Not a lot of details and stuff, but I tried. Hope you like it!

Many things happened that year and at the end of 6th grade, I finally told him.

That, was a decision I came to regret.

I was Skyping him, when I decided to tell him.

Natsume, I like you.

I waited anxiously as I saw him typing.

He started typing, stopping and then tying again.

This is another joke right?

No. I'm serious this time.

Dude, quit joking.

I literally banged my head on the wall.

I'm not joking!

He didn't reply ever since then.

He kept avoiding me at school.

Don't get me wrong, he still Skypes me but only on homework and school related topics.

I've asked Hotaru to help me talk to him, since Hotaru has known him for years and years.

It didn't work at all.

Everything went all messed up that day on.

On November 9th, 2012, I went to Hotaru's house for a sleepover.

From Thursday all the way to Saturday, was a thing called Dynamix in our school, where we only play music the whole entire day and don't go on classes.

Saturday was the performance.

We had to stay at school playing music from 8 in the morning to 8:30 or 9 at night.

We had 5 different sections for music: Band, Percussion, Strings, Guitar and Choir.

We took a shower together and Hotaru is such a pervert.

"Oh my god, you have such big boobs. You can go and seduce Natsume." She told me indifferently as if we were talking about the weather.

"EW! NO WAYYYYYYY! That isn't even true love if he likes me just because of that." I told her, crossing my arms to cover my boobs.

"Yeah that's true." She said.

After taking a warm shower, we got dressed, thinking about dares we could give each other.

I know she likes a boy named Kitsume, Kitsu for short.

"Dare #1..." Hotaru wrote, and then she thought.

"You'll hug Natsume." She told me and I shyly nodded.

She wrote that down and then continued to think.

"Eat one piece of food from him." She wrote down, laughing.

"What!?" I yelled, freaking out.

Hotaru smirked evilly at me.

"'Hump Natsume,' is that okay?" She asked.

I had no idea what that meant then, so I just nodded dumbly, giggling.

Whatever I had to do, so did Hotaru.

Some of the dares are of course, different but majority of them are the same as me.

We continued making dares and laughing.

We slept at 1 in the morning.

On Monday during lunch, Natsume dared Kitsu to sit with us, girls.

Kitsu is a very shy person and so he shyly came over, laughing like hell.

Natsume was laughing and saying he was a scaredy pants.

"Well if he's such a scaredy pants, why don't you come over and sit with us then?" I teased, challenging him.

He shrugged and muttered a 'ok' and then sat next to me.

We had a mini food fight and then Natsume threw some of his pasta onto my plate.

Laughing, he expected me to get disgusted and throw it away.

I looked at him unbelievably, as if saying, 'are you serious?' before I ate it.

His mouth dropped open when he saw that.

"What the fuck...?" He muttered, dumbfounded.

Everyone else, especially Permy and Nonoko were freaking out.

"OH MY GOD! YOU ACTUALLY ATE IT?" They screamed.

I couldn't suppress my smile as I ate.

Now that I think about it, I was quite crazy, getting happy over something so disgusting.

Seeing Hotaru wink at me, I started getting food directly from his plate.

Hotaru did the same, but only about twice.

I took food from him for at least 4 times.

Man, I'm so weird.

That was the last time he sat with us though.

I hugged him that day too.

One more dare done.

I still had a whole list to go, and the next one was 'Hump Natsume.'

"Can I hump you?" I asked innocently.

Natsume and his friends stared at me.

Hotaru, who was standing next to me, laughed her head off.

"Do you even know what that means?" Natsume asked, smirking.

I shook my head.

He did the movement, and I instantly paled.

"H-O-T-A-R-U!" I screamed.

"You pervert. You wanted to do that." Natsume teased.

I blushed crimson and waved my hands frantically.

"No, no! Hotaru was the one who thought of it! I didn't even know what it meant!" I explained.

"You're so naive." Natsume sighed playfully.

"What?" I asked, offended.

"Nothing." He smirked.

I spent the whole day with them, feeling closer to him than I have for a very, very long time.

After that day, he continued to ignore me, as if I don't exist.

After the summer break, I went back to school as a 7th grader.

A few weeks in, Natsume still hasn't talked to me at school. He would sometimes talk to me on Skype, but only about school.

I give my thanks to Hotaru.

Thanks to Hotaru, Natsume started teasing and poking me again.

He admitted himself that he was ignoring me on Skype, and only talking about school work.

Sometimes I think he actually do want to talk to me, since he would sometimes say hi on Skype, but when I reply, he would stop talking.

I know it's stupid to feel this way, but I'm really jealous of Hotaru.

Natsume always talks to her and even though I know she has absolutely zero feelings for him, I just can't help but get jealous and envy her.

I'm not so sure about Natsume's feelings though.

He doesn't talk to me at all, except a tease once every blue moon.

Yep. Still have loads of things to write about before I catch up with the present.

R&R Guys!