December 10, 2012 was the day I got into a massive fight with Natsume.
During advisory, or homeroom, his classroom was just a few classrooms away, and so me I would always go there.
I had a reason to go there, after all, Hotaru was in that advisory as well.
Natsume didn't acknowledge me ever, unless his friends were talking to me first.
That day, he was playing a video on his computer.
A person was mocking girls, saying how annoying they can be and always whine about irrational things.
It wasn't exactly offensive, in fact, it was hilarious.
That day on Skype, I was surprised when Natsume said hi.
Remember the video we saw today?
Yeah. It's so funny.
He said if you want to Skype your crush, just DO IT! Don't wait for him/her to Skype you first.
I wasn't sure what he wanted to say, but I have a feeling he was talking about me.
Yeah...
I don't get people who wait for their crush to Skype them but they don't and they complain about it to their friends. People like that are morons.
Haha. My friends do that.
Like?
Got me there.
I just randomly thought of an example.
Permy and Hotaru.
No, Hotaru Skypes Kitsu all the time.
Damn.
She gave up on him because he wouldn't Skype her first. She was like, 'you know what? I figured out that if I don't Skype him first he won't talk to me.'
She didn't tell you!? Never mind...
I got confused about what he meant, and so I asked him about it.
He wouldn't answer though.
After that, was the fight.
Hey, are you going to the concert tomorrow?
Tomorrow? Nope.
Awww.
What concert?
The strings concert.
*Cough* my concert *cough*.
I don't think so.
;(
I'm staying after school tomorrow.
I need help with science. I'm going to study for like 3 hours on things I don't get.
Sorry but I'm studying with Hotaru.
I literally wanted to scream.
With Hotaru!?
What?
Ugh I'm going to fail on the test. Whatever.
Okay then. I don't care about you anymore. You get made so easily. ;( ;( ;(
Why are you crying? I'm the one crying here.
You're so mean. ;(
You're the one mean. I wish you could understand my feelings. You hurt me right in my face. How am I mean? I always help you with your crush and homework. How am I mean?
I practically wanted to cry now.
You're right. I'm sorry.
You don't even know half of the reasons why I get angry so easily.
I care about you a lot. You're my best friend.
You are too. But I'm really tired right now...
You're the one person I care about most in my life.
I can bet one million dollars I'm not and you know I'm right.
Yeah, you're right.
I am.
You're being too emotional and you overreact all the time.
I swear if he was here I would have slapped him.
Let's see if you know the reason.
The freaking reason is because you like me. You should stop liking me. It's hurting you.
I KNOW THAT ALREADY. The freaking thing is that I can't! I'm not like you. I can't. You can get over things so easily.
I can. You should try. Don't hurt yourself by doing this.
I WISH I COULD STOP. You think I have't tried? I know you don't like me. I know you never will, so I'm trying the best I can.
But if you know I never will, why are you trying?
I'm trying to stop liking you. But you have to give me some time.
On my strings concert, Natsume really was there.
Not to watch the concert though.
I was with Hotaru the whole time.
He would come over and talk to Hotaru nonstop, and it really pisses me off.
I know they're good friends and I also know Hotaru really loves Kitsu but I really can't help but get jealous.
I mean, when we were best friends he never talked to me that often.
Seriously, whenever he gets the chance and sees her, he would go talk to her right in my face.
My heart is broke and hurting like hell.
Hotaru says it's just because she's like his 'mom' since they knew each other for years and years but I really don't think so.
On Wednesday, Hotaru and I thought of this stupid, stupid trick where I pretend I got amnesia.
I don't know why I did it, maybe because I wanted attention or whatever.
Who are you and why do I have your Skype?
I'm Natsume?
Who? I don't remember you.
Okay, let's start introductions then. Hi, my name is Natsume Hyuuga and I'm from Japan.
I'm Mikan Sakura from Japan and America.
Natsume, Hotaru and I Skype called and I had to pretend I don't remember anything, acting innocent and idiotic.
"You really don't remember anything? Who's your parents?" Natsume mocked. I'm sure he doesn't believe me.
"I remember my parents." I answered.
"Yeah...Amnesia, huh?" He laughed.
"I only remember my name, my school and my parents." I quickly said.
"Yeah...You remember who you like?"
"I liked someone?" I asked dumbly, not knowing what the hell he wants.
"Well, you see, you got rejected." He whispered, laughing a little.
I was hurt and I quickly typed to Hotaru.
See!? He himself says that he rejected me. ;(
Ever since Natsume and I got into that fight, he's been completely avoiding me.
Whenever we walk past each other in the hallways, he walks around me so he won't go directly past me.
Hotaru says it's because he's not sure if I actually have amnesia or not.
It's just so tiring...
The conversations are completely real. I screen shotted them before and I copied them word by word into this, but of course I didn't use Skype language.
Is this chapter okay? Sorry I have better details on my made up stories, but I'm bad in details on autobiographies.
Comments? Good, bad, so-so?
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