Gilder saw a light in the distance. Finally. Gilder was proud of himself for remembering where the cabin was. He picked up his steps a little bit. He was anxious to retrieve Sacha and get out of this cold. He wasn't quite sure what he was going to say. He decided that being honest was probably the best way to go.

He knocked on the door. "Sacha! It's Gilder!" The door fwooshed open. A hand grabbed his scarf and pulled him in. Then just as quickly as the door had opened it slammed shut. "Big man let warmth out!", Sacha exclaimed. "Good to see you, too," Gilder replied. The two of them stood in the middle of the cabin sizing each other up. The crackling fire being the only sound.

"Why Gildar here?"

"I trudged hours through the cold. Why do you think I'm here?"
"Certainly not for fun. There not anybody with pink hair for miles."

"Fuck you, Sacha. That's bullshit. That's a cheap shot."

"Then why Gildar make trek?"
"To get you. You ran out. Remember? You're the one who disappears up here whenever shit gets to you. Not me. You!"

"Why so eager to retrieve? We go do work again and go about life like usual? Make like nothing different."
"That's rich coming from you, short stack! You're the one who can't deal with his feelings. So, don't you turn this all on me. I may be dense as lead sometimes and not realize things, but goddammit, don't you dare put all of this on me!"

A sudden silence over came the cabin. Both of them fuming. Sacha turned towards the fireplace facing away from Gilder. Glancing back and forth between the fireplace and Mouse who was asleep on a pillow. He was fumbling around with words in his head.

"I'm happy with Gildar."

"Oh?"
"I hate being alone."
"Then why are you up he-"
"Don't be smartass! You know what I mean. I'm mean with constantness. I hated the alone when young. I do things to get jobs done. That what father teach. He gave life for Cermatka! He give life for mother. He give life for me. I work to keep all thing intact after he gone. I hated not having anyone. I never be social because take care of responsibility."

Sacha was biting his lip. Trying to hold his emotions back. A tear rolled down the side of his face.

"Gildar is stability."
"I've heard people say things about me. Never that."
"I mean that Gildar always there. I like calm nature of big man. I want you always there. Not with anyone else. I...love being with big man."

Gilder stood there in silence for a moment. He had to take it in for a second. He walked up behind Sacha. Wiping the tears from Sacha's cheek. He wrapped his arms around Sacha, embracing him tightly. He nuzzled the shorter man's hair gently.

"I love you, too, Sacha. I love being with you, too. All the shit we gotta go through. The late nights out drinking. The fucking dirty work we do. I can get through it when you're with me. I only love this rough life when I'm with you. I'd probably just be grinding my way through life otherwise."

Gilder held Sacha tighter. Enjoying the catharsis they had reached. Not wanting the moment to end. A sweet instance in a life not heavy on such moments.

"Gildar walk all day. Tired. We hit hay." Sacha led GIldar by the hand to the bed. "Yeah, I guess I am kind of worn out," Gilder responded. Sacha helped Gilder get his sword off. Gilder peeled his coat off. The shorter man quickly slinked into bed. Gilder couldn't help but notice how much more inviting the bed looked with Sacha in it. He was finally able to relax for the first time all day once he got into bed. He nestled right up behind Sacha, putting his arm around him. They happily drifted to sleep together sharing each others warmth.

Hours passed. After being all up Sacha, Gilder suddenly felt a bit more energetic than earlier. He kissed his shoulders ever so softly, slowly moving up his neck. Sacha hummed softly, half asleep. Enjoying the attention. Gilder was pondering an idea. I'm gonna do something nice for him. Still not sure about it. It's not really my thing. Gilder eventually decided to man up. Fuck it. I'll do it for him. Least I can do since I'm sure as hell never gonna bottom for him.

Gilder pushed a now awake Sacha flat on the bed, pinning him in a playful manner. He leaned down to kiss him ravenously, soaking in the softness of Sacha's lips. Gilder made his way down Sacha's body. Nibbling gently on his neck. Sacha loved this even though he'd never admit it. "Harder..." Or maybe he would. Sacha moaned as Gilder bit harder. He was more than happy to have had Gilder disturb his slumber like this.

Gilder continued his way downward. Laying kisses and nips all over Sacha's chest. Gilder had moved his hands off Sacha's arms and was now caressing his midriff. His tongue running across Sacha's abs. As he moved further he started pulling down Sacha's underclothing.

"What big man doing?"

Gilder put a finger over Sacha's mouth.

"Making sure you never want to run out ever again."

Gilder had stripped away Sacha's clothes. He continued kissing down Sacha's body all the while stroking him. Sacha hummed with delight. He relished the moment. Gilder's mouth reached Sacha's cock. Awkwardly at first, but without hesitation, he started sucking him off. Sacha coursed with both shock and pleasure. Gilder had never done this before. Nor was it expected. Sacha moaned with joy trying not to wake Mouse. He was surprised at the big man's ability.

Gilder himself was stunned at how good he was. It wasn't so bad. He enjoyed giving Sacha pleasure. Make him squirm. His devious side had gotten the better of him tonight. And he had no qualms about giving in. He worked Sacha up and down. His tongue gliding along Sacha's length.

Sacha was gripping the sheets in ecstasy. Trying to hold back and make everything last as long as possible. Who knew when Gilder would be in the mood to do something like this? Sacha ran his fingers through Gilder's hair whilst breathily whispering, "Feels good. Don't stop." Sacha was reaching his limit. His moans louder and longer. "Ah...ahhhh...ahhh. I..I'm gonna..." His back arching, Sacha cried out in ecstasy as he climaxed. He exclaimed in Cermatkan, his pleasure too great to express in any other words.

Gilder, while taken back at first by sucking a man to climax for the first time, licked Sacha''s cock clean. He was still getting used to the fact that he had willing just taken a load of cum in the mouth. Some of it dripping from his lips. He wiped his mouth and turned his attention back to Sacha.

Sacha had being trying to catch his breath. His body spent from the whole ordeal. He was on his back trying to find words. "Big man good...so good...been holding back." Gilder was impressed with his own handywork. "Well that was...interesting. I guess that's one more thing I'm good at." Sacha nodded in approval. He pulled Gilder back on top of him. Jamming his tongue into Gilder's mouth. Kissing him passionately. Enjoying his own taste that was still on Gilder's mouth. Gilder obliged. They made out wildly for nearly an hour before finally passing out in each others arms.

Their evening of love had turned into a night of passion. The mutual enjoyment was too muh to ever leave. These two were going to be together for the long haul. Even if it meant dealing with a little mood now and again.

Author's note: Let me if you enjoyed my writing. This is my first time writing something this intensive.